Chapter 444
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
A Drink âPlease,â the shadow says, his voice awkward and apologetic.
Iâm still rigid with fear when Conner storms out onto the balcony, his hand smacking the shadow-person
in the chest, slamming him against the wall. â Who the hell are you!?â Conner demands.
âPlease!â the shadow says again, âIâm so sorry! I was just standing out here, also getting fresh air! This
is a complete accident!â And suddenly, the voice snaps into place in my memory. âConner!â I call, Rafe
fussing in my arms, not liking the sudden change in my energy and the fear spiking through me, though
Iâm calmer now. âPlease â itâs the Atalaxian Prince.
He is â I donât believe he means us any harm.â And even though something about that concept doesnât
match up â an Atalaxian? Not meaning us any harm? Especially after the meeting I just had with my
uncle?
Still, somehow, I know the truth of it down in my bones. He doesnât.
Conner glances at me and then backs up a little, removing his hand from the Princeâs chest. âShould I
escort him out of here, Luna?â âNo,â I sigh, shaking my head. âNot unless he wants to go, of course.
But the night air is for everyone. I canât have it all to myself just because Iâm the Queen.â The prince
looks between Conner and I for a moment, stepping further into the light so I can see his pale features
and the details of his chic black suit. âI wouldâ¦stay, for a moment, if thatâs all right? Have a quiet word
with you, so that we donât leave this evening on bad terms?â âThatâs fine,â I say quietly, somehow a little
pleased that he will stay. Iâm still terribly curious about him, perhaps despite myself.
âWould you mind?â Conner says to the prince, his voice tight. âIf I performed a body check? To ensure
that you donât haveâ¦â âBe my guest,â the prince says, spreading his arms wide and allowing Calvin to
pat down the sides of his body, and then his legs.
When Conner stands up and nods to me, his face quite serious, I nod back to him and give him a
smile, grateful for his protection. âIâll be just inside the door, Luna,â Conner says.
âThank you,â I say, genuinely meaning it, hoping that he hears the sincerity in my voice. Conner nods
again and steps to the door, standing with one foot in the ballroom and the other out on the balcony, a
constant threat to Calvin should he make one wrong move.
âProtective of you,â Calvin says, glancing at Conner and taking a few steps closer to me not too close,
but close enough to be conversational. âAs he should be. Your men are loyal.â âAs loyal to me as I am
to them,â I say with a little shrug, studying Calvinâs face carefully. As I do, I wonder a little how did he
blend so seamlessly into the shadows? Itâs not that dark out here was I just so distracted that I missed
him?
Or is something else going on?
âCongratulations,â Calvins says, dipping into a little bow. âThe ceremony today was very moving, as
was the vote. It is inspiring to see how much your people support you â the wolves and the humans
both.â âIs it?â I ask, turning my head a little. âDo youâ¦not get this kind of support from your own
people?â âIâm afraid itâs not a question we ask them,â he says, his voice a little chagrined.
âMy fatherâs policy is instead toâ¦tell the people how they feel about the royal family. And then punish
them if they show any evidence to the contrary.â I raise my eyebrows, genuinely surprised that heâs
being so candid with me.
âI canât say that I think this policy is wise,â I murmur, wanting to shout from the rooftop that his father is
a tyrant, but working very, very hard to be a diplomatic Queen.
âYou can be harsher than that if you wish, Queen,â Calvin says, smirking a little as he takes a step
closer at me and studies my face for a moment before dropping his gaze to Rafe in my arms. â I
certainly wonât tell anyone.â Heâs quiet for a moment and I adjust the baby so he can see my son better.
A smile comes to Calvinâs face. âYour son is a very handsome boy,â he says, smiling at Rafe. âIâm sure
heâll grow to be a strong King, like his father.â âThank you,â I say quietly, looking proudly down at Rafe
myself. Then I look up at Calvin, curious. Heâs young, I think my own age â certainly younger than
Sinclair â but, well, Iâm a parent, arenât I?
âDo you have children of your own, Calvin?â I ask.
I find myself surprised when he nods and smiles, bringing his gaze up to mine.
âTwo,â he says, his smile growing as he thinks of them. âMy Luna gave birth to our son just a few
months ago â heâs just barely older than this one here.â I grin broadly at him, liking him even more now
that I know heâs a father. Thereâs something about that â the alliance between parents who love their
children.
And damn it, even if I was determined to hate the Atalaxians⦠well, I canât hate all of them now, can I?
Which, I suppose, is perhaps what this prince wanted.
But something about what he saidâ¦I turn my head a little, curious. Something about his words strikes
me asâ¦wrong. And I canât put my finger on it just yet.
âAnd your other child?â I ask, curious.
âMy daughter just turned three,â he replies, his smile increasing. âShe isâ¦well, she makes me laugh
more than I thought anyone ever could. Sheâs a joy to me.â âThatâs wonderful,â I say quietly, smiling up
at this man who is such a surprise.
Because he seems â honestly, he seems like he could be a friend. â Dominic and I hope to give Rafe a
little sister at some point, to torture him a bit.â Calvin laughs at this, shaking his head. âNo, little girls are
always a gift. Iâm sure Rafe will treasure her.â âCalvin,â I say softly, almost a sigh, taking another step
closer and taking a risk, unable to hold back my words any more. âConsidering your countryâs policies
on women and girls â you have to realize that what youâre saying comes as a surprise to me.â He nods
slowly, sighing a bit through his nose. âWell perhaps it is less of a surprise to you then,â he says softly,
his words barely audible as he glances towards the door. âThat the father of a very beloved daughter
might want a stronger alliance with a nation that feels very differently about girls and their futures.â I
look up at him and see true honesty in his eyes, and Iâm struck and moved by it. I open my mouth to
make him that promise of friendship on the spot when suddenly I realize⦠That while Calvin has
mentioned twice how much he loves his daughter and wants more for herâ¦he didnât include her
mother in that sentiment. And when he mentioned her before, he referred to her not as his âmate,â but
has his âLuna.â I frown now, confused, staring up at him.
âWhat?â Calvin asks, taking another step towards me, concerned I think to see my concern. He
reaches out a hand, I think instinctually, seeking to press it against my own arm to help where he
can And as he leans closer, suddenly his scent hits me in a wave My eyes go wide as I breathe in the
crisp winter scent of him â starlight on snow, and frost, and bergamot â my nose even tingles the way it
does when I sense snow in the air â And â something moves within me I donât know what, because itâs
notâ¦itâs not big enough to be truly real, but it is something that feels remarkably like Likeâ¦a bond.
A bond, between me and this strange prince.
And as I step away from him the princeâs eyes go wide as he senses it too.