Chapter 475
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
Sharing the News Ella âCora?â I gasp the minute I get the phone to my ear, still scrambling out of bed
and tangled in the sheets.
âHey, Ells,â she says, her voice somehow both tight and bored at once. âSorry to wake you up â â âYou
didnât wake me â â I say quickly, reaching for Rafe in his crib and scooping him up in my arms. Behind
me, I hear Sinclair climbing out of bed too, coming to my side.
âI didnât?â Cora asks. âWhy actually.â Her voice goes stony. âDonât tell me.
Knowing you and Dominic, I probably donât want to know.â A little laugh bursts from me as I shake my
head, trying to get back on track with this conversation. âCora,â I say, looking down at Rafeâs bright,
wide -awake face, âwhatâs up? Why are you calling? Is the baby -â âYeah,â she says on a sigh. âRoger
insisted I call. Babyâs on its way!â âOh my god!â I shriek, spinning to Sinclair and beaming at him for the
second time this morning. âItâs time for the baby! Weâll come right away -â âNo, take your time,â she
says on a sigh and I frown at her even though she canât see me.
âCora, what is going on? Why are you calling in the middle of the night for us to come but then also
telling us not to hurry?â âBecause my stupid mate made me call you,â Cora says, her voice annoyed.
She lowers her voice to a whisper. â Heâs completely freaking out, Ells, even though everything is
progressing totally normally -â âAwww,â I say, passing Rafe to Sinclairâs waiting hands and smiling up at
him.
âGo easy on him, Cora! Heâs a first-time dad!â âAnd a last time dad,â she mutters, making me laugh
again, âif heâs this annoying every time I go into labor.â âOkay, well, should we come?â I ask, looking up
into Sinclairâs face, a silent question in my eyes. Can we go? Is there any pressing national business
that means we need to stay back? Sinclair nods eagerly to me, letting me know we can.
âYeah,â she says on another sigh. âDo you mind? Honestly, Ella, I donât think my body is anywhere
close to ready to push but Roger just wants everything in place.â âOkay,â I say cheerfully, nodding up to
Sinclair who gives me a wink and starts to walk away to the closet to get himself and Rafe dressed.
âHonestly, Cora, if heâs freaking out this much how did you ever talk him into a home birth?â âWell now
heâs trying to talk me out of it â anyway,â she sighs, âwill you just come?â I grin as I hear Roger yelling
something in the background, his voice thick with anxiety though I canât hear what heâs saying. My
heart swells a little for my secretly-sweet brother-in- law, who I know has his whole heart wrapped up in
whatâs happening today.
âYup,â I say, âweâll be there as soon as we can. And weâll let Henry know too.â âOkayyy,â Cora says on a
sigh. âSee you in a bit!â âExcited!â I call through the phone before hanging up and tossing it onto the
bed. Then I practically skip into the closet in my excitement, going immediately to Sinclairâs side and
wrapping my arms around his waist, grinning up at him.
âIs Cora all right?â he asks, cupping my face in his palm.
âI think so,â I say, nodding up at him. âApparently sheâs still got time â Rogerâs just freaking out.â âOf
course he is,â Sinclair says with a laugh. âRogerâs great under pressure except when it comes to things
that are completely out of his control. Itâs going to drive him crazy to have to watch Cora have to go
through a great deal of labor and pain and not be able do anything about it.â âThatâs so weird, but also
so sweet,â I say, nodding and pressing a quick kiss to his chest before flitting off to my side of the closet
and selecting some clothes that I hastily pull on. When Iâm ready, I turn to take the half-dressed baby
from my half-dressed mate and finish getting Rafe all wrapped up in cozy layers.
âAre you ready to meet your little cousin, Rafe?â I coo to him, plucking a little squeeze pouch of baby
food off its place on the shelf and sitting down with him in our little arm chair so he can have something
to eat while Sinclair finishes getting ready. âAnd then, in a couple of months, your little baby sister?â
Rafe grins at me and I laugh, because the way he looks at me when I talk â god, itâs as if heâs already
starting to understand.
I spend a few quiet moments with my son, thinking about how heâs going to react when thereâs a little
baby around â And quite suddenly my eyes fill with tears when I realize that in my mind Iâve already
stopped thinking about Rafe as The Baby That the title has already passed to my little girl âWhat is it?â
Sinclair asks, and I whip my head up to see that I was so lost in my thoughts that I didnât even notice
when he walked over to me.
âRafeâs not the baby anymore,â I say, sniffing even as I laugh at my own ridiculousness. âI didnât even
think about that â âOf course he is,â Sinclair says, smiling sympathetically at me and taking Rafe from
my arms. âHeâs always the baby.â âHeâs already so big!â I insist, gesturing towards him. âHe was trying
to stand up in his crib today! And now that thereâs a Sinclair cousin coming today â and another baby
on the way âthe tears start to spill down my cheeks and I press my hands to my poor motherâs heart.
âOh, he wonât be the baby anymore! Heâs the eldest!â Sinclair laughs at me a little, shaking his head.
âHeâs always our baby, Ella. You know that. He can be both.â I stand quickly, reaching for my baby boy
and clutching him protectively to my chest when my mate hands him back to me. I shake my head as I
look up at Sinclair. âItâs just all going so fastâ¦â âLife has a habit of doing that,â Sinclair murmurs,
stepping close and wiping my tears away with his thumb. â But if it didnât, you wonât get to live it.â I nod,
sighing and looking down at Rafe, who looks up at me with curious and interested green eyes. I canât
help but smile at him and press a quick kiss to his head. Then I look back up at his father. âLetâs not tell
anyone about the new baby yet, all right?â I say quietly, sniffing back the last of my sentimental tears.
âLet Cora have her day.â âItâs a good idea,â Sinclair says, wrapping an arm around my shoulders and
pressing a kiss to my forehead. â Though Roger will probably be able to smell it on you.â âDo I already
smell different?â I ask, my eyes going wide. I am, at best, a few days pregnant â honestly, even if that.
Sinclair sniffs the air around me lightly, experimental. âA little,â he says with a shrug. âItâs subtle, and
Roger will be distracted, but yes, Ella, any wolf who gets close enough to you is going to be able to tell
that youâre carrying my pup.â âWeird,â I say, looking down at myself and sniffing. âWhy canât I smell it?â
âI donât know,â he says, his mind already moving towards other things as he starts to look towards the
closet door. âCan you usually smell yourself?â âI donât knowâ¦â I say, honestly thinking about it.
Seriously, Iâve known Iâm a wolf for a while now, but itâs still weird. âCan Rafe smell the baby on me?â
Sinclair laughs, tugging me along with him as he starts out of the closet and we cross to the door of our
room. âI donât know, ask him.â So I do, babbling a little to my sweet baby as we walk down the hall. But
of course he doesnât respond with his own words, though he sends a great deal of happiness down our
bond and reaches out his hands to me, trying to touch my face and making me laugh.
Iâm quite full with happiness as Sinclair and I climb into one of the cars in the garage downstairs,
surprising the poor sleepy attendants who rush to get it ready for us. But even with the little delay, weâre
on the road in a few minutes, heading to Coraâs house to help her, and calm her mate, and greet the
new little Sinclair baby