Chapter 45: Sad news

Three months passed pretty quickly. I was on duty near the club almost every evening, expecting to see my Dan. Several times it seemed to me that I saw him, but each time it turned out that it was not him.

Completely discouraged, I called Vlad and tried to find out where I could see Dan.

The guard was silent for a long time and breathed into the tube. I didn’t like that he didn’t answer, so I myself offered to meet at his house. He just threw a short consent and dropped the call.

“Come in, take off your clothes…” he said embarrassedly. “Do you want a drink?”

“I don’t know. I need to talk to Dan.”

“You want to talk, then…” he said pointedly and looked at me in a strange way. “Do you want to suck?”

“No!” I almost screamed. “Can you call Dan and tell him I want to see him?”

“As you want, I wanted to help you, I see you are suffering without a man! And your Dan did not come, he has problems with his studies there.”

“Where is he now?”

“In England. Why do you need him? Liked it so much, huh?”

I just looked at him, how ‘quick-witted’ he was. Still, nature did not deprive him of intelligence.

“Okay, I have to go.” I said, but Vlad took my hand.

“Katyusha, wait, where are you going? Take it by the cheek, or give me your ass! I'll tell you something about Dan that you want to know, okay?”

The offer was tempting and I agreed. Having sucked him properly, I sat down tiredly on the sofa to catch my breath.

“Ask, I will answer, but only one question.” Vlad said laughing.

Something started convulsively in my head. What to ask? There were a lot of questions...

“When can I see him? Can you give me his phone number?”

“I can not!” Snapped Vlad. “And not because I'm bad, but because his girlfriend will not like it if some outside girl calls Dan. You don’t know how jealous she is!”

I was scalded by his words.

“So he has a girlfriend? Then why…”

“Why does he fuck with whores like you?” Vlad laughed. “Why not?”

Tears appeared in my eyes. My naive dreams crashed, I didn't know what to say, everything was messed up in my head. I looked at Vlad's grinning face and realized what a fool I was. What was I counting on? Dan is a rich and chic guy, he would never live with someone like me. I will always be just a whore for him!

Jumping to my feet, I ran to the door without saying goodbye. I didn't want to see Vlad again, he was disgusting to me. His semen gritted my teeth, reminding me of this vile man.

Dan's beautiful face flashed in my head, I remembered how he fucked me, how he looked. At that moment it seemed to me that we were merging into one whole. It didn't even bother me that Vlad was behind. Dan was always in front and my heart belonged to him at that moment.

In splendid isolation, I wandered all night through the streets. I didn't want to go home. My soul felt so ugly that I wanted to hang myself. The laughing voice of Vlad haunted me. He seemed to be pounding in my head: “Whore! He doesn't need you! You are dirty! You are not worthy of love!”

I wanted to go back to his apartment and beat him in the face, but I have the wrong weight category. I needed to urgently recover from this obsession. Thoughts about Dan finally finished me off. I was excited by the mere thought that there was something unimaginable between us. I was also paralyzed by the fear that I would never experience something like this again.