Chapter 160

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At first I’m confused, I don’t know what woke me up and the darkness is confusing to my brain.. Sitting

up in bed I look around the dark room and then when I see him, shoulders slumped, head bowed and

the smell of whiskey clinging to him.

“James?” I say into the darkness while rubbing my eyes.

“Didn’t mean to wake you.” He says with a slight slur to his voice, “was going to get in bed but didn’t

know if that was okay.”

“Of course it is,” I tell him, folding half of the covers back, “come to bed.”

“Can’t.” James seems to slump more in on himself, “can’t sleep. The dreams will come.” Moving the

duvet I knee walk so I’m just behind him, carefully I place my hand on his shoulder. Thankfully he

doesn’t flinch from my touch like he did not so long ago.

“I get them too.” I tell him as I place a kiss between his shoulder blades.

We’ve only been home a few days but I constantly find myself panicking that there are people going to

grab me. I swear yesterday I thought one of the guys ordering a beer was going to pull a gun from his

pocket. Nights are the worst though, from the second I close my eyes it’s like I can feel the room

closing in on me. I can feel the bag on my head as the gun is held between my shoulder blades. I can’t

explain the panic I feel to Doctor Lee, he won’t understand it, the only other person who will, is sitting at

the end of my bed having a full

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breakdown.

“It’s all wrong,” James runs his hand through his hair. “I was going to come back and tell Momma Beth

all about you and now she’s gone.” I’ ve never lost anyone close to me so I don’t even know how to try

and soothe his pain. “Tomorrow I have to drive that pup to a bus station and let her loose in the human

world. I know what she did was awful but letting her go, Putting her out in the world without a Pack,”

James shakes his head. “It’s not a call Beth would have ever made, he’s making a mistake but he’s too

blinded to see it.”

“Maybe he thinks it’s the right thing,” I shift my legs so I’m sitting on the end of the bed as well. “She did

so much damage, whether a pup or not, she needs to understand that.” James just huffs at me, “of

course he’s blinded. His Beta and best friend has been gone, the man has been without his right arm

for a long time.” James looks at me sideways and I can see the sadness flooding his eyes, “on top of

that he lost his mother. It’s alright for him to be lost, it’s your job to make sure he doesn’t stay that way.”

“I don’t know how, Zeus keeps telling me the same thing over and over again but I don’t understand

how it’s meant to help any of us.” James rubs his hands over his face before standing from the bed, he

wobbles a little before getting himself straight.

“What does he say?” Our wolves are always more in tune with what’s going on around us, it’s what we

do with it that matters. James just looks at me before dropping his head and shaking it violently from

side to side.

“It doesn’t matter, can’t do it.” I get off the bed and put a hand on either of his shoulders making him

look me directly in the eye.

“What does he say?” I ask again.

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“Mate him.” I lick my lips as the words send goose bumps down my spine, taking a step back from him I

drop my as s back onto the bed.

“How will that help?” It’s not that I don’t want to be his mate. I just don’t want him to do it out of some

kind of obligation to his wolf.

“I don’t know. I just know that all I want is to climb into that bed and hold you. I want you to be there

when I wake from a nightmare, I want you to be the first person I see in the morning and the last at

night.” James stops speaking to look at me but when I don’t say anything he continues, “I hate the way

you laugh at jokes that aren’t funny. The fact that you have four different smiles but only one you use

on me, which infuriates me, because I never know what the hell you’re thinking. Your smell makes me

want to climb inside you and never leave,” I suck

in a breath as I realise what he’s saying.

“You love me.” James stops pacing and looks at me.

“I didn’t say that.” He tilts his head to the side like he’s trying to understand me.

“Well, I love you,” I tell him truthfully.

“You don’t know enough about me to love me.” I stand from the bed and grab him by the hand, I hold it

over my heart so he feels how steady it beats.

“I love your fierce loyalty, even when you’re pis sed at Fraction you still stand by him no matter what. I

love that even though that pup stole your Alphas daughter and got your mother killed you still wish

there was a way for her to stay with a Pack.” I smile at him as tears start to fall from his eyes, “I love

how even now, when your wolf is telling you what to do you are fighting it because you think it’s the

right thing to do. There are so many things I love about you James and I can spend the rest of our lives

listing them.” I let his hand go and grip his face in

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both of mine, “I want to grow old with you. I want to shout at the kids for being too noisy while we try to

sleep in on a Sunday. I want Ru and Zeus to run free like pups and fight side by side like warriors.” I

lean in and gently place a kiss on his lips, “I want to make love to you over and over again, because

baby, one time was not enough.”

For the longest time he just stands there looking at me, for a second I think he’s going to reject me but

instead he just smiles at me before grabbing me by the hips and launching me onto the bed. I’m not

ashamed to say a squeal leaves my lips as I land on the plush surface.

“Wasn’t enough for me either.” He tells me as he pulls his shirt over his head and lets it drop to the

floor, “once will never be enough. You realise there will be people who won’t accept us?” I just nod my

head as he pops the button on his jeans leaving it open to show that delicious arrow leading to his c

ock. “After I do this, we can’t stay at the bar. I know you love this bar but I need to be in the Pack

house, can you handle that?” I nod my head at him as he puts his hands on either side of his jeans, he

doesn’t push them down though. He just tilts his head to the side and raises an eyebrow.

“I can,” I clear my throat as my voice comes out all raspy. “I can handle that.”

“There is no taking this back, I won’t ever allow you to reject this. We are forever or we aren’t at all.” All

I can do is nod as he drops his jeans and shows all nine and half inches of his hardness. He grabs

himself in his hand and slowly starts working his hand up and down, as he walks towards the bed. “I

think you’re wearing far too many clothes, mate.” Lifting my hips I pull my pajama bottoms off faster

than I ever have, thankfully that’s all I wore to bed tonight. My co ck slaps against my stomach making

an obscenely wet sound, James puts a knee on the

bed.

“You sure?” He asks me, I can see Zeus in his eyes as he places a hand

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on my leg and pushes it out slightly.

“Mate me.” I whisper, closing my eyes as he places a kiss on my stomach just above my co ck.

“Please, James.”

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