Chapter 59
The Stained Omega
The proof is in the smell.
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Everything is sore, Patrick had me doing high kicks into his padded. hands today. He would hold his
hands up with these foamed oval disk things on his hands. Kicking him so high up worked parts of my
b*dy I didnât even realise I had, the backs of my legs, my hips and my ankles. all hurt. About halfway
through I got this stabbing pain in my chest, like heartburn but so much worse, it hurt so much I actually
slammed. myself into the ground and started to cry. It lasted for a few minutes and then it just stopped,
but by the time it was over I was in the foetal position on the floor and Winter was howling in my head.
Patrick insisted I come home, have a hot bath and then get some sleep. He said I am overworking
myself, heâs not wrong. Iâve thrown myself into Thomas and training. At least when Iâm busy Iâm not
thinking about Fraction and what is going on with him at the moment.
Walking into the bedroom Iâm disappointed to hear the shower running, there is only one person who
would be using that shower. Once upon a time I would have loved to have come home to find Fraction
wet and n*ked in the shower. Now I just want to be alone, try to work out some of the thoughts running
around my head.
I notice the bathroom door is closed so at least I donât have to look at his b*dy just to be denied. By the
door I notice a pile of clothes that he must have taken off before going into the bathroom. I almost walk
straight past them but even mad at him I canât leave his clothes just laid on the floor. In all the years we
have been together the man still hasnât learnt what a hamper is for. Leaning down to pick up the clothes
I instantly recoil at the smell coming from them, Fractionâs scent is mixed with arousal and something
that smells like another female. Forcing myself to pick up the t-shirt I bring it up to my nose, I can
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smell her rancid rose perfume all over it. Picking up his jeans I can smell both of their arousal around
the cr otch area. I drop the clothes and walk backwards to sit on the bed. I stare at the pile of clothes
like itâs going to jump up and speak to me.
I donât register the door opening until the heat from the shower hits my face. I look up to see Fraction
standing in the doorway in nothing but a towel, his chiselled chest glistening with water and looking as
mouth watering as ever.
âWho is she?â I ask without looking back down at the pile of clothes.
âWhat?â He asks, walking into the room. Heâs actually going to deny what my nose is telling me.
âYour clothes stink of you and another female. Who is she?â I demand.
âOne of the day care mums hugged me.â His excuse sounds lame to me and I watch as he flinches, I
know heâs lying and he knows I know.
âWhat did I do to deserve this?â I wonder out loud.
âAnna, youâre overreacting. Itâs nothing.â He says while pulling some jeans on.
âAm I? The smells on those clothes arenât just some hug. It smells like youâve been rubbing yourself
against some wh ore.â I scream at him, he turns and just stares at me with wide eyes in nothing but a
pair of jeans. âIf itâs nothingâ¦then why come home and instantly shower? Need to wash away the
shame or are you just hiding things from me?â
âAnnaâ¦â he says walking towards me.
âGet out!â I scream. Iâm so filled with rage right now that I canât even think straight.
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âIâm not leaving you like this, little wolf.â My rage reaches boiling point as he uses the pet name he gave
me so long ago.
âNot leaving me?â I laugh hysterically, âyou have left me alone for weeks now. We barely speak
anymore, you donât look at me. You donât even sleep in our bed anymore!â
âThatâs what this is about? Youâre not getting the attention you want so youâre picking a fight?â He says
walking over to me, he tries to take my hands in his but i throw my hands up in the air and move away
from him.
âYou canât just decide you want to fix this. You have ignored me and today you smell like S** with
another woman.â I s ob out loud, âyou have broken us and for what? A cheap f u ck in a field?â
âI didnât sleep with anyone.â He tells me, I notice he doesnât deny breaking what we have.
âMaybe not but you did something with someone who wasnât me. I need you to leave.â He tries to walk
towards me again, âplease. I just need some time alone.
He grabs a shirt and leaves the room without so much as a backward. glance, I know what itâs asked
for but it doesnât hurt any less. The second the door closes I use the wall to aid my fall to the floor
where I just sit and so b. I cry for a long time and each time I take a breath itâs like the pain starts all
over again. It takes me a while to realise itâs because Iâm breathing in their mixed scents. I donât
understand why he would do this to me, mates are meant to cherish each other and he is hurting me
beyond belief. Everything I have ever heard about mates, this kind of behaviour should not be possible,
he shouldnât be able to hurt me like this.
âMaybe heâs not who we thought?â Winter whimpers in my mind, sheâs
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feeling this pain as much as I am.
âThereâs no denying heâs our mate, Winter. â I tell her.
âNothing says we have to stay if he mistreats us.â She reasons.
âSo what? I pack up his son and leave? Where would we even go? I donât even know anyone else. Itâs
a dam ned miracle I ended up here after what happened at my fathers pack.â I can feel Winter grow
distant as I remind her that this Pack and Fraction is all we know. I have never realised how isolated I
have let myself become. Until recently this is all I have needed so I didnât realise how trapped I have
actually become.
I am drawn out of my thoughts when a knock comes at the door, I ignore it thinking that it might be
Fraction. When the door opens Iâm almost ready to start yelling again when I see Eliza slowly walk in
and close the door behind her.
âJames said you were up here.â She says quietly, she walks over to me and sits down on the floor next
to me. âWhatâs going on?â
âFractionâ¦â I hiccup around the words trying to leave my mouth, âwe had a fight. A bad one.â
âWell even mates fight Anna.â She says lamely, I look over at her and arch an eyebrow.
âSo you and Patrick often fight to where he leaves you crying on the floor?â I watch as she worries at
her bottom lip thinking about what Iâ ve said.
âWell no, not exactly. But we definitely disagree.â I jump up off the floor and walk over to the pile of
clothes. I throw the t-shirt at her and she catches it in one hand.
âSmell that and tell me if itâs just a disagreement.â I say meanly.
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âWhat is this?â She asks lifting the t-shirt to her nose, I watch her nose wrinkle as she smells it
âThat is Fractionâs new bit on the side. The new woman he has decided will warm his bed.â I know Iâm
being unfair but Iâm still really mad.
âMaybe he just got close to a female? Have you tried talking to him. rather than yelling?â I turn to look
at her like she has just suddenly grown a second and third head.
âWho even are you?â I ask her in amazement, âyouâre meant to jump to my defence. Be mad for me? I
will even take a little uncomfortable silence!â
âI just think that maybe you are blowing this up a little too much?â She Save to me.
âYou think?â Maybe she has a point.
âMaybe just try actually talking to him. You guys obviously have some stuff going on right now and as
the old saying goes. Communication is key.â Da mn it, maybe she does have a point.
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