Chapter 36
The Alpha Claimed Me Deeply
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: Xavierâs pov:
Lily nods, looking upset that I had seen the blood. She always wanted to appear strong even though she was clearly battling a lot inwardly. I couldnât help but feel like the worst big brother in the world. A big brother sees fit to protect his sister and his family from any danger. But clearly, I had Tailed to protect them,
I lear my eyes away from Lily, pained by the sight of her coughing and angered that I couldnât help her enough. If only I had been a second quicker. Maybe I couldâve stopped her from drinking that tca that day.
Hibiscus tea was always her favorite and a weasel, a traitor that once roamed our halls knew it very well.
Knew it so well that he saw fit to poison her this way.
A day after our father died. One damn day, they couldnât wait to have me mourn another loss. But fortunately, Lily had only drank a little and found the taste strange. But that little had already seeped into her bloodstream and poison her. 1
She shouldâve been dead by now if she had drank all of it. But thankfully the medication Rodrick has been giving her lessens on how quickly the poison takes effect and spreads in her body. 1
But all the doctors Iâve seen kept saying the same frightening thing, she only has a year left before it consumes her body entirely.
A year.
One damn year.
My sister was supposed to find her mate and have kids of her own to torment her like she has done to me. She was supposed to be happy and carefree.
But now she was slowly dying, with the hope of ever having a family of her own slip away from her fingers. It was painful enough to know that she had no hope but to see it, was gut wrenching
Girls her age are supposed to live their best life with no worries. But Lilyâ¦.she had a ticking clock on her shoulders weighing her clown. But even with all of that. She still inanages to smile.
âAw is my poor brother feeling sad for little old me?â Lily giggled, yet coughed at the same time.
I rolled my eyes walking over to her and pull her into my arms even though she protested. If I didnât bring her myself she wouldnât go to her room. Lily would much rather suffer than rest. Annoying that she is, I couldnât stand another sight of her blood on her palm or hear the painful coughis, I hated that she was suffering through this all alone.
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âShut up Tilly. Iâll force that medicine down your throat if I have to but youâre going to drink it: either way.
And then rest.â I huffed, pulling her sinall body to me and walked to the door.
Hearing her hufr, while crossing her arms over her chest, Lily grumbles. â I feel for poor Aurora who has to put up with your annoying ways. Must you always get your way brother?â
I ignore her and she sucks her teeth in annoyance. I felt my lips lifting into a grin at finally irking her.
Using one of my hands, I opened the door and walked out with her in my arms.
I quickly mind-link Chris to come to her room. He was one of the few that Lily could never slip past.
Which made my little sister less fond of the gamma wolf.
âWho are you mind-linking?â Lily asked with accusation on the tip of her tongue.
Smirking yet keeping my gaze forward, I answered.â Chris. Heâll be the one to guard outside your door.
Because he seems to be the only one you canât sneak past.â
I could feel her annoyance grow and that fed my amusement.â You didnât!â She snarls then coughs, quickly blocking her mouth.
âOh but that I did,â I murmured cockily. If she was hell bent on tormenting me, especially about Aurora, then I only see it right to do her the same with Chris.
Two can play this game. âBut â but heâs annoying and I hate him,â she ground out trying to get her point across. If only she knew that this was only making Chris be the best person to guard her.
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âDid he not save you from drowning last week where you sneaked out to swim?â I shook my head slightly.
Huffing Lily grumbles. âDoesnât make me hate him any less. Besides brother, if I have only a year to live Iâm supposed to live it to the fullest. Iâm fifteen and I canât even swim yet!â
âYouâre fourteen Lily. And the doctor said in order to stop the poison from spreading faster, you shouldnât be running around but rest in bed.â I said pointedly, kicking open her door.
âIn other words. Be an immobile idiot.â She grumbles in displeasure Rolling my eyes, I set her down on her feet. âLily,â
âSpare me the pity Xavier
I winced slightly when she calls me by my name. She always does when sheâs angry with me.
âNow that youâve spoiled my day before it had even begun, how about you take the medication and bring it for me would you? So you can get out of my hair.â She huffs, walking to her bed and plops down.
Grumbling how annoying she was under my breath, I walk towards her dresser and grab a hold of the small bottle. Walking back to her I push it into her hands.
âYou better drink it Lily.â I warned. If I had to force the liquid she hates down her throat, I will. I was not about to lose my sister. âI will. I will!â She sighs, grasping the bottle and makes a disgusted face: Peeking at me under her lashes, she grunts. âAre you going to look at me the entire time I drink it?â I nodded, crossing my arms over my chest.
Sighing, Lily shook her head and then shook the bottle slightly. Afterward, she opens it and pours the liquid into the bottle cap until its filled the small space. Making a disgusted noise at the back of her throat, she quickly pushes the cap to her lips, look up and glares at me before tossing her head back and drinking the medicine.
âUghhh. Yuck. Taste like butt.â She makes a funny face as she closes the bottle.
Peeking up at me she grumbles. âWhat are you still doing here? Arenât you supposed to be with someone right now? Stop pestering me.â I raise a brow. âAre you sure you drank every last drop of the medicine Lily?â My tone had an accusing edge to it.
Lily raises both her brows. âDo you take me for a magician? How can I speak if I still have medicine in my mouth? Donât you think it wouldâve slipped at the corners of my mouth by now Xavier?â She snapped, undoubtedly getting annoyed at me.
âWell, you can be full of tricks up your sleeves little sisterâ¦.â I grumble unsure if she actually drank it or not.
Lily groans in annoyance, rising to her feet and then opened her mouth. âHave a look,â opening her mouth wider, she rolls her tongue to show that there was no liquid under it then glares at me when she makes her point clear.
âBetter Alpha?â She grumbles, walking past me to her dresser.â By the way brother, I couldnât help but notice that Aurora fears you, a lot. Your own mate fears you,â She grumbles, unpleased. She places the bottle on the surface of the dresser and whirls around. âAnd your point is?â I grumble.â Everyone fears me Lily.â
âAnd I canât see any possible reason why they would. I mean look at your face? Youâre like a cuddly dog,â
Lily jokes, tiny snorts coming between laughs. I growled. Reckon didnât like being called a dog. Rolling her eyes she walks over to me.â Do you still have that stupid belief that a mate makes you weak?â She whispers, eyes flashing in amusement. I turn around rolling my eyes. âThey do. Now I donât want to discuss this, especially with you.â â Donât let her slip from your fingers brother. Maybe sheâll be the one to finally remove that stick that has been up your ass for years now.â Lily grumbles lowly but I heard her. I halt in my footsteps and turn my head slightly to look at her over my shoulder. She looks triumph that she caught my attention.â I canât accept her Lily.â I murmured the words and they tasted bitter.
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She rolls her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest.â Why? Is it because sheâs not one of us? O ris it that you still think the reason why father died was because mom was murdered? You still think if it werenât for her death father wouldâve stood a chance against the silver blade. The blade was laced with poison brother, there was nothing more he could have done and you know it!â
* I stiffen, turning away from her. âThatâs where youâre wrong sister. I think that mother was
murdered because she was the mate of a powerful Alpha. I canât have her share my burden Lily, â
Grumbling I started for the door. With my fingers on the door, she whispers.
âAt least have her make that decision on her own.â
Grounding my teeth, I opened the door and walked out. Iâm greeted with the sight of my gamma strolling over.â Good luck with her,â I grumble nudging my head to Lilyâs room. A playful grin sketches on Chrisâs face.â Still annoyed that you ordered me to guard her door, alpha?â Like his older brother Eli, I could trust Chris. But the two brothers couldnât be any more different. Whereas Eli is playful and loves to prank everyone around, Chris on the other hand i s very stern for his age of being only just turned eighteen a week ago. So when his lips stretched into a playful smile, I was nearly stunned. But being quick with my emotions, I donât reveal my shock. I gave a single nod but donât question Chrisâs grin. He quickly rushes towards her door as if he couldnât wait to annoy her more. Shaking my head, I walked away. My mind quickly filling back with images of how Iâd punish Aurora next. The tip of my tongue darts out as I lick my bottom lip, already tasting her. âHmmm that punishment could very well be to our benefit,â Reckon yaps already knowing that the âpunishmentâ would end up with my face between Auroraâs thighs. âDonât get your hopes up too much. We still need to look for that mark on her cunt,âI grumble, opening the door to my room. I expected her to be on the bed, perhaps sitting down. But my eyes fall on her form, kneeling down, every piece of clothing that once was on her body was not anymore. She was naked. And she smelled aroused. I quickly slam my door locking it so no one would barge in and see what belonged to my eyes only. When she hears me, her head lifts and she looks at me beneath her lashes. âPunish me as you want Alpha,â