CHAPTER 48
Alpha Alec's Redemption
Chapter 48
F**k! I rub my chest trying to ease the ache I feel in my heart. What the f**k was going on? Why was I feeling like this all of a sudden? Itâs been three years. That feeling came and went, so why now?
âHey, are you okay?â Micah asked, coming to stand next to me.
I donât answer. What the hell would I even say? I never told anyone about that strange feeling three years ago. Never breathed a f**g word, not even to the oracles. I didnât understand it, so how the hell was I supposed to explain to someone else?
âAlec?â he called again, but instead of answering, I ignored him.
I start to pile food on my plate before sitting down to eat. I had enough to worry about with Sadie being my and the d**n curse hanging over our heads.
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âBut really, why do you think this is happening?â Knox not getting the f**g hint, asked. âI mean it canât just be a coincidence, right? We felt that shift three years ago, and today. Do you think it has something to do with Sadie? We did think she was dead, but maybe we felt her that day.â
It did make sense, but I honestly do not think it had anything to do with Sadie.
âThink about itâ he goes on. âThat would explain why we felt that unexplainable pain. It could be that she was hurt and unknowingly she projected that pain to usâ
That also did make sense, except for one thing;
âKnox, the only way we would feel her pain is if we had marked her. We werenât bonded, heck we didnât even know she was our mate. There is just no way we could have felt her pain.â
âNever say neverâ he murmured.
Taking a bit of my food, I say, âAnd besides, the scent we just smelt isnât hers. It was fleeting but we both know it wasnât Sadieâs scent, yet it affected us in the same way as three years ago. There is something else going on.â
I never bothered to investigate what happened to us three years ago. The pain came and went and so did the feeling. Since nothing like that ever happened again, I never bothered to dig deeper⦠Well, until now.
âThe only way weâll find out what is going on, and what the f**k happened is to find the owner of that scent. Thatâs the only wayâ Knox supplied; his voice filled with determination.
I continue eating my food, knowing that he was right. That smell affected us in a way no one has ever been able to. We need to find out why and how theyâre connected to what happened three years ago.
When I am done with my meal, I set aside the plate before standing up.
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âSo, what are you going to do about Sadie?â Jason asked in between bites. âThere is no denying that she not only hates you, but the entire pack. She wonât easily agree to be your mateâ
I growl at him, feeling myself loose control. He wasnât telling me something I didnât already know.
He raises his hand in surrender. âI was just saying⦠Given how much she hates us, sheâd gladly watch us burn to ashes and laugh all the way home.â
Micah slaps him on the back of the head. Sadie was right, and I donât mean that in a cruel way, given heâs my friend⦠Sure, Jason is good at his job, but he wasnât really the brightest.
âWhat?â he snarled at Micah, glaring at him.
âWill you shut the **k up? Canât you see Alec is already stressed,â Micah fired back.
I stop pacing and sit down on the bed. Massaging my temples, I try to get my brain working.
I am one of the best Alphas in the world. One of the best strategists the supernatural community has ever seen. I am not bragging, itâs the truth. Right now, though, I am way in over my head with the current situation.
None of my strategies are going to help me with Sadie. None of my training prepared me for this cluster f**k.
âBut have you guys felt it? Itâs been there since we got here,â Micah asked, as his eyes shifted from me to Jason.
âYouâll have to be more specific, Micah. Iâve felt a lot of s**it since we got here,â I grumbled, feeling irritated and on
edge.
On top of that list was anger and bitterness. So yeah, he had to be a bit more specific.
âIâm talking about the power drumming through my veinsâ he answered, his eyes conveying excitement. âItâs like my cells have been renewed. I feel better than I have felt in years. It almost feels like Iâve been revived⦠itâs weird, but thatâs the only explanation I can give.â
We all fall quiet. With everything that has happened, I didnât notice a d**n thing⦠But now that Micah said it, I feel what he was talking about. There was a change. A kind of energy that wasnât there before. Despite my healing wounds, I could still feel it.
You know how you wake up feeling refreshed after getting a goodnightâs sleep? Thatâs how it felt. Micah is right, it feels like Iâve been renewed.
âWell, if we needed more proof that Sadie is indeed your true mate, then here it f**g isâ Jason whispered, his voice tinged with amazement. I guess he felt the same thing I did.
âArenât you glad that fate worked against you and Sadie is alive? Imagine the **t we would be in if you had killed her?â Micah said sarcastically, his eyes glaring daggers at me.
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âF***k you! Micah,â I growled, firing back.
No matter how much I wanted to deny it, I couldnât. He is right. Just like always, the f**r is right. I would have f**d my pack over if I had killed Sadie. We would have spent years searching for my true mate without realizing that Iâd killed her. My anger and bitterness would have doomed us. In the end, our pack would have faded from the wheels of time. We would have either died from weakness or an attack from enemy packs. Either way, we would
have been dead.
Running a hand down my face, I let out a breath of air. This was so messed up in so many ways. I was angry when I realized that Sadie was alive and that she had fooled me. I wanted so badly to kill her, and I would have if she had beaten the s**t out of me⦠And boy am I f**g glad that she stopped me.
âThe goddess really does work in mysterious waysâ Jason commented.
My phone ringing, cuts through the silence that descends on the room. Crossing the room, I pick it up before swiping on the screen to accept the call.
âAlec!â Piperâs scream makes me wince. âAre you okay, Word spread that you attacked the alpha of Hope pack. Did he provoke you? Are you hurtâ
She fired the questions one after another, not even giving me the chance to answer.
âA few bruises, but I am okayâ I finally get to answered after she shuts up.
âThatâs not good enough⦠my mate and I will come tomorrow.â
âThereâs no need for that, Buttercup.â
Itâs like I havenât even spoken a word.
âNo one hurts my brother and gets away with it⦠me and that alpha are going to have words. He shouldnât have attacked youâ she snarled in anger before she cut the call.
I smile at the thought of her defending me. Piper can be a bit extra. She knows I donât really need defending, but sheâs **d right now and there is no calming her down.
My smile slips as soon as the warm fuzzy feelings fade and reality hits me. F**k. Piper had no idea that the alpha she was coming to confront isnât a he but a she. She also has no f**g idea that said alpha is her former best friend, who is very much alive.