CHAPTER 8

Chapter 8

Alm

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pace the fees if thy office, feeding resties Nothing has been the same for me since Lola rejected

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The pain is constantly there. Every damn day, I wake up with this gaping hole where my heart is hupposed to be: 1 feel completely empty. Like my f**g soul has been ripped into pieces.

o stay strong but i couldn’t. I said I wouldn’t beg, but I succumbed to the pain my wolf and sere feeling. Knox keeps crying out for his mate. He was driving both of us to the edge of insanity

werewolves can’t get drunk on normal alcohol. We have our own special blend. One that our bodies doesn’t burn quickly due to our fast metabolism.

One night, I couldn’t take it anymore. I couldn’t bare the pain anymore, so I succumbed and called Lola I was drunk, and I begged her to take me back. To reconsider the rejection. I begged her to forgive me. She didn’t, though.

She told me the same thing she said the day she rejected me. That she couldn’t forget nor burn the amage of me and Sadie naked, tangled with each other, from her mind.

i hung up after that. Even though I wanted and needed her, I felt so f**g weak that I begged her. was a **g Alpha, yet I begged my mate to take me back.

It’s been days since that day… And a few weeks since I banished that conniving snake from my pack.

get majorly p**d off every time i think of all she took from me. I didn’t even get the chance to punish her for her crimes because the f**g b**h escaped.

This constant pain. This constant ache deep inside me is because of her. It’s because of her selfishness and her obsession. She destroyed my chance at having a mate, all because she couldn’t f**g accept that i wasn’t hers

Now here lavas, restless and unsettled. Unable to concentrate on my damn work because both my wolf and I were hurting

“Alect”

I swiveled around sharply, growling at my beta.

I didn’t even notice that he had entered my office. This isn’t like me. I’m now really irritable and distracted.

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Chapter B

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Jason raises his hands, showing that he is coming in peace. “I’m sorry, I knocked a couple of times, but you were lost in thought.”

Instead of saying anything, I remain quiet, choosing to stare outside my window. I focus on the view of the city below me, willing the pieces of my heart and life to fall back into place.

There was so much at stake, yet all I could focus on was the mate I lost. My pack needed me. They needed their strong and reliant Alpha, yet I was falling apart.

Who would have thought that the almighty Alpha Alec would be brought to his knees by a woman? That it would take his mate rejecting him for him to crumble.

I scoff at the thought, feeling the irony of it.

“Alec, are you okay?” Jason asks, concern marring his voice.

I turned and glared at him, feeling my anger and bitterness rise to the surface.

“Do I look f**g okay to y