Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 47
Her Cold-Hearted Alpha
Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 47
A Reunion
KIARA
â Please donât . â I pleaded . This hurt . He didnât realise what he was doing to me . Did he just think I
was ok with casual sex ? Yes , I did engage with Damon like that , but that was so different from what I
felt for Alejandro . The attraction towards him often felt like it would consume me completely . The way
his hands gripped my hips , the way his scent made me dizzy in a pleasant way and the ache in my
core , begging to be satisfied by him .
He paused , to my surprise , searching my eyes . I was near tears and I hated feeling like this . â Donât
make me fall for you , when I am nothing to you . â I whispered . I didnât know why I said it . For him to
just mock me ? This was what he wanted , right ? I didnât really know ; I wasnât blind t o the fact that he
was different towards m e but it wasnât enough to give in when he was engaged to Jasmin .
I donât even know what I wanted from him . 1 He let go of me and I could hear his heart racing . The
fact that he listened ⦠And didnât just force himself ⦠â Thank you . â I whispered . I squeezed past him
, closing my eyes when I brushed against him completely t o get out . Was he really letting me go ? I
paused , looking back at him . His face was unreadable , and for once , he was silent . I didnât know
what to make of it . My heart was pounding as I placed my hand on his cheek , the same place I had
slapped him , feeling the slight prickle of his stubble and the definition of his refined jaw beneath my
fingertips .
Feeling him tense under my touch . 1 â I shouldnât have slapped you , Iâm sorry . â I said quietly . 2 I
hoped this was the last of our odd run ins . I couldnât keep doing this . I was about to open the door
when suddenly his strong arms wrapped around me from behind . My eyes widened as I gasped in
surprise . My heart was thumping . Why did his hold feel so ⦠perfect ? I closed my eyes , wishing I
could just stay here , but I knew I couldnât . He ran his hands down m y arms softly , leaving a trail of
tingles in his wake , burying his nose in my neck and inhaling me deeply . I was beyond confused ,
unable to comprehend what this was .
When had the Lycan King ever shown such gentleness ? My eyes blurred with tears at the foreign pain
that was building in my chest . Why did this feel like a goodbye ? His lips met the corner of my neck so
softly I wondered if I imagined it . Pleasure coursed through me , laced with the pain that this was not
meant to be . I gasped as the first of my tears spilt down my cheeks . His arms loosened around me
and he turned me in his arms . He cupped my face just how he had last night and brushed m y tears
away with his thumbs .
I couldnât read those dark onyx eyes of his . â I wonât bother you again . I forget that not everyoneâs a
fucking heartless monster like me . â He said quietly , making me shake my head . He wasnât a monster
, and he wasnât heartless . I wish I could say something , but I couldnât tell him when I was trying t o
hold my tears back . There was so much more to him , just waiting to be discovered *** â I wonât bother
you from here on out . Youâre reckless , beautiful and fucking strong . More than that ⦠Youâre perfect
the way you are . Always remember that . â He whispered .
My heart was pounding and if I was scared to fall for him , then it was too late . He had already made a
space in my heart for himself . Iâd never forget those words , their sincerity ⦠Saying I was perfect just
the way I am ⦠That part hit me the hardest . One thing about Alejandro was that he said it as it is . He
leant down and placed a soft kiss on my forehead . Wiping away a few more tears , before he let go of
me and opened the door behind me . I closed my eyes . Why did this feel like the end ? Something
inside me was screaming at m e to stop him , to tell him to give me a chance ? But what would that do
? He brushed past me , his dark eyes meeting mine one final time before he walked out . My eyes
didnât leave his broad back , with his muscular arms and narrow waist . He walked with power and you
could see that he was the ultimate Alpha , but he was more than the heartless Lycan King everyone
made him out to be .
I knew that much . He protected the werewolf race . If he didnât care , he could have just lived a life of
luxury and chilled as the King , but he didnât . He chose to protect those weaker than him . Did
everyone forget that when they called him ruthless and cold hearted ? He didnât turn back and I
remained rooted in my place . The Lycan King and I were two very different people . Somehow , we
had a connection , but there was nothing more between us .
There couldnât be . We were worlds apart . I turned away , brushing my tears from m y cheeks , I
needed to be strong . It was for the best . Deep down , I still couldnât make sense of Alejandroâs actions
, but I wasnât heal . going to delve into them . I had patients to heal . The day had passed by in a blur . I
went to all the injured , some whilst they slept , others were awake . Secretly healing them . a little . I
could feel it catching up on me but I made sure not to overexert myself or Iâd never hear the end of it . I
even saw Carmen in one of the beds . The doctors said she was stable and that was a relief t o hear . I
didnât like her , but that did not mean she deserved death . T Valentin had also been discharged , as he
was more worried about his mate .
I was a little gutted as I wanted to see him , but I was just so happy he was ok and that he was with his
mate . The entire pack seemed to know about what had happened with Carmen , yet no one dared talk
about it . The fear they felt o f their King was palpable and his rule was absolute . Although the day had
been progressive , m y mind was consumed by the moment I had with Alejandro earlier . The way he
had held me , spoke to me and kissed me ⦠I had returned to the mansion and couldnât even smell
him around . It looked like he hadnât come home today . I had showered and taken a nap before I had
been awoken by Raven to say that we were going to go see Aunty Indy . I was excited about that and
hoped it would lift my mood too .
Now dressed in a pretty blue skater dress , I made my way with Raven to her apartment . â Are you
sure she said to come ? â I asked curiously . â Yes , she texted in the group chat . â â Oops , I had it on
silent . â I said guiltily . We reached the block of apartments and made our way up the steps to Aunty
Indyâs door . The door was opened before we could even knock , by a very big man . He had a small
beard , his dirty blond hair pulled u p in a high ponytail . His piercing brown eyes looked us both over
before he pushed past and walked off . I felt something was off .
That strange feeling that I often got overcame me , I didnât get a good feeling from him . â Girls ! â Aunty
Indy said . Bringing me out of my thoughts , as she pulled us both into a tight hug . â Ouchie ! â Raven
exclaimed , hugging us tightly . â Shouldnât I be the one saying ouchie ? â I said . â I mean , you both are
crushing me . â â Well , itâs not our fault that you have extra fat in those breasts of yours . â Aunty Indy
teased . 1 I looked at her amused ; unlike Mom , she was leaner , with defined abs and slightly tanned
skin . Her black pixie cut suited her well and she had several piercings in her ears , as well as in her
nose and eyebrow . I smiled .
This was Ravenâs role model growing up . â So , get inside . We have a lot to catch up o n . â She said .
â Yes , we do ! When did you get back ? â Raven asked , as we stepped into the apartment that was
decorated in the modern interior that I was beginning to get accustomed to here . This apartment had a
very homely touch , with a deep terracotta that was incorporated in ornaments , cushions and other
homely touches .
The delicious smell of chicken and vegetables baking in the oven from the kitchen area was ever so
pleasant and I realised I had missed lunch . â Last night actually . â Aunty Indy replied . I didnât say that I
had heard her talking to Alejandro , but I was curious as to why he seemed to have shown a different
side of himself towards her . â Oh nice , soooo whatâs the latest ? â Raven questioned , dropping onto
the black leather sofa . â Well , lifeâs an adventure , getting to see different cities and towns . â Aunty
Indigo said . â Gosh , when is the last time we actually saw you ? â I asked sitting down . â I think itâs
been over 6 months . â Aunty Indy said , giving us a small smile . I smiled back . â I wish you could have
visited more . â Raven said .â I donât think Scarlett or Angela miss me much . â She laughed . â They do
, Mom may not say it , but you are her little sister . â I said with a small smile . I saw her smile falter
slightly and I wondered what that was about . â So enough about me . The food will be done soon , but
before that , tell me howâs the stay in the Night Walkers pack going ? â She asked , standing up .
She went over to the fridge and took out three cans of Coca â Cola . She tossed one t o each of us and
I caught mine , tapping the top with my nail several times before opening it â a trick Dad taught me
years ago . I smiled softly , feeling a twinge in m y chest . I had seen Momâs missed calls and Dadâs
messages , but I was really bad them tonight . with my phone . I promised myself Iâd call glancing at me
. â The stay is going kinda ok ⦠â Raven said â Really ? Serena told me that Alpha Al attacked Rayhan
⦠â Aunty Indy said sharply . â Yeah , I mean , apart from that stuff itâs been good . â Raven said
smoothly , opening her can and taking a big gulp . â Itâs been great , I mean for me , being able to help
at the hospital is amazing . â I said , before I went on to talk to her about my abilities , telling her I had to
keep it secret . Once I was done , we had finished carrying the food to the coffee table and all sat down
to eat .
â So , Aunty Indy tell us , do you know Jasmin ? The Kings â fiancé ? â Raven asked . For some reason
, the smile that appeared on Aunty Indyâs face made my stomach sink . â Iâm so glad he finally accepted
her , them two go really well . â She said . â Honestly , h e took way too long to accept her . â 11 â You
think so ? â Raven asked , glancing at me . It was clear she wasnât expecting this answer . â Definitely ,
I donât think thereâs anyone else more suited for our King . â