CHAPTER 178

Dylan POV After my bloods were taken and other vitals were checked and observed, the doctor came to the conclusion that it would be best to do a full body scan, t negative the fetus would be picked up. Any other form of damage to my innards would show up ton meaning I would finally have a full diagnoses of the e “You need to lie still and stay calm while the MRI does what it needs to. Your pregnancy test came back negative, so we need to figure out if there’s anot “An hour ago my only concern was that I could have been pregnant with king Josh’s child, and now you’re telling me ! may never be able to have any ch “Don’t get too disheartened yet, the scan will take about half an hour, so make sure you relax and that you’re comfy enough to stay the way you are.” I h I mean thinking back on everything it wasn’t just the punishments that had been broadcast that were of concern. The way his grace treated me even wh I swallowed thickly and tried to remain as still as possible, as my sight made its way to the ceiling of the white MRI scanner and my mind flashed back to I shook my head slightly, forcing myself to dismiss the image in my mind, but as I lay there I couldn’t stop my mind from wandering off even more.

“Try and remain still, it’s important to get the images we need.” I shut my eyes tight and tried my hardest to hear the buzzing and beeping going on arou I could feel my heart rate quicken drastically and my breath was once again coming out in wheezes. I felt my hands. shaking and my head shook and my “Dyl, I’m here ok, you’re fine, just listen to me. Please.” Huh, Lewis’s voice came through the small speaker within the scanning tube. He had a softness As soon as it was finished I shot up and out of the machine. I didn’t even wait to hear the results, as I ran out of the medical tent all together, breathing

breath as soon as the fresh air hit me. For the entire duration of that I felt like the wind was being squeezed out of me slowly and painfully, my chest felt really tight as I clutched it, and collapsed onto my knees on the grass.

When the fuck did I start developing symptoms of ptsd? I genuinely thought I was stronger than that. I mean even before the king I was subjected to plen Means of discipline phased me one bit, they simply egged me on, but what the king had done to me was more than anything I had received previously. He hadn’t only physically tortured me, but he had also mana I felt the presence of Lewis quickly come up behind my panting form and I frowned in desperation. I didn’t want him to witness me like that, hell I didn’t want anyone to see me like that, I ge Chapter Comments