Chapter 0276

“Well, this is it. I hope you get some sleep.” She stated before going off to do some more unfinished pack business, leaving me in the confines of yet another unfamiliar room.

It was big, and had a seated windowsill. A large wardrobe for clothes that I didn’t own, and a private on suite bathroom to the right. It was a standard room, at normally would have no been more than enough, but it wasn’t. It made my skin crawl for sor son, and the feeling of pure loneliness shot through me.

I tossed and turned drastically in bed, my heart rate picking up whenever my sight caught onto the the pure white ceiling, which reminded me so much of the palace.

1 sighed while looking at my hands in worry, the shake in them was becoming too noticeable for ignore now. I could feel my panic and anxiety radiating off of me ten fold and my breathing was becoming laboured as a result of this.

me to Just as I was about to go to the bathroom to try and regain my senses by splashing some cold water on my face a soft knock sounded on the door. My head shot to the oak panel and widened my eyes when it opened revealing a slightly disgruntled Lewis.

“Just breathe ok?” I didn’t even have to say anything to him for him to know what was happening to 1. me. I was fighting my panic attack so much before that I hadn’t at all noticed how bad my breathing truly was until I saw him stood in the doorway, Tears pricked at my eyes as I remained sat in the unfamiliar bed, but the room suddenly felt so much more comfortable at his presence alone.

“Hold me!” I demanded as one of my eyes betrayed me and a single tear trickled out. It was in record speed that the man reached me and pulled my into his chest. My arms wrapped around him effortlessly and my ear pressed firmly against his own racing heart, which allowed me to try and force my body to match his own breathing.”

“Why didn’t you send for me?” He asked which in turn simply made me angry. He hadn’t seen or heard. from me all day, and he’s the one that kicked me out this morning, not the other way around.

“Why did you kick, me out?” He went quiet suddenly and looked at me with a surprised expression.

All of a sudden my breathing regulated, and my temper won over. The man couldn’t for the life of him decide where his feelings lay. “Have I done something? Was it because of this morning?

Because I’m sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable.”

“No, no. You haven’t done anything. It’s me, it’s just too difficult for me to be in the same room as you.” Now it was my turn to looked shocked. I thought he liked me, why wouldn’t he want to stay with me?

“What do you mean? I thought you liked me? You said…” He cut me off, and raked his hands through his hair in exasperation.

“I love you, and I am trying my hardest to show you that, but when I’m with you, I have urges that I’m finding really hard to control… Urges that you’re not ready for.” What?! Oh… he wanted to…

“How do you know?” He was shocked, he’ll, I think I even shocked myself with my questioning.

“What?!” Look, Dylan, what I want to do, It isn’t son ing that…”

“How do you know I’m not ready for things to go further when you barely even touch me?!!

“Dylan… I…”

“For fucks sake Lewis… touch me!.. Please.”

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