Chapter l458

Chapter 0458

“I’m sorry…” I began.

She shook her head minutely, wordlessly telling me that my reasons didn’t bother her. “ This is your chance to vent before I return to my studies.”

I wouldn’t let this opportunity pass me by. “I assume you have heard the rumors about Julian and me…”

“That you had sex in the woods, yes.”

Her bluntness made me blush.

I cleared my throat. “Yes, well… They aren’t true.” Then, I told her the rest. That, after running into Bridget in Nicholas’s room, I needed an escape and Julian had offered one. I told her exactly what happened, some light flirting and some fun but no sex.

Veronica listened quietly. When I had finished, she said, “Have you considered dating Julian for real?”

The suggestion surprised me, since by nature of the competition, Veronica was ultimately here to win Julian’s hand.

I stared at her for a beat. “I thought you’d be relieved to know the rumors weren’t true.”

Veronica hummed again. “I will admit that I have affection for Julian that could turn romantic if nurtured that way, but… if I must lose this competition to someone, I wouldn’t; mind as much if it was you, Piper.”

The admission warmed me. Veronica was a true friend.

With this encouragement, I reflected inward and more thoroughly evaluated my feelings for Julian.

“There is… temptation,” I said.

Julian was handsome and funny, his smile was infectious, and he always kept me on my toes. Things were exciting with Julian, but he was also a bit wild and unpredictable. Sometimes hanging out with him felt like trying to hold onto a shooting star.

“But.” I placed a hand to my chest. “My heart is with Nicholas, and Julian’s heart with Bridget. We’ve both admitted that we’re heartbroken, and not sure how to move forward. I don’t even know if it’s possible.”

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Veronica finished her apple quietly, and then placed the knife to the side. She took some time, as if carefully considering her words, and then looked back to me.

“Sometimes broken hearts need each other to heal,” she said.

I tried to imagine it: holding Julian’s hand, cuddling beside him, kissing him…

The thoughts weren’t… terrible. But each one left a certain hollowness in my chest.

As much as I liked Julian, I would rather be holding Nicholas’s hand, or cuddling Nicholas, or kissing Nicholas.

While I appreciated Veronica’s words, I wasn’t so convinced by them.

Later, after leaving Veronica in search of Elva and her nanny, I peeked out into the gardens and saw Nicholas there.

He still looked angry, his hands clenched into fists. The hard set of his jaw seemed permanently fixed. His mouth was curved down into a frown. 1

A bit of pain stabbed

My heart. I hated seeing him this way.

Maybe I should speak to him. Bridget said to stay away, and I knew I should. But if any of this anger was because of me

or because of the misunderstanding of what happened

between Julian and me last night, then I really should clear the air.

I’d let him want to keep his distance from me, if that was what he wished. But I wouldn’t have it be because of a lie.

Resolved, I stepped forward.

Yet, at that same moment, Bridget stepped to his side from the other side of the brush. She placed her hand on his shoulder, and I had suddenly seen enough and turned away.

It wasn’t my place to comfort Nicholas anymore.

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