Chapter 364
His Promise: The Mafia’s Babies
Aria Vince took me for a drive, and believe it or not-I was frightened. He hadnât said a word, and his hand, which was tightly wrapped around the steering wheel, made me believe that he was not here for a wedding talk.
After a while of driving. Vince stopped the car at the side of the road and turned around to look at me.
He took a deep breath. âSince weâve both signed the contract, Iâll just say whatâs on my mine.â He sounded serious.
âFirst of all, let me start by saying that youâre one of the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen.â He said, staring at me. âI admire you for taking over your family, and Iâve heard good things about you.â
âThank you.â I took in his compliment, smiling brightly. Being admired by the one I loved was all I ever wanted-even if he despised me.
âI feel flattered that someone as powerful as you would want to marry someone like me.â Vince paused for a second. âBut the way you did it was wrong.â
A sudden feeling of cold found its way through my body as all I wanted was to wake up from this bad, dream. Unable to respond, I frowned slightly-waiting for an explanation.
âYouâre still young, and you live in this perfect fantasy, so Iâm sure you donât mean any harm-but you shouldnât have forced me to marry you.â Vince spoke in a soft tone.
It wasnât new to me, but this time it was not coming from his friendâs mouth. It came from the source himself. Forced? He thought I had forced him to marry him?
âUhm, wow,â I looked down, feeling embarrassed.
âI hope you can listen to me.â Vince didnât back down. âI feel trapped and disrespected by you picking me up like a piece of garbage, deciding that youâll marry me just like that.â He told me his frustrations. âThen you come with this ridiculous contract-thinking you have the right to decide over my life.â
I froze.
âAria, do you understand where Iâm coming from?â
âYes.â I gulped.
He spoke almost like a dad scolding his daughter, showing he did not want to hurt my feelings.
His words were painful, but they were necessary as I slowly began to see the picture. I could feel the pain in his eyes and listened to every word.
I did force him to marry me. I couldâve fought for his heart as any normal woman wouldâve done, but instead. I used dadâs connections to get a ring on my finger.
Without thinking it through, I ordered him to marry me, knowing he would not decline to save his familyâs honor. How could I even have the nerve to wish for his heart!
âI invited you to my house. You cooked for us, which was very nice, by the way.â Vince smiled tenderly. âBut then you told off my brother while thatâs not your job, you brought back old memories by mentioning our father, ranted about blowing peopleâs heads off-and god knows what.â
Iâm a terrible person.
Iâm a terrible person.
For a second, I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to keep my tears from falling.
I wasnât trying to parent his brother. I was only trying to help so no one in the family would interfere.
Just the thought of Vince reading through the parts in the contract about Luisâ manners and education which I was responsible for, made me want to disappear.
This was all a misunderstanding.
âLuis is still a kid. Heâs gone through a lot. Heâs vulnerable-so you can at least watch your words.â
âYouâre right. Iâm sorry.â My voice cracked, hoping he had nothing else to say. Iâd talked enough crap about everyone for this conversation to go in any direction.
âI also heard you want to clean my circle of friends, which is very rude, considering those friends have been there at my lowest and know me better than you ever could.â It almost looked like he read his words from a script.
He mustâve practiced what to say beforehand, meaning it mustâve been on his mind for a long time.
Maybe, I was a nuisance.
Again, this was all a misunderstanding. I just wanted him to be surrounded by good people with good hearts. Friends that would not push him aside or betray him as Beau had done.
âI-I didnât-
âDisrespecting Beau, name calling the other Alfonzos?â Vinceâs tone grew colder. âUnless you want us to go to war with all the families as soon as we get married, donât ever do that again.â
âIâm sorry.â My cheeks burned.
I wanted him to stop and did not know how much more humiliation I could take.
âThat thing you said about Serena?â Vince sighed, breathing through his nose. âIâll give you a pass because youâre still young and somewhat immature, but unless you donât want me to lose the tiniest bit of respect I have left for you-please do not ever say that again.â
Young and immature.
Vince having the tiniest bit of respect for me sounded like a nightmare.
Just how much did he dislike me?
May it be Serena or not, bringing back her past out of spite was low, even for me. I knew it was, and I couldnât explain why I had done it. Talking bad about others and there struggles made me feel a bit better about my own life.
âI wonât.â I closed my eyes, still trying to hold back my tears. âAnd Iâm sorry.â
All I wanted was for him to love me the way I loved him.
âAs for Oscar hiring Angelo Marino as your advisor, a Marino to make me feel threatened and to keep this marriage in check. That mustâve been the icing on the cake. âThatâs so sick. I donât even know where to start.â
I gulped, agreeing with his words. If he only knew that although I respected dad-I did not stand behind his decision to let Angelo babysit me.
All dad wanted was to protect everything he built. Yes, he was wrong-but it ultimately was my fault.
He didnât know the Garcias for that long. People made them out to be monsters-so having the Marinos behind me, knowing his only daughter would be safe, would be a way for him to retire in peace.
Having someone behind me who could not get persuaded by my husband to overthrow me kept dadâs heart at peace, and at the end of the day, that was all I could wish for.
Daddy didnât want me to marry Vince in the first place-but he went along with it because I requested so.
All he wanted was to make me happy, so how could I go against him?
âIâm sorry for calling you so suddenly, but youâve left me no choice.â Vince chuckled awkwardly. âWe are getting married in a few days, and I want us to be on good terms.â He explained. âI do not wish to make a fool out of you or to lie to you.â
He had come here to warn me about what I was getting myself into. Vince could let me walk down the aisle, make me believe he wanted to be with me-but he didnât.
He had a good and honest heart.
âI appreciate your honesty.â I attempted to speak a complete sentence, but I did not get far as tears started streaming down my face.
Startled, Vince unbuckled his seatbelt, causing me to hide my face in my hands. âHey, donât cry!â He pulled away my hands to see my face. âWeâre just having a conversation. Thereâs no need to cry.â
I opened my mouth to speak, but the pain in my throat felt too heavy, and so did the endless tears.
âI donât want you to hate me.â I sobbed, feeling Vinceâs finger near my eye to wipe away my tears.
âForget the contract, Iâll tell dad to cancel the wedding, and Iâll help you clear the Garcias nameââ
âNo, itâs too late for that.â Vince shook his head, chuckling. âWeâve announced our engagement to the entire city.â
âThatâs okay. Iâll take the blame.â I breathed, trying to stop my tears.
âThe Garcias donât have a good reputation, it wouldnât matter that much-but I donât want your family to become the laughing stock.â Vince spoke. âAnd I need you. My family needs you.â
I had been selfish this entire time while Vince still cared for my familyâs well-being. He cared for the Morales and the Garcias, while I only cared about what I wanted.
âSo what? You expect me to walk down the aisle with a smile after all youâve just said.â I asked. âI know you: hate me, and I can live with that, but-â
âDonât say that because itâs not true.â Vince said, trying to convince himself. âI do not hate you.â
No person in the world would go on a rant the way he did without hating the person. I knew he disliked me, but I hadnât realized just how much until now. I thought I could make him love me-but now I wasnât that Sure anymore.
âOkay, so you expect me to sit out the marriage until you canât take it anymore, and youâll end up divorcing me?â
I was hoping for him to deny my accusations, but Vince shrugged his shoulders.
âThat was my plan, yes.â
As I was about to let out more sobs, Vince grabbed my hands and leaned closer. âBut seeing you here, vulnerable, capable of actually listening and not being the robot your dad molded you to be.â
He stopped my tears. âI think we can make it work. I want it to work.â
âYou do?â
âYes,â Vince said. âI wonât love you overnight, and I donât know if Iâll ever be capable of loving you the same way you love me.â He told me the truth. âBut we can start as friends and see where this marriage leads us.â
So I still had a chance?
It wasnât completely over.
âWhat do you expect from me as your wife?â I attacked him with questions. âWhat will it take to make you love me?â
Vince smiled slightly. âI have no expectations, and Iâm not a demanding person. I want you to be kind and respect the ones I care about.â
Usually, I wouldâve reached for my notes so I could write down everything, but I didnât want to be the person Vince made me out to be. I didnât want him to see me as a robot.
âWhat do you expect from me?â Vince asked. After all the shit I had pulled, he was still kind enough to listen to my expectations.
Growing up as a Morales, I never truly had a voice of my own and just followed whatever dad told me to do. Thinking about what I wanted almost sounded foreign to me, and the only time I had done that-was when I had requested to marry Vince âI have one request,â I admitted to spare myself any future pain.
âTell me.â
âI know the thought of being with me disgusts you, and I know you have your needs.â I tried not to roll my eyes. âBut whatever you do, please donât bring other women around me.â
Beauâs rant about Vinceâs habit of partying and sleeping around with different women was something I had no desire to be a part ofâand I didnât want to hear or see it. âThese orgies or whatever? Not on my watch.â
âOrgies?â Vince snickered, shooting me an offended glare. âSure, I can do that.â He shrugged, not showing any embarrassment. âYou seem tensed-so maybe youâll have to try it one day.â
âNo thanks,â I whispered with flushed cheeks. âI donât believe inâ¦stuff like that.â
Vince bumped his shoulder against mine, smiling playfully. âYour call.â He teased. âAlso, is there anything youâve done or said I should know about?â
My mind went to the altercation at the bakery as that was the only one I could think of at the moment. I mightâve used the Garcia name to scare off a man-but that was not a big deal, and it was not worth mentioning.
âNo, there isnâtâ
Vince smiled, relieved. âGood.â He did something unexpected and reached for my hand. âThen weâre good.â His soft hand squeezed mine, showing me I did not have to worry anymore.
Shocked, I tried to find even the tiniest bit of hatred behind his eyes, but I couldnât see anything. Not anymore.
âSo weâre getting married?â I asked softly, making sure I wasnât crazy.
âI guess so.â Vince answered.
âIâm sorry, all we can do is sit back and watch, but my mom-â
Vince shook his head, stopping me. âI understand, and I donât mind at all.â
Of course, he didnât. He wasnât looking forward to getting married in the first place and just went along with it for the good of his family. What would be the joy of putting all your energy into a marriage for some woman you didnât even cared about?
âIf thatâs all I should probably take you back home.â Vince released my hand from mine and gripped the steering wheel. âYouâre not that bad, Aria. He spoke. âNot at all.â
I couldnât hide the joy on my face. I wasnât that bad? Those werenât the words I wanted to hear, but at least we were heading somewhere.
Maybe, just maybe-I could make him love me after all.