Chapter 74
His Promise: The Mafia’s Babies
âEat as much as you want baby.â I caressed my fingers through Luisâs hair and watched him as he ate hispoor kid was eating as if he hadnât eaten in days, and considering the circumstances I could totally undeâSo Beauâ¦what did he say?â I asked him. I felt guilty for pushing him to speak, while he obviously didnât hadnât closed a single eye. All I could think of was my brother and whether he was alive or not.
All I wanted was to call Christian, so he could save himâbut to do that I had to tell him about Luis and I put any of them in danger. There was no doubt that Christian would do anything in his power to protect not say the same about everyone else.
There was one thing I could say. Luis did absolutely not want to go back there.
Once the Garciaâs would find out that I had Luis, it would only escalate even more.
âBeau told me that you are his sister and that I can trust you.â Luis munched his sandwich. At least he toltruth.
âDo you understand whatâs going on, Luis?â I asked him. It just seemed so terrible to me that a child hadunfortunate situation. âSerena, Iâm elevenânot five.â
âRight, Iâm sorry.â I chuckled and ruffled his hair. âJust enjoy your food, Iâm sorry for bothering youâ
donI paced back and forth the room, thinking of who to call. Luis needed more clothes and I had to know thdoing alright. I could not wait another week to find out whether my brother was alive or not.
âDonât worry, Beau is aliveâFabio will use him against you,â Luis spoke. I turned my head and looked at why?â
I walked over to my bed and sat down. âLuis, tell me why?â
âBecause thatâs how he is.â Luis sighed. âBeau is a strong person, he will be alright. Luis comforted me. Ithow an eleven-year-old could remain calm, but I couldnât. I was stressed, extremely pregnant, and my heWhen I heard three knocks on my door, my heart stopped for a second and I quickly pulled Luis from myhim into my closet. âSerena?â I heard Christianâs voice.
âJustâ¦one moment!â I called out. I had not expected a surprise visit and especially not from him.
âDo noI instructed Luis and pulled the covers to the floor to hide his shoes and closed the closet door.
âWhy are you acting like Iâm a stranger?â Christian opened the door as I quickly turned around and held behind my back. It was a good thing I was not aspiring to become an actress.
âIâm sorry.â I breathed and replaced the look on my face with a smile. âI know youâre eating for two, but?laughed and pointed at the plates on my bed.
âIâm sorry, let me clean this for a second.â I walked to the bed and tried to pick up all the plates, but got process by a hand around my wrist. âIâll get it.â Christian frowned at me with a suspicious look on his facâYouâre being weird, come on.â He grabbed the plates from my hands and walked out of the room. ThanâSo what are you doing here?â I asked Christian as we walked down the stairs.
âDoing the same thing Iâvthese past weeks? Visiting myâ¦fiancée?â
âYesâ¦right, Iâm sorry.â I tried to behave as calmly as possible, but my acting skills truly sucked. I wasnât mâHow is my princess doing?â He asked me after he had dismissed the maids and cleaned off the dishes.
âIâm fine, Iâm doing fine!â I tried to play it off. âNot you idiot, the baby.â He laughed.
âOh, of course, the baby,â I spoke embarrassed. âSheâs also doing fine, Ramiro says she has no plans to ctime soon so.â
âThatâs good.â Christian took a seat at the opposite side of me. âOne week from now, this will all be overable to go home so we can live our lives in peace. You, meâand the baby.â
His words gave me the strength I needed, but they also made me feel conflicted. I wanted all of this to bdid not want to pressure anyone.
Another reason would be that him saying it would all be over made me think about Luis, and what wouldhe would find out that I had basically kidnapped himâbut I could absolutely not send him back. It was nhappen.
âBe careful Christian, donât rush yourself,â I told him and grabbed his hand. âI wonât, donât worry about mreassured me. âHow is your dad doing?â
âAlive and annoying.â Christian immediately answered. As always the two mustâve bickered back and forreact that way. âSo heâs doing fine?â
âYes!â Christian lied straight in my face. His overly positive tone told me enough.
âYou know, heâs been calling me almost every dayâthatâs very nice of him.â I tried to start a conversatiothe conversation he had been trying to avoid for a while now. Talking about his feelings every now and tdefinitely help him, but he seemed to think otherwise. âI guess.â
âThere is actually another reason why I came here.â He sighed. âReally?â I played it cool with a relaxed smbut from the inside, I was freaking out. Did he somehow found out about Luis? It had not even been a daâIsobel stopped by.â He spoke to my surprise. Isobel, if there was any name I did not want to hear besidehave to be Isobelâs. âFor?â
âTo apologize,â Christian said, not even trying to beat around the bush. âSo w-what did you tell her?â
âIâve accepted her apology, but it felt wrong because itâs not only mine to acceptâwe are a team now, aone stuck in a safe house, not me.â
Iâve accepted her apology. It was just a sentence, but to me, it wasnât. That sentence felt like betrayal to mwasnât for Isobel, I wouldnât be here. She did not have a solid reason to put my life in danger, but she didwas, forgiving her just like that.
âYes, youâre rightâso why did you accept it?â I asked him and tried my hardest to not yell at him. I was nfor an argument, I didnât have time for any of this.
âSerenaâ¦Iâll come back to talk about it when youâre calm,â Christian told me, but before he could even gleave I grabbed his hand to stop him from moving. I was not in the mood to argue, but I was also not in worry about whether we were okay or not. âNo, I am calmâI just donât understand why you forgave hercouldnât even forgive your own brother.â
âThatâs different,â Christian said. I understood that they had been close for an extremely long timeâ
but changed and it was time for her to understand that she had lost whatever position she thought she had.It was beyond me how Christian could not stand Enzo, but forgave Isobel in just one night.
âChristian, are you stupid?â I blurted out. So much for not trying to argue.
I had expected him to raise his voice at me, but surprisingly enough he didnât. This time he was the one, conversation as the two grownups we were, while I was picking a fight. âNo, please tell me so I can undetrying to argue, I am not trying to attack youâall I want is to understand.
âBecause sheâs obsessed with youâand she was willing to hand over our baby because of this unhealthycanât accept her apology because I donât want her near you!â I couldnât help but to raise my voice. I didnit just happened. âHappy?â I sighed.
âIf you think something is going on between us, there isnât.â Christian ignored my outburst.
âChristian, thatâs not what itâs about. I know that you would never betray meâbut I just donât know if I wthat near you or my child, but at the end of the day itâs your decision.â I desperately attempted to end thHis decision had hurt me, but Isobel was not a priority at the moment.
The guilty look on his face was killing me, and at times I hated myself for loving him the way I did.
His deme and so did the look on his face. It wouldâve been so much easier if he wouldâve gotten angry becauswouldnât be feeling as bad as I did.
âIâm sorry, I shouldâve discussed it with you firstâand if you want me to cut her off, I will do that right noapologized.
âBut please know that her words were sincere and that she would probably do anything for you to accepHe was still going. Even until now, he was still trying to create excuses for her, while a few months agoâIallowed to say her name.
And the fact that she would do anything for me to accept her apology?
My eyes suddenly got big as I ran it through my head one more time. He was right, Isobel was desperateand mustâve known that Christian would never fully forgive her until I would.
Isobel was the idiot I was looking for.
If I were to trust Christianâs words, it meant that I could ask Isobel to bring fresh clothes for Luis as well acheck up on Beau.
To her own family she was already known as a snake, so what more could it hurt to get some informationEven more important than clothes for Luis, was my brotherâs safety, and going out by myself was alreadyIt was not that hard to conclude that God was with me yesterday as all of the doors, including the back dsuddenly heavily protected. It was understandable because there was only one more week left, but I was âShe would do anything, are you sure?â I double-checked with Christian as he nodded his head. âYes, anyunderstand if you donât want me to forgive her anââ
âCan you give me her number?â I interrupted him and grabbed my phone.
âHer number?â Christian chuckled. âSerena, if you donât want anything to do with herâletâs just ignore hno need to create an even bigger issue.â
âI just want to talk to her, see what she has to say for herself.â I had once again put my acting skills to themoment she was the only person who could help me.
I still did not want her anywhere near Christian, but if she was so desperate for my forgivenessâI would âSuddenly? Because it just seemed like you wanted to kill me for forgiving her.â Christian commented. Ritoo suspicious.
âOh, I still do,â I confirmed. It was true, I still wanted to kill her for getting me into this mess and everythihappened was because of her, but that was something I could deal with after she would give me what I wthink we both agree that we have way bigger issues at the moment.â
âRight.â Christian spoke. He still had the same guilty look on his face, and I actually felt bad. I was no diffand also did things behind his back. âWhatâs with the look on your face, whatâs wrong?â
Christian shrugged his shoulders and took a deep breath. âI only care about you. I had no plans to forgivbad in the moment and missed our friendshipâwithout thinking about your feelings or what she has dobaby and it was immature, stupid and selfish.â
âIâm sorry.â He apologized. He had said the word âsorryâ more times in minutes than Iâve heard him say ihim.
âChristian, youâve apologized a few times in a rowâso unless thereâs something else youâre sorry for, itâat him.
âOkay.â He spoke releaved. âOkay,â I repeated.
âGood.â He spoke again, while I once again gave the same answer. âGood.â
I loved his presence, but I wanted him to leave, I had better things to do at the moment.
âSo weâre fine?â He asked, as I put my acting skills to test again and yawned as I over-dramatically stretcâYouâre tired? You should go and sleep.â He got up from his seat. It worked.
âWait, Isobelâs number.â I pushed my phone into his hands.
âRight, Isobelâs number.â