Chapter 89: What is Love?

“It’s so good, Natalia…your mouth feels great,” Zak moaned and panted as his hips moved even faster, ramming his hot cock in deeper. My saliva rolled down my chin and neck as it spilled over while Zak thrusted his pole in and then out of my mouth. I sucked him and rubbed my tongue against his length, feeling him twitch and grow even bigger inside. It feels strangely pleasurable to watch Zak pounding his member inside of my mouth.

The fact that he was enjoying himself so much made my body feel hot with longing as well. Zak fucked my mouth fast and hard as he cried out my name. His hips grinded against my face to shove his dick inside of my mouth deeper and deeper. I could understand why he thought I might not be able to take it.

“I’m going to…cum very soon. Remove your mouth, Natalia…” Zak said hoarsely. Why did he want me to remove my mouth? I don’t want to. I want to make him cum.

“Natalia, if you don’t remove your mouth, I’m going to cum inside your mouth…you know, I’ll ejaculate…release my sperm inside of your mouth…” Zak struggled to explain to make sure that I understood what was going to happen. I feared what would happen but…not scared enough for me to leave Zak. I wanted to give him pleasure, if that meant taking his sperm inside of my mouth then…

I refused to let go and Zak couldn’t stop pumping his cock inside my mouth. I could tell that he must be very close to his climax now, his cock was hotter than before, and I could already taste what must be his sperm a little already. Zak’s hips jerked wildly now, and he held my head tighter pulling it down against his up-thrusting cock.

“Natalia!! I can’t…if you don’t want this…use the safety sign. Now!” Zak screamed at me, and I knew that if I didn’t use it now, he wouldn’t be able to stop anymore. But I didn’t want to use it. I want him to…

cum inside my mouth.

Since I didn’t use the safety sign, Zak continued to pump his cock crazily into my mouth and I sucked on him hard to bring him closer to his release. He screamed my name repeatedly as he pounded my mouth hard and fast and then shoving it in one last time before exploding inside of my mouth. I felt hot and slimy liquid fill the cavity of my mouth as he shot his hot semen deep inside my throat. His taste and his smell filled my mouth and my senses completely. There was so much of it, Zak was panting hard and even more of his sperm spurted out inside of my mouth. So, this is what Zak’s sperm tastes like. I want to know everything…about Zak.

This was my first time witnessing Zak, or any man, climaxing and it was a intriguing sight. Zak was still for a little while before he slowly slid his cock out of my mouth. It made me realize that I had so much of his hot semen inside of my mouth. What do I do with it? Do I…swallow it?

“God, Natalia…Wait here. I’ll grab the bin…” Zak said as he rushed off to grab the bin from the corner of the room. He was so flustered; I’ve never seen him like this, and it was quite entertaining.

What would it feel like if I ate his cum? Would he get mad?

“Here, Natalia…don’t tell me…you swallowed the whole thing? You stupid girl…” Zak said as he returned with the small bin in his hand. Judging from the look on my face, he figured correctly that I had already swallowed all his seed. I felt it warm in my belly. Zak sigh and just shook his head in disbelief.

We sat next to each other still naked on the bed. I leaned on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arm around me. I wanted to stay like this forever, just the two of us. I felt so happy, I could die now without regrets.

“Zak, did you quit smoking?” I asked when I realized that his ashtray was gone and there were no cigarette buds lying around or in the bin that he just brought over. The room didn’t smell of cigarettes either.

“Yeah…I figured that you hated it. You know, from our first kiss…” Zak replied flatly but I could sense that he was a bit bashful at that moment. I couldn’t stop smiling knowing that Zak thought so much about me.

Today I experienced so many firsts with Zak. I wasn’t sure if we could be together forever, but while we are still together, I decided that I wanted to share as many of my firsts with Zak as possible. I was young and I didn’t know what love was and perhaps, I still didn’t know. But I heard they say that love can come in many forms. Then for me, this was definitely one of them.

…

“Remember what I said? Today I’m going to make you the most beautiful and the most desirable…not that I don’t think you’re already goddamn beautiful and desirable already…” Zak explained a little as we held hands and walked side by side.

Today Zak was taking me to meet his stylist friends that he had met while working as a model. Zak was doing a photoshoot today and had invited me so that his stylish friend could recommend some make up and hair styles to me.

“I see. I think Natalia is already very pretty but picking out some colorful make up can add additional dimensions to her look. Personally, I would recommend some gold and pink tone make-up for both the eyes and the cheeks. Eyeliner would also work well to highlight your eyes,” Pinky, the make-up artist said as he (or she?) pointed to a couple of colors in the palette to show me. She must be so good at her job.

“I agree with you but I think those colors are too basic and normal. I would prefer if Natalia wore cheerful colors like light blue, gold, and turquoise for the eyeshadow and orange-tone for the cheeks.

Then something glossy and shiny for the lips,” Zak interjected as he pointed to a different set of colors on the palette. I didn’t know Zak liked such bright colors.

“I see where you’re coming from. So, Natalia, would you like to try on the that Zak chose? I can give you a makeover right now,” Pinky offered with a kind smile. I was glad to see that Zak had many kind friends out of school as well.

“Yes, please,” I replied cheerfully. I also wanted to see how I would look in the colors that Zak had chosen.

…

“Wow. These colors do suit you. It’s like you look ten thousand times happier when you’re wearing these bright colors. I added eyeliner so your eyes would pop out more. This look really suits you. Well done Zak!” Pinky exclaimed with joy after she finished applying make up on me.

“Wow. I like these colors. I sort of look like a peacock. I mean the colors…are very peacock-like?” I said as I examined myself in the mirror before turning to smile happily at Zak.

“You look so beautiful. These colors, promise to wear them to cheer me up sometimes, ok?” Zak said as he kissed my cheek softly. I guess we don’t have to hide our relationship here, no one knows who we really are here. Perhaps, even if they knew, they wouldn’t care.

“Ok. I promise,” I replied softly as we kissed.

Back then, I should have known that if something was too precious to us, it would be taken away without fail…

--To be continued…