– Chapter 129
Pregnant and Rejected By My Alpha Mate: Part 3
Selene
Having Drake here is an absolute Goddess-send.
Not only is he precisely the kind of familiar and loving face I needed to help soothe Lilaâs overwhelmed nerves, but he was with me throughout my first pregnancy and knows exactly how to make me feel better.
When I crave something sweet, the Eros Alpha knows what brand of cookies to buy. When I turn green and make a run for the bathroom, he knows to turn up the air conditioning and pour me a glass of ice water. When I start to cry over nothing, he knows which jokes to tell in order to make me laugh.
Still, as relieved as I am to have my friend close by, his sudden appearance makes me uneasy. âI donât understand.â I admit once the initial excitement has died down, âwhen did Bastien call you?
Lila and I are seated on the edge of the bed in the guest suite, watching Drake and Sophie unpack. Itâs sort of strange to see them together, but both look happier than I can ever remember seeing them. I grin every time Drake catches Sophieâs eye and a bright red flush works its way up her cheeks. In fact, theyâre so preoccupied with each other, Drake almost misses my question.
âIn truth he called me before he left.â The Alpha admits, âwe were going to come in a couple of weeks, but thenâ¦â He trails off, glancing at Lila.
âThen he met his welcoming party and asked you to come sooner?â I surmise, censoring my words for the sake of my pup.
âYou guessed it.â Drake agrees, pausing to ruffle Lilaâs hair. âBut that was fine by me, I wasnât sure Iâd survive another week without seeing my favorite little bean.â
âUncle Rake, Iâve so much to show you!â My daughter replied eagerly. âWe have to go to da forest, and Mommyâs new cafe and da museum.â
âWeâll go to all those places and more, munchkin.â He promises, pausing when he sees the exasperated look I shoot him. âAssuming your Mommy agrees its safe.â
âWhy wouldnâ be safe?â Lila inquires, cocking her head to the side, âdis is Daddyâs city.â
âYes angel, but Daddyâs not here right now.â I sigh, âSo we have to be a little extra careful. Thatâs all.â
âI donâ understand.â Lila confesses, looking confused.
Sophie offers me a sympathetic look. âWell maybe you can help your Mommy teach me some recipes.â She suggests, âI have no idea what Iâm doing at the cafe and I could use all the help you can give â assuming you have time.â She adds, speaking directly to me now.
âOf course!â I leap at the offer, itâs the perfect activity to keep Lila both entertained and safe in the house. âIâd be delighted to help you Sophie.â Just then a wave of nausea rolls through my belly, as if the baby heard me speaking and decided to remind me that these things are no longer up to me,
âThough I have to warn you that some dishes will have to be off limits.â
âI completely get it.â She assures me warmly, seeming more confident than I can ever remember seeing her before. âWeâll take it one at a time.â
I slip out of the room a little while later, taking Drake up on his offer to babysit Lila while I take a nap. However instead of going upstairs and climbing into bed like I so desperately want to, I make a B-line for Bastienâs office, where I know Aiden and Donovan are busy reviewing their plans for our security.
I knock softly and walk inside without waiting for a signal to enter, embracing my own newfound confidence. The Betas are seated on the couches in the corner, a pile of papers littering the coffee table in front of them.
âSelene,â Donovan says, rising to his feet, âIs everything -â
âHow bad is it?â I interrupt, crossing my arms over my chest.
The men exchange a wary glance. âHow bad is what?â
âThe situation with Frederic.â I clarify, starting down the powerful wolves, âI know Bastien didnât tell me everything. You two have been hovering over Lila and I like a pair of gargoyles and now Drake turns up out of the blue because Bastien didnât seem to think your protection was enough.â
âThat isnât the reason.â Donovan sighs, âHe just thought having a friend nearby would help take some of the weight off your shoulders.â
âDonât.â I growl, âI donât want any more well-intentioned lies told to protect my feelings. This is my pup weâre talking about. I have a right to know how much danger sheâs in.â
âSelene, we have everything under control, thereâs nothing you need to worry about.â Aiden tries to appease me.
âStop it. I know you think youâre helping but being kept in the dark is only adding to my stress, not reducing it.â I exclaim, my overwhelming frustration growing larger by the minute.
Silence stretches between us, and Donovan and Aiden seem to be having some sort of telepathic argument. I canât tell whatâs being said or whoâs winning, only that both Betas seem very reluctant to grant my request.
âAre you going to stare at each other all day, or are you going to treat me like a goddess-damned adult and tell me whatâs going on?â I finally burst.
Donovan emits a heavy sigh, raising his dark eyes to mine with grim determination.
âItâs not Lila, Selene.â He tells me gently. âItâs you.â
âWhat?â I repeat, feeling both baffled and relieved. Itâs not Lila. I think over and over again. Itâsnot Lila. But what does he mean when he says itâs me?
âFrederic didnât just send assassins for Bastien, he also sent him a message.â Donovan continues, ignoring Aidenâs disapproving look. Clearly the younger manâs opinion about sharing this information was overruled.
âHe plans on taking over the pack. And then he plans on claiming you for himself.â
____________________
Bastien
This city is a nightmare.
I crossed into Tartarus late last night, and though the city seemed bleak and dim in the darkness, I told myself things would probably look better in the light of day. Oh how wrong I was. It turns out the nightâs shadowy cover obscured the sprawling metropolisâs worst blemishes, rather than exaggerating them.
The rogues and criminals who lurked in the maze of underground passageways beneath the city only multiplied in the cold morning air, terrorizing the impoverished inhabitants of the Calypso packâs capital. Packs of hungry orphans form bands of pickpockets roaming the filthy tunnels, and the scent of fear fills the air wherever I turn.
I can feel curious eyes on me as I move through the barren slums, and for once I make no effort to conceal my power. Usually I try to keep a lid on my dominant energy unless I need to unleash it, but now I let it pour out of me in waves, pleased to see shady figures scattering when I draw near.
Itâs in these living catacombs that I discover the posters advertising Blaiseâs reward on Volana wolves. Like in Asphodel and every other city Iâve visited across the continentâs northern territories, these ads are reserved for the seedy underbelly of society, rather than the mainstream populace.
The difference here is that the vast majority of the Calypso wolves have been relegated to this harsh existence, with only the wealthiest members of the pack actually permitted to live in the exclusive districts built atop the subterranean ghetto.
Only after Iâve explored the entirety of Tartarusâs underworld do I finally emerge into the fresh air of the aboveground city, the autumn sun blinding me with its harsh rays. The lavish excess of the city proper does nothing to erase the images of squalor and suffering from my mind.
If anything this false dreamscape makes the depravity of the municipalityâs crowded understories even starker, and Iâd honestly like to kill Blaise on principle alone. What kind of Alpha does this to his people? This is a new low, even for a homicidal narcissist like Denizen.
Now that Iâm out among the nobility I do leash in my power, not wanting any of these pompous aristocrats to run tattling to their leader. I donât know how Blaise keeps the population so divided, but I can only imagine itâs through extremely harsh deterrence. Only the most stringent enforcement and severe punishments could keep people so desperate from breaking the rules and traveling outside of their designated spheres.
Whatever the implications, there are no threats to mitigate now. Quite the opposite, showing people how dangerous I am in these parts will only get me into trouble.
Exploring the opulent neighborhoods in concentric circles which carry me closer and closer to Blaiseâs over the top residence in the center of the city, I absorb every last detail of my surroundings. As expected, there are no reward posters or signs of discord here, only empty beauty and extravagant wealth.
Iâm almost at the Pack Houseâs front door when a familiar scent meets my nose, one which makes my blood positively boil. Following my nose to a designer boutique, I catch sight of a tall, blonde woman happily chatting with a clerk while posing in front of a floor-to-ceiling mirror â looking right at home.
Iâd know her anywhere : Arabella.
_____________________________________