– Chapter 192
Pregnant and Rejected By My Alpha Mate: Part 3
Selene
Iâm woken by the sounds of blaring alarms, the sound so shrill and horrible I slam a pillow over my face before I can stop to consider what the sound might mean. Itâs not until my bedroom door swings open and a young servant girl pokes her head in, that I lower the plush implement. She pulls me out of bed and helps me into a robe while my head spins.
An alarm. I think hopefully, thatâs bad for Blaise.
And whatâs bad for Blaise can only be good for us. Luna answers slyly.
âWhatâs happened?â I ask the girl helping me.
âWeâre going into lockdown, miss.â the young servant answers, breaking the silence her station usually demands.
âWhat do you mean, lockdown?â I question, âWhatâs happened?â
âI donât know, Iâve never heard the alarms go off before, but the Alphaâs orders were unequivocal. The entire aboveground is locking down, so it canât be a fire or flood.â She reasons, her voice hoarse from lack of use.
âDid you speak to him yourself?â I ask, trying to figure out exactly whatâs going on. If itâs just a lockdown and he doesnât know where I am, I might be able to get away. But if she was specifically sent to retrieve me, I probably canât escape without endangering her.
âNo.â She shakes her head, âThis is just standard procedure. Iâm taking you to one of the safe rooms.â
âWait!â I cry, pulling her to a stop. âWhatâs your name?â
âClara.â The girl replies shyly.
âDo you want to stay here, Clara?â I inquire, already imagining making a break for the dungeons. If the city is on lockdown all the guards will be called away to help, and Iâm always strongest first thing in the morning. This could be my chance to free myself, Bastien and my father at once. Heleneâs voice rings in my ears, urging me to be patient, but only a fool would ignore such an opportunity.
âI⦠I donât understand.â Clara murmurs in confusion.
âI mean, this city is a nightmare and I have to get out of here before itâs too late.â I declare, âI donât want to get you in trouble and I donât know what you might risk by running, but I want to give you the chance to escape with me â if thatâs what you want.â
âYouâre going to escape?â She repeats, stunned.
âI donât know whatâs going on right now, but I guarantee Blaise and his guards are more distracted than theyâll ever be. So yes, Iâm going to try.â I explain.
âI â I canât.â Clara whimpers, âI have a family here.â
âThen all I ask is that you give me a head start.â I beg, taking her by the shoulders. âDo you know where the dungeons are?â
âIn the East End, just past the park, but you canât go out there!â She insists, âthe city might be under attack.â
âGoddess I hope so.â I breathe, stripping off my robe and nightgown and pulling on a pair of maternity jeans, a black top and flats. âPlease, promise me you wonât tell them where Iâve gone. You never saw me.â I state firmly, forcing a bit of hypnotic power into my words.
Claraâs body goes sort of limp, her jaw slackens, and she repeats, âI never saw you.â
âGood girl.â I praise, dashing out of the room.
If we were in Elysium I might have been able to use one of the many secret passageways lining the Pack House for emergencies, but Blaise hasnât trusted me enough to tell me about any such precautions in his mansion, so I dart down the halls, hugging the walls and praying I donât encounter any sentries.
The first few corridors are clear, and I have to think that theyâve all gone to handle whatever disaster spurred the alarms. Iâm trying to be as quiet as possible, but Iâm also painfully aware that my scent is leaving a trail behind me and anyone seeking to find me will be able to follow it with little difficulty. I have to move fast, even if it means risking exposing my powers.
I havenât been able to explore the mansion as much as Iâd like to, but I know the southern wing has multiple exits, and I have to assume that most of Blaiseâs security force have gone to the guard house beside the front courtyard. I have to pause at every other corner I reach, waiting for neat rows of marching sentries to pass by before I continue on. Something serious is definitely going down for Blaiseâs security forces to be mobilizing this way, and I can only pray this is something to do with the rebels.
I weave myself into the shadows as I run, concealing my presence in the dim light of early morning and blinding the few guards I do encounter. The rising sun blinds me when I finally break out into the fresh air, feeling a rush of exhilaration to think Iâm finally out of the Alphaâs palace. It almost feels too easy, but I canât stop to overthink it now â I have to move.
The first block past the mansion is littered with fallen shifters, and I realize my hopes must be correct. Someone is attacking the Calypso leadership, and I doubt itâs another pack. I feel a brief moment of hesitation as I worry I might be mistaken for one of Blaiseâs devoted followers and make myself a target, but I donât have time to waste. I run towards the park for all Iâm worth, feeling my heart race as my excitement grows.
Iâm only two blocks away when something or someone huge grabs me from behind, lifting my feet off the ground as I yelp in surprise. Struggling to escape the man holding me, I kick and claw and his beefy arms, so preoccupied with getting away that Iâm not even paying attention to my surroundings.
âAhem.â I jerk my head up at the sound of someone clearing their throat, my eyes going wide as I see a line of guards circling myself and my captor. There at their center, is Blaise, watching me with the sort of twisted hunger he always gets when he comes to my rooms at night.
My heart falls into my stomach, plummeting so quickly I feel sure Iâm going to be sick. No. I think desperately, no, no, no. He canât win that easily.
But clearly he can.
âNice try, Selene.â Blaise smirks cruelly, âyou really came very close. You should be proud.â
Thrashing against the guards holding me, I can only snarl, âscrew you!â
âOf course,â He sighs, feigning regret, âyou do know that your track record of good behavior just went out the window.â
âWhat does that matter!â I hiss, âYou havenât given me any proof that Bastien is alright. How do I know you havenât killed him and are just lying to keep me in line?â I bluff, knowing full well that my husband is alive because of Heleneâs spying.
âYou donât.â Blaise declares, tracing the silver bracelet on my wrist. âAnd unfortunately for you, youâre not going to.â He chuckles, clearly thinking he doesnât need to keep his word now that Iâm powerless. âYou just have to trust me.â
âI will never trust you, and unless you give me proof of life, I will never stop fighting you.â I threaten.
âOh yes you will.â Blaise counters fiercely. âYouâll behave because if you donât, Iâll kill your mate. You arenât entitled to proof of life or anything else.â He argues, tapping the bracelets again, âyou belong to me, and if you care about Bastien, youâll obey.â
Blaise pulls my body close to his, his hands an iron cage around my arms even as I writhe to escape him. âHeâs not the only card Iâve got hidden up my sleeve, pet. I can get rid of him to punish you, and still command your cooperation.â
I know heâs referring to my father, but Iâm not supposed to know heâs alive. âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou donât want to force my hand and find out.â Blaise promises, pushing me into his guardâs rough hands. âTake her back to her rooms, and lock her in.â
I snarl and fight the entire way back, forcing them to drag me kicking and screaming. Blaise might be a monster, but I donât believe heâll kill Bastien as long as Iâm his prisoner. Heâs not stupid, and only an idiot would throw out a winning hand. He knows as long as he has Bastien, Iâm stuck in his Palace, no matter how unhappy or rebellious I may behave.
When my bedroom door slams behind me, I turn on my heel and repeatedly bang my fists into the wood, yelling obscenities at the guards striding away down the hall. I hate to admit it, but Blaise won this hand. He still has Bastien, Iâm still his slave⦠and weâre running out of time.