– Chapter 193
Pregnant and Rejected By My Alpha Mate: Part 3
Bastien
Making myself wait to take action until hearing from Helene is one of the hardest things Iâve ever had to do. My relief over escaping the dungeons with Grayson and James wore off almost immediately after learning that Selene was still Blaiseâs captive. I hadnât really expected her to get away at the same time we did, but my disappointment and worry once Matthew filled us in was proof of the hope I hadnât let myself acknowledge.
The worst part is waiting for the witch to appear afterwards, but my new allies keep reminding me that I wonât be any help to Selene if I get captured again. Only this fact keeps me from storming back to Blaiseâs palace and ripping the place apart to find my mate. If I thought the Alpha would face a challenge head on things might be different, but itâs painfully obvious now that he would never allow a fair fight between us. Heâs the worst kind of Alpha, one that relies on his army to maintain his power, rather than letting his strength speak for itself.
When Helene finally appears, striding into the rebel headquarters as if she owns the place, all my previous concerns evaporate. She hasnât come alone â in fact sheâs with the very last person I ever expected to see here: Frederic.
âWhat the hell is he doing here?â I demand, surging forward and barely restraining myself from attacking my cousin.
âEasy Bastien, heâs the one who connected me to your friends here.â Helene explains, holding her hand up to stall my aggression, âHe wants to help Selene.â
âAre you out of your mind?â I exclaim, feeling a fresh rush of fury consume my body. It took me a long time to finally sort through all the memories Arabella erased, especially those I gained after her poison campaign began â but I had a lot of time to think in the dungeons and I remember perfectly now. When I look at Frederic all I see is the foul man raising his hand to strike my pregnant mate in broad daylight, and I want to rip him to pieces for that alone â nevermind all his other crimes.
âSelene had the same reaction when I told her.â Helene assures me. âBut in the end she agreed beggars canât be choosers when it comes to allies.â
âYouâre telling me Selene knows about this?â I inquire, thrusting my hand towards Frederic indignantly.
âYes, she does.â Helene confirms gently. âTrust your mate, Alpha.â
Pacing back and forth across the floor, I try to come to terms with this information, trying to find some logic in how Selene could ever agree to work with my deranged cousin. âWhat was her state of mind?â I press.
âShe was fine.â Helene stated simply, a suggestion I cannot believe given the circumstances, âfrightened and stressed but thinking clearly, I assure you.â Helene added, seeming to read my mind.
For weeks now Iâve been imagining Selene suffering at Blaiseâs hands, and every time I picture her my morbid thoughts conjure some new misfortune. Now Iâm picturing her in chains, so desperate to get away from the horrible Alpha that sheâd agree to risk trusting the least honorable wolf on the continent. Itâs too much. Dragging my hand through my hair, I grit my teeth and zero in on the true issue. âI need to see her. I need to talk to her.â
âYou will.â Helene promises me steadily, âIn time.â
âWhere is she, whatâs our plan?â I question, Axel rising close to the surface as I consider all the threats and hurdles weâre going to have to overcome to finish this horrible chapter of our lives.
âSheâs in Blaiseâs palace.â Helene sighs, clearly following my frantic train of thought. âThe entire city has gone into lockdown because of the prison break. She doesnât know youâre free, and I canât get a message to her with everything under such tight security.â
âSo what?â I clarify, scanning the grim faces around me. âWeâre just stuck?â
âI didnât say that.â Helene answers, clearly exasperated. âI swear, you young people are so impatient.â
âIâm impatient because her life is on the line â our babyâs life is on the line!â I explode, my thunderous voice echoing throughout the headquarters and making many a hardened rebel flinch.
For all the shockwaves my dominant energy sends throughout the shifters, it seems to have no effect on the wizened witch. âIâm well aware, Alpha.â Helene responds coolly.
âThen why arenât you more concerned?â I bite.
âIâll remind you that Iâm the one who has gotten you this far, pup. Iâve been risking my life going back and forth between you two, conspiring with the rebels, passing messages and plotting against a tyrant.â Helene reminds me, âdo you believe I would take such risks if I wasnât painfully aware of the dangers weâre facing? If I didnât care about Selene?â
âYouâre also the one who brought my mate here, knowing what you would be up against.â I growl in accusation.
âDonât do that.â Helene scolds, âDonât patronize your mate that way. She was going to come after you with or without me.â
The reality of what had happened while I was trapped by Arabellaâs spell hits me full force. I doubt Selene snuck off into the night without anyone knowing her plans, not when she had made arrangements to leave Lila with Drake and Sophie. That had to mean that the others had helped her come after me, theyâd all broken their vows to put her life above my own. âWhat was everyone thinking?â I grouse, âyou all were supposed to protect her.â
âI donât know if you realize this, but your mate is a determined woman.â Helene drawls, âher mate was in trouble. Thereâs not a force on earth that could have stopped her from coming after you.â
âThey were supposed to let me die!â I object, knowing how irrational it seems to be angry at people who helped rescue out of nothing but love, yet unable to quell my indignant rage.
âYou made that deal with your Betas, not Selene.â Helene reminds me. âThat was your mistake.â
However this wasnât entirely true. Selene had promised me she would never come here, Iâd forced her to vow never to follow me, no matter how dire the situation became. On one hand itâs completely hypocritical because I would never make such a promise myself, but then again my life is nowhere near as precious as hers, or our childrenâs. But she broke her word, and now weâre in exactly the circumstances I feared most â Iâm safe now, and sheâs hanging on by a thread in the grasp of a madman. âIâm going to kill her,â I murmur forlornly, feeling almost as if I might cry. âIâm going to wring her perfect, beautiful little neck.â
âWell thatâs⦠violent.â James observes with a frown.
âCome on old timer,â Matthew teases, clearly understanding where Iâm coming from as he glances at his own mate. âYou never wanted to strangle your mate, just a little?â
James thinks for a moment, then shakes his head with a small chuckle, âOf course I did. Who hasnât?â
âAnd you people think Iâm the mad man.â Frederic grumbles.
âThe difference is that none of us would actually do it.â I snap, again picturing him towering over my vulnerable mate on that street in the video.
âAlright, enough arguing.â Helene interrupts. âThis isnât helping Selene, or your cause.â She directs to the rebels. âWe need to talk about next steps. We need to get all your alpha male bullshit out of the way so we can work together to achieve our aims â without killing each other.â She adds, clearly reading my mind about the best way to put our differences behind us.
âIf Selene knew I was free, could she escape?â I ask, returning to the matter at hand despite my macabre fantasies of ripping Frederic limb from limb.
âDepending on where he has her, yes.â Helene shares. âShe has her powers, but if sheâs in some bunker surrounded by guards, her magic might not be enough. And she canât risk using it unless itâs certain she can escape. If Blaise finds out she got her powers back heâll take them away again â and theyâre the only thing protecting her from his⦠attentions.â
My wolf growls at the implications of the witchâs words, and for the thousandth time my mind fills up with fear for what Selene is suffering while we all stand here arguing. âSo how do we get to her?â I question, âhow do we get her a message, or take out the guards so she can get away?â
âThatâs only half the question.â Helene instructs me, looking around at the rebels. âIf she escapes and Blaise still lives, sheâll just be on the run again. We have an opportunity here â if we do this right we can kill two birds with one stone â free your mate and the city together.â
âWeâve been working on a mass insurgency plan for some time now.â Mathew announces at my back, âbut weâve never had anyone on the inside so close to Blaise, or an Alpha weâre certain can defeat him in combat.â I can feel his eyes on my back, and while I never intended to aid a revolution, I have no problem with killing Blaise.
âWhat happens afterwards?â I ask him solemnly, âIâll gladly get rid of Blaise, but I have my own pack to run.â
âIf you can help us oust him, we can handle the rest.â Matthew assures me. âWe have the perfect leader in mind.â
Following the rebels gaze, I see heâs watching Grayson â who in turn seems mildly oblivious. My former cellmate blinks when he realizes where our attention has turned, âWhat, me?â
âWho better?â Matthew questions. âYou have the strength, and you sacrificed everything in hopes of freeing this pack.â
âIâve also been in a dungeon for ten years, Iâm not strong enough to bring down challengers in this condition.â He argues.
âIf worst comes to worst, Iâll take over in the meantime.â Matthew offers, âand when youâve regained your strength, you can wipe the floor with me to take your rightful place.â
Graysonâs expression shutters as he considers the other manâs words, but after a moment he nods in agreement, looking around at all of us with stolid determination, âSo whatâs the plan?
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