Chapter 188
The Beta’s Regret
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I turned off the shower quickly and grabbed the towel off its rack.
I didnât bother to dry off the water from my skin as I tied it securely around me.
I had a feeling it was Ryker. My heart pounded fast. Was he here to harass me again?
As much as I was now a hybrid, I wasnât sure I would be able to defeat Ryker in a fight. He was a vampire, or something more.. but seemed like a trained warrior. Right now, it would take more than just my powers to defeat Ryker.
But that doesnât mean I wouldnât fight if I had to.
I looked around the bathroom and spotted a mop stick. I grabbed it, using it as a shield as I carefully stepped out of the bathroom..
I entered the room and was about to swing the mopstick in the air when I stopped midway.
âEden?â Lord Shevek stared at me in surprise.
I straightened up immediately, throwing the mopstick to the side as I suddenly became conscious of how I was.
Lord Shevek noticed I was in a towel, and he spun around immediately.
âIâm sorry. I should have knocked before I entered.â He said, and stepped out.
I suddenly lost my strength as I plopped on the bed in relief. I never imagined I would be so glad to see Lord Shevek. For now, he was a lesser evil compared to Ryker.
I got back up and looked for a short and a shirt to wear and dressed up quickly. When I was decent enough, I opened the door.
Lord Shevek who leaned against the wall of my room gave me a gentle look, and I opened the door wider.
âCome in,â
He nodded and entered.
âIâm sorry.â He said it again. âI didnât think you would be in the bathroom.â
I smiled. âItâs fine.â
âAre you okay? You look⦠tired.â Lord Shevek watched me carefully.
I looked away. âIâm fine. I just have a lot going on.â
He nodded. âI can understand that. But still-â
âWhy are you here?â I tried to move his attention away from me.
âI wanted to talk to you.â He clasped his hands together in front of him.
I noticed he wasnât with his staff today.
âAbout what?â I raised a brow.
âI have a feeling you donât want to be here any longer. You are drifting away from me.â He frowned. âThe reason I brought you with me to the coven was for us to get to know each other. I wanted us to bond as father and daughter, but I seem to be doing a bad job of it.â
I gave him a cautious look.
âI never said that.â I looked away.
âI know. But I can sense it. Even now, you are scared of me. I have no idea how I managed to make you feel like you canât trust me.â Lord Shevek sighed.
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âIt just happened like that.â I mumbled.
âThere is a bridge between us now, something that wasnât there when we first met. And I donât want you to ever feel far away from me.â
Lord Shevek looked away.
âI saw the way you looked at your mother and me this morning. You were angry. I used to think you wouldnât mind if something happened between us, but I was wrong. You looked like you hated the fact that we were together.â
âI have my reasons.â I said, and he swallowed something in his throat.
I hugged myself, feeling a slight shiver as my heart began to melt a little.
âWhy did you go to my mother?â I fixed a look on him, suddenly protective. âAre you trying to use her to get to me? Or you are with her because you love her.â
My father shuffled on his feet, a sign that the question made him nervous. I wasnât sure if that was a good or bad thing.
âIâm not sure if I would call it love.â He started. âBut I want Rose. You would not understand it, but I desire her, more than I have ever desired another woman.â
He looked away just before I could see the vulnerability in his eyes. I wanted to understand.
âDo you want to be with her?â I asked.
He sighed. âI donât know. I have a lot of issues to sort before I can finally decide what I would do.â
I didnât push further.
Lord Shevek was lost in his thoughts for a little while before he said. âThere is more to everything than what you hear or see.â He said softly.
I frowned. I knew he wasnât talking about my mother anymore.
âWhat do you mean?â I asked.
He shrugged. âRyker being here is not something you can easily understand even if explained. It doesnât matter what you think you heard; everything I do is for the good of our family and our lineage. I mean well.â
I had a feeling Lord Shevek just made reference to what I heard last night.
He saw me?
I looked away and walked to the window as I stared hard at the curtains. I had never opened them before.
âI will leave you to rest and get dressed for the ceremony.â Lord Shevek said softly and stepped out.
The door closed in his wake.
I moved back to the bed and lied down on my back as I looked at the ceiling. I fixed my gaze on one spot and thought about all that had happened.
Before I knew it, I fell asleep.
And I saw Eros.
At first, I smiled and ran to hug him. But then he was looking at me coldly. It wasnât the Eros I knew. This was the same Eros from the other world. The beast.â
I backed away until he stood a few feet away from me; his eyes glowed fiercely and his claws elongated as he stalked towards me. He bared his teeth at me, raising his claws at meâ¦
I screamed and woke up, my heart beating fast⦠I gasped âIt was just a dream.â