Chapter 201
The Beta’s Regret
Chapter 201
(Edenâs Pov)
âDo you really think something is going on with Arthur?â Beauty Trowned âI just canât imagine it. Arthur has always been cautious. But what do you suggest we should do?â
I shrugged. âI donât know. Iâm still trying to figure out what went wrong. I just think his attitude has changed a lot in the past few weeks.â
Beauty snapped her fingers âMaybe itâs just pack business. You said Eros has also been acting distant. It could be something related to succeeding the throne, and it must be taking their timeâ
I wasnât sure what to believe, but I didnât voice out my confusion again.
I was suddenly reminded of Nova.
If Nova was here, she would have had an answer to things like this. She was always the type to have a ready solution to every problem.
But Nova was dead. Beauty was the only one left to comfort me, but I didnât deserve the comfort. Novaâs death was my fault.
If only she didnât try to protect me, she would still be alive.
Anger surged in me as I thought about how she was murdered. It was something I would never forgive Alice. She was supposed to be my friend too.
âWhat about Tom?â I asked Adonis.
Ever since I was told of his capture, I refused to go see him. I feared that Tiara would lose control and attack him.
Beauty and Adonis exchanged a nervous glance, the kind that looked unsettling. Beauty clasped her hands together and looked away just as Adonis sighed, and his shoulders droped in a resigned manner.
âHeâs dead.â Adonis announced.
âWhat? How?â My eyes widened. It was hard to process what he just said, âWhat happened?â
Adonis hung his head in guilt. âWe should have told you earlier. Iâm sorry. We never intended to keep it a secret; itâs just that things have been happening so fast we could hardly keep track of it. First with Alice and Tom, now with you and Eros. We thought it could wait.â
âWait?â I barked. My voice sounded harsher than I intended. âYou thought it was wise to wait before you told me that the vampire who killed Nova and tried to kill me is dead?â
I scoffed. Tiara was not pleased.
Adonis winced. âI can see now that it wasnât the best decision. We should have told you as soon as it happened.â
I looked away, still a little angry that this information didnât reach me earlier. âHow did he die?â
Adonis exchanged another look with Beauty, who was silent. She nodded slightly before Adonis started to talk.
âIt happened while we were away. Beauty and I left the house while Arthur was in charge of watching over Tom. We needed some supplies, and we had to get them. But when we came back. âAdonis trailed off.
I looked at him. His eyes were locked on a spot on the wall as he recalled what had happened. When he continued, his voice hardened.
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âWe found Arthur beside a lifeless Tom; he was covered in cuts and blood.â Adonis sighed.
âArthur?â I had a bad feeling about this already. âWhat happence?â
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Adonis took a while before he continued. âArthur told us that he brought Tom his meal as usual, but Tom had attacked him instead. In defense, he fought back and killed Tom.â
I felt a twist in my stomach as I digested Adonis words.
âThat doesnât seem to make much sense. Tom attacked Arthur?. I mean, he was locked up for weeks and was barely given enough food; besides, Tom would need blood to be strong enough to attack Arthur. Did you feed him blood?â
Adonis shook his head. âNo.â
âSo how did he have that kind of strength?â I asked.
Beauty took a deep breath. âThat is what Arthur told us. It was hard to believe, but we couldnât question it either. We werenât there, so we donât know exactly what had happened.â
Adonis ran a hand over his face, a frown deeply formed on his brows.
âIt was a very strange reason. It was harder for me to accept because Tom had started to open up to us. After weeks of trying to make him confess, I was sure he would break that day. I had gotten through to him.â
âI donât like this.â Tiara growled within. âThe story sounds suspicious.â
agreed with Tiara. I started to ask questions about it.
âWhy would he suddenly spring an attack if he was that close to giving in? It was obvious he wanted to stay alive if he was willing to confess. So, Arthur should have kept him alive by all means and gotten the truth out of him.â
Adonis shrugged. âThat was the exact same thing I told him. His actions still baffles me till this moment.â
We all went silent, each of us lost in our own thoughts. My mind raced as I pieced together the tiny bits of information.
But there was no rational explanation that made me accept Arthurâs claim.
âWhat did you do with the body?â I asked Adonis.
âWe burned it. He didnât deserve to be buried. He was a traitor.â Adonis replied.
Fair enough.
Beauty held my hand. âI know it seems odd, but I donât think this is something we should be worried about. Arthur must have had reasons why he-â
âHe was alone with Tom.â I said. âAnd now Tom is dead. Something isnât right.â Beauty gave up, and I turned to Adonis. âKeep a close watch on Arthur, in case there is something he isnât telling us.â
âYes.â Adonis said firmly.
Lleaned against the bed, my body desperate for more rest. Ever since I found out about this pregnancy, I have been
no reason.
I should tell them about the child. They would be excited. If a doctor had attended to me, they would have found out already.
âNo!â Tiara said it with more force than necessary. âDonât trust anyone yetâ¦â
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Chapter 202
ROSEâS POV
I stood in front of Shevekâs room door; the brown mahogany surface stared back at me.
I wasnât sure if he would like to see me, at the same time, I wanted to comfort him.
It took all the strength I had to finally knock on the door..
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There was no response. But I knew Shevek was inside. That was the first place he went immediately Eden was laid on the bed to recover.
I knew he came here to reflect.
Today was about him sharing a part of his life with us. It couldnât have been a simple task.
And then, there was Edenâs reaction to it. I was glad she was fine my daughter is everything to me.
I knocked again. When I still didnât get a response, I tried the doorknob and found it unlocked, then I entered.
It was daylight outside, but his room was shrouded in darkness. The thick curtains that hang over the windows were not drawn open today.
I closed the door and allowed my eyes adjust to the room before I said a word.
âShevek.â I called.
I could see his silhouette by the window. It was almost too dark to not mistake him for the curtains, but I saw him.
âWhat are you doing here?â He asked. His voice was rough and cutting. âI wanted to be by myself.â
âI know.â Tired of squinting in the dark, I said âOpen the curtains, please.â
It took a while before Shevek moved and dragged a hand over the thick curtains. He drew it to the side, and light poured into the room through the floor to ceiling windows.
His back was turned to me, facing the window. I saw the slump in his shoulders and his crossed hands. He looked lost in my presence, even though I knew he was aware of every movement made.
Before I could say another word, he placed his hands on the windows and pushed. To my surprise, it gave way to a balcony that overlooked the house grounds.
I never knew he had a balcony attached to his room. But then, what do I really know of Shevek aside from what he has allowed me to know in the past few days?
I followed him as he stepped onto the balcony.
âRose,â he called softly. He didnât look at me, but I could sense the sadness in his voice and with the way he carried himself.
I closed the space between us and placed my hand on my shoulders. I wanted him to face me and share his pain with me.
âDo you want me here?â I also needed to respect his wishes.
He took a pause before he gave a stiff nod. âStay⦠I didnât think you would want to see me again after knowing the truth of what I did to my beloved and how my actions threatened Edenâs shot at happiness.â
His voice cracked. âOr are you here to blame me for everything that happened? If that is your intention, donât bother. I
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already know how much of terrible person I am
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His beloved.
The thought of how he had to kill a woman he loved still plagued me, but looking at him, I knew it was something he would never forgive himself for. He was still haunted by it.
âIâm not here to blame you. I would never. I started. âI admit you could have done things in a better way, but that doesnât mean that I do not see the man beneath all that rage,â
He turned to me, and I saw the depth of vulnerability he had masked earlier.
âYou donât need to pretend to be kind, Rose. I know you are scared of me; neither do I deserve you to forgive me for keeping Lyraea a secret.â
I sighed. I removed my hands from his shoulder and stood beside him.
I leaned against the railing and lifted my face to the sky, the clear afternoon air ran over my skin. I closed my eyes. For a few seconds, I stayed in the same position before I opened my eyes and faced him.
âYou are allowed to keep your secrets and tell me when you want to tell me. I knew you hid it from me because you want me to hate you because of what you have done in the past?
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âAre you saying you forgive me for not telling you everything before now?â He frowned. âEven when I tried to make Ryker, Edenâs mate?â
Truly, that part took me by surprise, and I would have stopped him if Edenâs friends hadnât intervened at the right time.
âI must confess you shocked me, but I see now that it was your own way of trying to protect your daughter. But Lyraea has hurt you, in a way that has made it difficult to heal without scars I said softly
Lord Shevek looked at me, his gaze intense. âIt was hard for me. She was my fated, and she betrayed my trust.â His jaw clenched tightly.
I stretched out my hand again and touched his arm. âI know how that feels. I understand you more than you think.â His gaze didnât leave my face. Suddenly overwhelmed by my own emotions, I looked away. âMy mate. Griffin. He was different from who I thought he was. There was no fairytale for me, no happy ending.â
Shevek cocked a brow in surprise. âI assumed you havenât met anyone else.
I chucked.
âI did. But he rejected me.â I said.
âIâm sorry.â
I nodded. âIt wasnât your fault.â I thought about it. âOr maybe it was slightly your fault. You got me pregnant after all, but then Griffinâs actions are in no way justified. I was used and abandoned over and over again.â
Shevek growled. âWhat happened?â
âI met him after our night together and found out I was pregnant. He rejected me. I had false hope that he would come to love me eventually, but he didnât; instead, he married my best friend and used me as a mistress until he got tired of me.â I sighed.
âWhy did you allow him to do that to you?â Shevek growled, his voice laced with anger, but I knew it wasnât directed at me.
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âI was a fool for hoping he would eventually love me, but Griffin was a manipulator. He knew how to get me to stay exactly where he needed me to be.â I smiled. The pain in my voice is evident. âIt was tough.â
A tear slipped out of my left eye, and Shevek cleaned it off with his thumb as I continued.
âI hated him. I still hate him for the lies and how he used me. So many times I thought of killing him, but I couldnât bring myself to do it.â I murmured.
âBelieve me, you donât want to.â Shevek gave me chuckled. âYou deserve better.â
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sad smile. âIt never makes you feel betterâ¦.talking from experience.â He
I smiled. âYou too.â
The air grew heavy with an uneasy silence as I weighed my next question. âWhat about us? You told me I was your second chance mate. You asked me to give you some time. Tell me, what have you decided?â
Shevek ran his hand over his hair, blond strands just like Edenâs shielded his beautiful eyes from my view. I felt tempted to use my fingers to sweep them back, but I held myself.
âRose. I still need more time to decide. I need to figure out what I want. Itâs not as simple as
you make it seem.â
âAnd itâs not as difficult as you make it look.â I said with a frown. My eyes grew heavy with tears as I felt one roll down. âYou know what? Take all the time you need, Shevek.â
I turned away, about to leave before the tears could spill over, but before I could take another step, Shevek grabbed me and pulled me to him.
I fell into his arms just as he leaned in and kissed me.
It was nothing like the rough, fiery passion we have always had. No, this was gentle, sweet, and overly passionate. He deepened the kiss, and I matched up with his pace, our lips moving in sync.
He broke the kiss and laid his forehead on mine as we stared into each otherâs eyes.
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âIâm scared⦠I donât want to hurt you. I canât trust myself to do right by you. but I donât want to lose
you either.â
His grip tightened on my arm, and he kissed me again, pouring out his heart into it.
The kiss finally came to an end, and at that moment, the sky changed. We looked up to see a rainbow stretched across the horizon. It shimmered.
âMaybe itâs a sign.â I smiled.