Chapter 37
The Beta’s Regret
During lunch, my friends Alice and Nova joined me at the Hybridâs table like before. This was however the first time they would be joining the table when Susie is around.
he was very stiff when Arthur and I introduced my friends. She simply scrutinized them from head to toe, like they were
I forced myself to look away. Maybe I am just getting Susieâs expression wrong-
Eros took my hand in his, and leaned down to kiss my neck. He moved my hair to a side and planted soft kisses. I lifted my head up just in time to see Susie watching us with narrowed eyes. Then Eros pulled away still staring at me affectionately.
It was like if he took his gaze elsewhere. I was going to disappear.
We started eating, and only then did I realize that the table was awfully quiet
The Hybrids seemed okay, but my friends were tensed. I could feel a sense of dread hitting me not too long after. Tiara was very uneasy and sad.
dy seemed interested in talking. The feeling increased, and I glanced over at Susie.
She looked innocent, but I could sense the source of coming from her. Then I remembered what Beauty told night, so I closed my eyes and concentrated in trying to project my new Hybridâs dominance.
Instead of dominating. I projected it around my friends and myself.
Goddess. I had never done this before. After a while, a sense of relief filled me.
Wow, itâs working! I observe Susieâs eyes widen in shock. Now Iâm sure that she was doing this on purpose.
me the other
Susie stared right at me, and began projecting an even stronger wave of dominance. It was taking more and more out of me to keep my guard up. I felt Tiaraâs struggle to keep me protected. This was the first time I had ever done anything like this. Before long, I felt my energy slipping.
My werewolf friends were looking sick and pale. Alice excused herself early, and threw most of her lunch away. Nova soon followed suit.
My friends never throw away good food. We werenât so buoyant, and now that Eros got for them and myself, they threw it away.
I gritted my teeth, trying to calm myself.
Right after Nova and Alice left the table, Susie smirked at me
âWe had fun at the Palace, too bad you couldnât come with us,â she said, placing her hand on Eros arm
Woah. She went with them?
âThatâs good for you. Iâm glad you had fun.â I shrugged my shoulders but something twisted in my chest.
âSo Eden, letâs hang out after school today,â she smiled, suddenly looking innocent. âWe can go shopping or something. Yeah, shopping souls like fun, donât you think?
âNo, thanks,â I answered rigidly: As if Iâd go anywhere with her after what she did just now.
Look, I know you donât have muchi monry and Eros has been helping. So donât worry. Iâll pay for everything!â She sounded enthusiastic but I saw the winked glint and the insult
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âNo, thanks. I have things to do at home,â I said rigidly.
âOkay, what about tomorrow? We could certainly have somethingâs to do together,â she asked hopefully.
I glanced at Beauty and saw some emotions in her eyes, but her face is expressionless.
Eros, Arthur and Adonis are staring and listening to our exchange.
âNo,â I said curtly. I know what sheâs doing, and there is nothing I can do about it.
âWell⦠what about any other day then?â she asked uncertainly, and I almost yelled at her. Bâtch!
She such a very good actress. I stared at her hardly âNo, Iâll have things to do.â
I know that makes me sound a heartless creature, but right now I do not give a F
âOh, okayâ¦â she said, sounding sad. Her shoulders were even slumped forward, looking hurt and disappointed.
Then she looked up into Erosâ eyes with those big sad eyes. If I didnât know any better, Iâd feel very sorry for her.
I was pissed the whole day at school. The anger is just steaming underneath the surface, and I felt like lurching at someone.
That was cruel of her to pull that stunt on me, but so low for her to involve my innocent friends.
Eros seemed to be aware of my angry mood today. We were both quiet on the drive back from school.
When we arrived at the front of my house, he parked. âButter,â he sighed âWhatâs the matter?â
âNothing, Iâm good,â I answered teethily.
âDonât give me that, Love. Talk to me,â he whispered worriedly as he took my hand in his.
âYou really want to know whatâs wrong?â I exclaimed at him âIâll tell you whatâs wrong! Itâs wrong that Susie used her dominance over me and my friends. That was so uncalled forf
âOh Love, I am sorry about thatâ¦â he starts to say but my eyes narrowed angrily at him.
âWhy do you have to say sorry for everything she does? Like all the time? What did my friends do to deserve that? What did I do, huh?â
âDonât be like that Eden, she couldnât help it. She didnât mean to make you or your friends uncomfortable. She explained to us how she could not control it.â
His statement ticked me off. The way he keeps defending Susie hurts me even more.
âAnd you believed her?â
âSure. Why shouldnât I believe her? Weâve been childhood friends since forever,â
Perfect And I had only known him for less than a month.
Why would he believe me over her?
k Eden, she is really making an effort to be friends with you I had never seen her made an effort like that with anyone. Yet, you hurt her feelings today.â
Want what?
âYeah. Iâm sure she was very hurt, I scoffed angrily, folding my list
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âSheâs more like a princess, you know her parents and mine are very close. Sheâs used to having things her own way.. I can tell that she really wants to be your friend. Please, be nice to her,
I think I bit my tongue so hard, and tasted blood. âHave you ever slept with her?â the question slid from my mouth.
I knew it was stupid and I shouldnât be such a girlfriend, but a part of me needed to know.
My question was met with silence. That was answer enough for me. I tried to open the door, but he clicked the lock on.
âIt happened before I met you,â he explained âlook, it was long before I met you.â
âYeah, cool,â I nodded. I shouldnât be mad at something that happened before we met, but it hurts just to imagine him being with Susie that way. I mean, I had a oneâtime thing with Theo too.
But I am so hurt that I feel like running away and soaking my pillow with tears.
It hurts so muchâ¦
âEden, Iâm sorry I donât know how else to apologize for something that happened before I met you. Iâm not a player, but I canât claim to be a saint either,â he sighed, running his fingers through his hair, making it messier than it already was. âSee, she was just there for me when I needed somebody. We are good friends⦠and thatâs all we are now. Thatâs why I want you two to be friends. I just want us all to get along. Just give her another chance, Love. She can be really nice.â
âYeah, sheâs cool,â I said flatly. We will be one big happy family indeed.
Gosh! I hate, hate, hate the way heâs always defending her. I hate that sheâs important to him. I hate that they used to be more than friends.
âI need to go now.â I said slowly. I had heard enough.
âOkay then,â he said carefully. âCan I come inside and be with you?â
âNoâ I answered quickly. âFor now, I just need some space. You understand right?â
A look of hurt flashed in his eyes before he blinked. It was gone in a second. Now his face is a mask of indifference.
Something twisted in my heart painfully. I wanted to take to my heels but I forced myself to unlock the door and push it
open
âTll be coming to pick you up for school tomorrow,â he informed me coldly.
âDonât bother,â I wanted to say, but I walked out without looking back.
If I looked back, I was sure I was going to burst into tears in front of him.