Chapter 0154
My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
âSam told them that Sierra and I were evaluating their performances during patrols and they came
to ask for help. I guess they are worried about failing if Kaleyâs dad can't rig anything in their favor.
Theyâve probably never had to truly work for something beforeâ I shrug, turning to put my book back
in my bag.
âHuh. You need to eat something, you are not gaining weight fast enough and you are tiny enough
as it is."
He slides a tray with a sandwich, chips, veggies, fruit and water on it towards me, then turns and
just leaves.
I just blink and take another deep breath and try to remember that he is taking care of me in his own
caveman way. Itâs a sign of him trying to mend fences that he came over in the first place and as
much as I want to throw it away to show 1 am still angry with them and I donât want to prove he is
right.
But I am hungry and the doc said I wasnât eating enough for my activity level, so I eat everything,
quickly, then get up to throw my stuff out and head to our next class without a backward glance. The
presence of six bodies behind me tells me I have a full escort this time.
The next couple days are more of the same mundane routine, but I really donât mind routine.
Sometimes with all the chaos, having expected things happen the way they are supposed to is
calming and reassuring.
Marnie took my advice and while she wasnât any better, she wasn't as big of a pain as she was on
day one and she seems to be really trying. Sierra said something similar about Jeanie Friday
morning.
âSo after training tomorrow morning we are getting ready in the Luna's suite for the mating ball. You
have zero choices in this matter and I donât want to hear about it. We also have to be ready by 7pm
because Martha wants to see us at the diner first before we head over to the ball.â Sierra looks over
at me like I might explode at her for telling me what our plans are for this stupid dance. The casual
way she just throws more things we have to do before actually attending the ball is wearing my
nerves though. She has talked of nothing else all day and I donât think we have discussed the same
thing about the ball twice as we walk between classes. I am also doing the mental math and do not
understand the amount of time she has allotted to get ready either.
I have made my peace with going with her and the guys and I have determined myself to have a
good time, even if it is for Sierraâs sake alone. I can see her almost vibrating with excitement about
the whole ordeal. We have one more class for the day and then I can get to the gym. Sam, Mateo
and Sierra have been taking turns âhangingâ out with me there.
After what happened last time no one, including Luna Ava and Delta Kyle trust me in there by
myself. None of us really talk, just work. The twins and Oliver have yet to take their turn though and
I canât decide if I am more happy or disappointed in the amount of space they are giving me. |
Tonight was Sierraâs turn, she asked if we could use the packhouse gym for convenience, and the
topic returned to the ball. This time we are discussing the after party that seems to be happening at
the packhouse. We apparently have to have a different outfit for this party than the dresses we are
wearing to the dance.
âThe Luna has us covered though. She told me this morning that our âafter- dressesâ will be hanging
in your room and we should be able to quickly doa wardrobe change before anyone notices weâre
missing.â She keeps rambling as my eyebrows rise farther into my hairline and | am momentarily
stuck mid squat.
âAre you serious? I am already wearing one dress that you chose for me. Why does there have to
bea second monkey suit?"
âFirst, monkey suits are for the boys. Second, I donât argue with the Luna.â She giggles at me and I
canât help but crack a smile, knowing full well there wasnât a fight at all.
I just roll my eyes and get back to my leg workout. An hour later, Sierra and I emerge from the
dungeon of the packhouse to find all the guys conveniently hanging around the island of the kitchen
as we come out. Sam and Mateo make eye contact and give mea half smile, the other three just
stare, no expression on their faces. Oliver slides a shaker to me full of a dense brownish concoction
without a word or a second glance then heads out of the room. A few minutes later I hear the soft
whoosh and snick of the front door opening and closing.
âHe had to get to his patrol shift.â Sam says by way of an explanation. âHe said you still need to put
some meat on your bones."
I take the shake rolling my eyes and head upstairs. I donât bother going back to the Beta house
tonight, I have an early morning, and I am going to need plenty of rest to deal with these as*holes
all day tomorrow.
For the first time in a long time, Sierra doesnât follow me. Maybe she thinks Iâm safe here in the
confines of the packhouse. And since there is no other babysitter following me, everyone else is in
agreement that Iâm not a flight risk and need to be monitored.