Chapter 0168

I did not get to see Sierra for two more days. The doctors wanted all of the silver and the wolfsbane

out of my system. they still wouldn't tell me what else was in the ‘cocktail,’ but I assume it's other

types of poisons or sedatives because of the way that my body reacted to them.

They also took out most of the wires and monitors when I was able to eat and put ona couple

pounds, which made moving better.

I thought I was going to cry when Sierra walked through my door and I had a pang of guilt when my

instincts made me look behind her to see if the guys were there too. I didn't realize how much I

missed them all. Sierra told me that the guys are all here at the Royal Pack doing their training.

She's not allowed to speak to them either, which makes me feel a little better.

I thought I was being kept from them because of something Kaley might have said or because they

were mad at me for leaving.

They need to stay focused on their work with the other ranked leaders in their training. But if they

are allowed to leave their compound, she said they're going to try to come and see her and possibly

me.

Which leads me to believe they all know that I'm here with them. I don't know if I am more excited or

scared of the idea of them coming to see me right now. I'm not ready to talk to them about the night

of the attack and I don’t know what they know or were told.

Sierra doesn't say much about the night of my attack, she avoids it whenever I ask questions. So I

don't know if she doesn't know, if she's not allowed to say, or if it was so traumatic that she just does

not want to talk about it.

She is very interested in me getting to start my Elite Training early though and we spend a lot of

time speculating about what will happen when I do. She asked if I would get to take classes with her

or if my training and classes would all be done on the elite compound. I made a mental note to ask

Warrior Osiston about that.

She also helped me figure out what I am going to do with my new shoulder length hair. It wasn't as

bad as I had originally thought, but this is her department and it brought me a sense of normalcy to

have her playing with my hair and talking about all the different ways I could wear it. I did not

mention that I would never be able to do anything she suggested on my own and I would probably

just go with my standard ponytail.

Speaking of the warrior he has blatantly stopped answering my questions about training at this

point.

He said everything that I will need to know will be taught in training and I don't get to know anything

before I have been released from the hospital. I think he's purposely trying to frustrate me.

It took another full week before my wolf started to wake up. I could feel her stirring in the back of my

mind but I couldn't hear her talk to me if she was trying to and I don’t know if she could hear me but

I could feel her which gave me hope and Doc Sylvia was very excited.

When I told her she ran into the room with a notepad, out of the room, back into the room with the

notepad and her pen, back out of the room, back into the room with a vial to take a blood sample

and then right back out of the room again. Her antics made me laugh, at least I know where Sierra

gets it from, the excitement is almost contagious. She might have been more excited than I was.