Chapter 0195
My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
I knew this wasnât going to be a cakewalk, but I thought I would at least have some kind of
advantage having done this once already. But, Audrina knew what she was doing bringing me out
here this early in the morning. The dew had settled on everything and without the sun to evaporate
it, everything was slick as sh*t and the course had to be navigated completely differently than the
first time.
âGet your scrawny ass moving. I thought you did this once already or was that made up bullsh*t
too?â Audrina taunts. I just keep moving. I wouldnât let her distract me on a normal day, let alone
when I really need all my brain cells to complete this course.
I finally make it through to the end, covered in mud from the last section of the course climbing over
and under beams. I know my hands are shredded from some of the ropes and we havenât even
started real training yet.
âStand up straight. At least act like a warrior who has some basic training.â She snarls at my bent
over form. I have my hands on my knees trying to catch my breath, but my pride wins out and I
straighten to look her in the eye. âAt least I can say you actually completed the course now. Letâs
go.â
My retort dies as she takes off like lightning through the trees. I donât know this area at all so I have
to keep her in my sights. I have no idea what her plan is, but losing me in the woods off-trail is not
something Iâm going to let happen. We run for what feels like forever. It is exhilarating! I didnât
realize how much time has gone by since I have actually let loose and just run, full tilt, to my bodyâs
limits. My wolf is purring in my head and hoping we get to shift and run soon too. She hasnât been
out longer than me and is starting to go stir crazy in my head.
Donât worry. Iâm sure we will be shifting a ton now and you donât have to be a secret anymore.
I didnât mind being your secret. As long as I get to be out once in a while. It was for your protection
more than anything.
We begin to slow down and I can see the lights of the compound coming up ahead. We run by the
ropes course and pick up our bags. Iâm trying to control my breathing, I donât want her to know how
out of shape I am and feel right now. I pull out the shake and Audrina looks at me incredulously.
âWhere did that come from? Thereâs no food in the dorm rooms.â
âI stopped by the kitchen on my way out.â I shrug. I donât owe her an explanation of any kind.
âThe kitchenâs are closed outside of meal times, you are not to be in there. Thatâs grounds for
punishment. You are just racking them up left and right.â Sheâs starting to look smug but angry.
âI plan ahead, I assumed we would miss breakfast. Stella and Jack set me up.â I keep my eyes
forward.
We walk around the back of the house where I hear a low din of voices when I am wrapped up in a
tight hug. âYou survived!â Wyattâs whisper-yell comes from somewhere above my head, but I canât
see through all his bulky arm muscles.
âNot yet. I have to make it through the rest of the day, then we can celebrate.â I say as I finish off my
shake and put the bottle back in my bag.
At least now, no matter how brief the moment is, I can be out of Audrinaâs orbit. Warriors Osisten
and Nickolas are at the front of our group in quiet conversation when we walk towards the front. I
donât want to miss any instructions and Audrina is less likely to mess with me this close to the
leadership.