Chapter 0283
My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
I start to doze off, but canât quite find sleep. I have no idea how long we have been driving at this
point, but my butt is numb, even in these cushy leather seats. Mina is out like a light next to me, but
I canât seem to get Nickolasâ words out of my head.
âI have a bad feeling about this mission, I have since it started.â I know that I trust my wolfâs instincts,
Osiston is the same way. I know we train so hard to get better and be reliable, but out in the real
world, trusting your gut can sometimes mean the difference between coming home alive or dying on
the battlefield. If his gut says this whole thing is going to go wrong, it probably will and we need to
be ready for that.
I know heâs great at what he does, itâs why he has been in and out of Elite training since I have been
here. He never misses a whole day, but he is constantly being pulled for information and insight.
Osiston is the same, heâs just scheduled with us only once a week, maybe every other week if heâs
on something important for Alpha Reggie.
We finally pull to a stop near a few other SUVâs that look exactly like this one. So at least we werenât
the only ones who drove in. That would have been helpful information for my bad mood when we
started this journey. I fight another eye roll.
Mina stirs awake now that the constant hum of the car has stopped. We both stay silent climbing out
of the same side, staying as close together as possible. We follow Nickolas silently to a cluster of
tents set up military camp style literally in the middle of nowhere.
âWhâ¦â Mina starts to ask a question, but Nickolas just shakes his head and looks at both of us,
giving a silent instruction not to talk for now.
We walk towards the largest tent and head in while Nickloas holds the flap open for us. It is not what
I expected at all.
The outside looks just like a giant canvas tent you would see in an old war movie, but inside it looks
like a computer nerdâs wet dream. There are tables everywhere covered in computer screens.
Some look like they are running themselves as words scroll down, others are clearly camera feeds.
There are only a couple of people here though. Thereâs no way the two of them monitor all of this.
They seem to be watching buildings and sidewalks, but I donât recognize any of the locations from
anything Iâve seen here on the Royal pack lands, but I havenât been very far either. Iâm lost in
thought, checking out all of the camera feeds, my brain trying to memorize notable landmarks so I
know where camera angles are when they finally send us out when thereâs a tap on my shoulder.
I look over and Nickolas has a small smirk on his face, then he rolls his eyes and tilts his head
wanting me to follow. Itâs the first sign of humor Iâve seen in a while from him and at all today.
We walk behind a row of computers and come to a stop. Nickolas reaches to a portable keypad
nestled in the mess of cords on the table behind the computers and punches in a quick code. It was
too quick for me to get the whole thing but it's five or six digits and the first three are 769.
As soon as the code is in I hear a thunk and Nickolas reaches down to pull open a trapdoor, just
sitting there in the ground. What?
The hydraulic hinges make the six inch thick hunk of metal pull up like it weighs no more than a
piece of paper. Nickolas ducks and starts walking down the metal steps, so we follow. As soon as
we get to the bottom he hits another button and the trap door shuts with a small hiss and we are
plunged into darkness for a second.
My breath catches. This is just like when Kaley had her goons take me out to be whipped. I was
pulled into that dark closet and had a bag thrown over my head, instant darkness. I can feel my
breathing pick up and my heart is racing. I know this is different, but the panic is fighting to come
out. My wolf is trying to calm me down too, but it sounds like sheâs trying to talk to me through water.
I canât understand and she's getting further away.
âHey. HEY! Breathe Midge, you have to get control, now!â I feel a grip on my shoulders, they are
strong and demanding, but they donât hurt me. âTake a deep breath and open your eyes.â The deep,
gruff voice is softer now with a hint of concern. âWhat was that Midge?â
I open my eyes and look at Nickolas and he reminds me of Sam a bit when heâs this close. I blink a
few times and just shake my head. âIâm good, Iâm good. I just wasnât expecting that.â I try to step out
of his reach, but he wonât let me go and heâs bent down to get eye level with me.
âHave you talked to anyone?â
âHuh?!â
âHave you talked to anyone, professional I mean, about what has happened to you?â
âUmmâ¦â I look around for anything else to talk about. This is not what I want to discuss at all right
now.
âYou know we all have to go through evaluations after every mission, right? Youâre going to have to
talk to someone to make sure that sh*tâ¦â He points at the door. âDoesnât happen on a mission.
I close my eyes and nod. What else was I supposed to do? If itâs required, itâs required and I will
probably get benched from every mission from here on out. But, I will not be sidelined yet. I look
past him.
âWhere to now, boss?â When he says nothing, I look him dead in the eyes.
âSo, thatâs how itâs going to be, huh? You know I have to report that.â He takes a deep breath and
lets it out slowly, rubbing his hands over his face then turns. âLetâs go.â