Chapter 0348
My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
âYou know itâs not less creepy when I know youâre here somewhere and I canât see you or smell you
right?â I say out into my yard. I figure heâs being extra strange because he knows Robbie talked to
me today. And I have to play along like itâs cute and not a major red flag.
Tyler steps out from the shadows of our neighbors house. Itâs not quite dark yet, but he obviously
knows the blind spots well. Iâm just glad that Osiston said they have had eyes on him whenever he
is trailing me. So I at least know heâs not as sneaky as he thinks he is.
His smile doesnât quite reach his eyes. âWhat did Robbie say to you today?â He stops just short of
my porch steps, a dark look in his eyes. I donât think it's jealousy though. I canât quite read him.
I step down slowly, approaching him like a skittish animal. âHe asked me if we were back together.â
âAnd what did you say?â He doesnât make a move towards me. His whole demeanor has changed
since earlier today.
âI told him we were never actually together, there was nothing official, but I was working on being
friends again.â I take another step towards him.
âDo you play with all of your guys like that?â
âSo, youâre back to thinking Iâm a wh*re. Good to know it doesnât take much to change your mind
about people. Just because one girl messed you up doesnât mean we all will.â I take a slow breath
and try to keep my emotions in check, I have to keep him calm. His temper is what has changed or
maybe itâs slipping, now that I think about it. âYou said you were patient, I called you, remember?â I
reach my hand out to him, waiting to see if he will come back to the Tyler I enjoy hanging out with.
He grunts and gives a small shake of his head like heâs physically clearing his thoughts. âYou did
call me didnât you?â
âI did and I think you need to run just as much as I do. Come on.â
He takes my hand and gives it a squeeze then we both go at a slow pace. I take the route I have
done the last two nights and Tyler doesnât hesitate or question where Iâm going, which confirms
Osistonâs report about him following me. I donât say anything though, he seems to be calming down
a bit.
âDo you want to talk about it?â I approach the elephant as gently as possible. Something has him on
edge and it makes him a completely different person. I noticed the demeanor change the night of
my birthday too, but I didnât want to bring up something that might be painful. Now I just donât care.
SOmething is going on with him and I need to know what it is.
âNot really, but sheâs been exceptionally active today.â He just looks at me with sad eyes, trying to
get me to understand without saying more.
âYour mate? Iâm sorry. I didnât even think about you still going through that pain. Why donât you
accept her rejection and get it over with. Maybe the Moon Goddess would give you a second
chance mate, someone who actually deserves you.â
âI canâtâ
âCanât or wonât?â
âItâs the same thing really. He said if I accepted her rejection, he would kill her. I know she doesnât
want me, but I can't do that and my wolf wonât allow it either.â
âCan she feel if you are with someone else? Iâm sure it hurts her just as bad.â
âI havenât been with anyone else. Thatâs the hardest part, I just canât and believe me I have tried.
The worst part is he hasnât marked her yet. I know heâs using her for now and will kick her to the
side the minute he finds someone he deems better. I have tried telling her that, but I just get the
pain in return as proof that he wants to be with her. What she doesnât get is he sleeps with anyone
that will open their legs for him. She doesnât know because she isnât his mate and she doesnât carry
his mark so she canât feel it. But Iâve seen it, witnessed it first hand. He seems to like an audience
and when you can hurt someone in more than one way why not right?â