Chapter 0365
My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
âHow long has she been here?â
âA little over a year.â He brings me a bowl that has some kind of stew-like substance in it. After he
places it in front of me, he walks over and kicks at her with his foot.
âHeâs been forcing himself on her for a year?!â I canât help the disgust and shock in my voice.
He ignores me and kicks at her again. âGet up, you need to eat before he gets here. Heâs expecting
to see you both up and well today. Iâll bring in stuff for you both to clean up with soon.â
He places a bowl near her and then he leaves, just like that. Doesnât even look to see if she is
awake or if I can reach my food, which is barely the way that I am chained up.
I lean forward sniffing the contents of the bowl. It definitely has something in it that smells wrong,
but I canât place what it might be.
âItâs wolfsbane and belladonna mixed together. It makes it easier to r*pe someone when they are
half unconscious.â She sits up like Scarface wasnât just kicking her like a dog. âItâs also less
exhausting if you pretend to be asleep. Talking to them is like talking to brainless zombies.
Everyone who works for the Jackass believes what he is doing is right. Heâs good with his words
and to the right people his actions are admirable, but they donât see what is going on behind the
scenes.â
She leans forward and pulls her bowl towards herself and starts poking around with her finger.
âNo utensils? Does he think weâll use them as weapons?â I half joke since that was my first thought
when I saw the food in the first place. She just looks at me, a knowing, slightly demented look on
her face. âAh, well at least tell me you took someone out with your skills.â I say in response. At least
she is a fighter and not some damsel in distress.
âOf course I did. I also gave Josh his new look.â She tilts her head towards the door.
âWell I get why Scarface doesnât like you now. Is there anything edible in the bowl?â I tilt my head
towards hers. She is clearly still alive, so she must be getting nutrients somehow.
âThe wolfsbane is dark blue and looks black when they mix it in with the food, almost like large
pepper flakes. Belladonna is green or gray and resembles sage. So If you brush off the seasoning,
it tends to affect you less, but always look doped up when they come in so they donât give us more,
got it?â She is whispering rapidly.
âYou know about herbs and plants? Thatâs kind of cool actually. I wouldnât have even thought to
separate the food, I just would have avoided eating.â I whisper back, assuming someone is listening
outside the large door.
âI tried that at first, but then they just give me an IV and I have no idea whatâs in that, so I figured
this is better.â
âWho taught you about belladonna and wolfsbane?â
âMy aunt was a witch so I dabbled a bit with her. I figure a witch must be helping in the kitchen,
because the herbs are sprinkled on top instead of being cooked in. Cooked in would be harder to
separate and the effects would be in the food itself, but I have been able to have almost no real
reaction in months.â
I began to mimic what she was doing and pick off any flakes that looked like seasoning. It wasnât
fool proof, but maybe I could build a tolerance like I have with silver.