Twisted Hearts: Chapter 16
Twisted Hearts (The Camorra Chronicles Book 5)
I was on my way to my car to search for Gemma. Sheâd overreacted, but my worry forced me to look for her anyway.
Diego shot into the parking lot and came to a stop with squealing tires. The pissed-as-fuck look on his face could only mean heâd found her first.
He jumped out of the car, not even bothering to close the door before he stormed toward me. I braced myself. I wasnât in the mood for a split lip again.
Diego shoved me hard, causing me to stumble a step back. âWhat the fuck did you do to my sister?â
âI didnât do anything.â I frowned. âWhat the fuck do you think I did?â
âWhat do I know? You can never keep your hands to yourself. Gemma looked a mess. Maybe you thought you could steal a taste before the wedding. We both know how bad at patience you are.â
I locked gazes with him. âI really hope youâre not suggesting that I forced myself on Gemma.â
He scoffed. âIf that were the case, youâd be dead.â He shook his head, taking a deep breath. âWhat happened, Savio?â
I shrugged. âShe kept checking me out, so I showed her my bull tattoo. You should have seen her face.â I laughed, couldnât help it.
Fury contorted Diegoâs expression. âYou canât fucking do this! Do you get it?â Diego snarled into my face. âMy sisterâs never seen a naked man and she wasnât supposed to until her fucking wedding night. You had no fucking right to show her your dick.â
I had to resist the urge to beat the shit out of him. His tone really pissed me off. Instead, I smirked. âI showed her my tattoo. Besides, I already own your sister, Diego. The ring says it and everyone knows it. Sheâll see me naked for the rest of her life. So what does it matter?â
He shook with rage. âIt matters. Sheâs honorable, and you should treat her with respect. Iâll say this again, donât you dare try to touch her before sheâs officially yours.â
âOr what?â I challenged.
âIâll kill you.â
I gave him a dark smile. âYou wonât succeed, Diego. You know Iâm the better fighter. Iâve killed and tortured so many more than you.â
âThen Iâll die trying. I donât care,â he said fiercely, and I could tell he meant it. Diego was my friend, and while I didnât trust him like I did my brothers, I did trust him to some degree.
âCalm the fuck down, all right? Why donât you allow Gemma to decide what she wants to do before our wedding?â
âShe wants to wait until her wedding. Itâs what we believe in!â
âOh, is that so? Are you magically going to re-virginize yourself before your wedding night?â
As usual, Diego avoided my eyes when I mentioned his goddamn hypocrisy. âThatâs not even a word.â
âNice comeback,â I deadpanned.
He glared. âYouâre pretty good at hypocrisy yourself.â
I raised my eyebrows.
âCome on, you keep sleeping around as if thereâs no tomorrow but mark my sister as yours so nobody as much as looks at her.â
âItâs your tradition that forces me to wait for her. If it was up to me, Iâd have fucked her already. Maybe you donât want to see it, but she wants it too.â
Diego returned to his car and drove off without another word.
I went into the gym at four the next day. Gemmaâs usual workout time.
Gemma was pummeling the boxing bag when I entered. She was alone, but Diego couldnât be far. Her eyes darted to me then she quickly looked away. She was flushed, and I wondered if it was still because sheâd seen my dick or from exertion. She ignored me as I approached her. Eventually, she gripped the sides of the bag, breathing harshly.
âYour brother wants to kill me.â
She didnât say anything, only glared ahead. I moved closer and finally, her eyes met mine.
âHe thinks he can tell me what to do.â I took another step toward her so we were almost touching. She raised her head to meet my gaze.
âI think itâs between us what we do before and after our wedding.â
Gemma laughed bitterly. âYou donât get it.â
âOh, I get that youâve been hot for me for years and I donât see why we canât have fun before weâre married.â
Gemma shoved the bag away, turned on her heel and stormed off. I jogged after her and finally caught up with her in the next room. I backed her into the wall, peering down at her cleavage in the sports bra. She looked up at me. âIâm not one of your other girls, Savio. Iâve been brought up traditionally by my family. My mother raised me with strict values. I believe in the sacred bond of marriage. I believe in giving myself to my husband, and no one else. Nothing will change that. And even a Falcone canât.â
Surprise washed over me at the vehemence in her voice and the fierceness in her eyes. She meant it. There was not a hint of doubt in her expression. Her crush had led me to believe that she might be open to a bit of playing outside of the rules. Now I realized I might have misjudged her.
âIâll be your husband soon, and then everything is mine.â
âBut you arenât yet,â she said firmly. âAnd until then I wonât give you anything. My family will seek retribution if you take something. They wonât care that you are a Falcone. They will protect my honor.â
Diegoâs words from last night flashed in my head, and my anger spiked once more. âThey would die.â
She swallowed. âMaybe.â
I leaned down, regarding her olive eyes, resolute and anxious. âThey wonât have to seek retribution, Gem. If you want to wait until marriage, I wonât push you.â
Suspicion filled her face. âYou wonât? Thatâs not your usual style.â
My smile widened. She was right. I loved to push her buttons, and it would be difficult not to keep doing so, but this was different. While my brothers and I werenât Traditionalists, we respected our men and their families, and that included their old-fashioned values. Remo kept reminding me of that fact repeatedly.
Besides, it gave me a thrill knowing that Gemma would only be mine alone, even if the wait until our marriage would prove tricky. But I had other girls for fucking and sucking until then. Maybe the wait would add even more thrill to our wedding night. I tilted my head, bringing our faces closer. Gemma was the full package. Choir girl and sex bomb, a lethal combination of heaven and hell. Being around her, you couldnât help but want to be sinner and saint, only so you could be closer to her.
âSavioâ¦â Gemma said in warning, bringing her palms up against my chest.
I got that she didnât want to have sex before our wedding night, but why deprive herself of all the other fun things I could show her? âIs a kiss really so bad? Your mouth is so fucking kissable.â
âWell, your mouth is coming around too much for my taste. Youâve probably kissed more lady parts than most toilet seats.â
My arms gave in from the force of my laughter. Fuck, Gemma was one of a kind. Resting my forehead against the wall, my body pressed into Gemma. âLady parts?â I repeated between chuckles as I tilted my head down.
Gemma raised her head. We were so fucking close, her lips were begging for me to bridge the few inches between us. âHow about you call them what everyone does? Pussy.â
Her cheeks turned red. âIâm not going to take that word into my mouth.â She pushed harder against my chest, but I didnât budge.
âIâd love to have your pussy in my mouth,â I growled, and doing my usual routine without even thinking about it, I ground myself against the woman in front of me to show her what she was doing to me.
Gemma tensed, her eyes widening in shock. She jerked her knee up and hit my balls. Pain shot through my body and I groaned. She quickly slipped out under my arm and stormed away. âThatâs called Bullâs eye!â
Fuck. Anger surged through me. I chased her despite the fucking throbbing in my balls, and I grabbed her wrist. She whirled on me. âDonât do that ever again,â I growled.
She narrowed her eyes. âHow about this then?â She swung her fist at me, aiming straight for my nose. My arm shot up, blocking her assault. Iâd been fighting in the cage for years now against guys weighing twice as much as Gemma. She was a good fighter for a small girl, but that was it. I gripped her other wrist and jerked her against me, holding her fast. Her hair had come undone from her ponytail and framed her face in wild curls. âApologize,â she seethed.
My eyebrows shot up. âIâm not the one who smashed his knee into your lady parts.â
âApologize for disrespecting me.â
I regarded her. She was dead serious.
âIf anyone else treated me the way you just didâ¦â
âIâd cut his dick off and let him bleed out,â I finished.
âDo you want people to think Iâm someone who can be disrespected? Do you want people to call me your slut like they do your other girls?â
âNobody would dare because you are my fucking fiancée, because youâll be a Falcone. Thatâs a fucking big difference.â
âThen treat me different to your sluts.â
I sighed. âFine, Kitty. Iâll honor your boundaries from this day on if thatâs what you want.â
âI do.â
Sheâd be the one who had to get herself off with her own hand while Iâd just do what Iâd always done. The thought of Gemma touching herself wedged itself into my brain.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â she asked suspiciously.
I stepped back with a smirk. âDonât you need to head home to prepare for your confession this Sunday?â
âYou should consider confessing.â
âI donât want to give the pastor a heart attack.â
Diego came to pick me up. Heâd only dropped me off at the gym, claiming he had something to do. I suspected that something was Toni. Iâd ask her later. Heâd avoided me since Iâd caught him with Toni yesterday, had spent our entire drive talking to Dad on the phone as if their conversation about the new opening hours of the Capri couldnât wait until we were home.
Diego nodded a greeting at Savio who returned it. I used the chance to step away from him and grabbed my gym bag before I followed my brother outside without another look at Savio. âAnything I need to know?â Diego asked when we were in the car.
âNo. Anything I need to know about Toni and you?â
His mouth tightened as he started the car and pulled on the street. âThereâs no Antonia and me.â
âReally? It didnât sound that way when she told me about you two.â
He slanted me a wary look. âYou talked about me?â
âSheâs my best friend, Diego. So, are you two dating?â
Diego made a small noise that could have been confirmation or denial, I couldnât tell. When I didnât stop staring, he sighed. âNo, weâre not dating, Gemma, and we wonât.â
âBut you took Toniâs virginity!â
Diego looked as if he considered jumping out of the driving car. I couldnât take his comfort into consideration when Toniâs heart was on the line.
âShe talked to you about that?â he growled.
âOf course, she did.â
âWeâre just having fun, Gemma. Antonia hasnât been brought up with our values. Her virginity doesnât have the same importance in her life.â
âAre you serious?â I hissed. âThat doesnât mean it didnât mean anything. My God, Diego, can you be any more of an asshole?â
âDonât stick your nose in my business, especially my sex life.â
âI couldnât care less about your sex life if it didnât involve my best friend!â I paused. âAnd ditto, by the way, concerning my sex life with Savio.â
Diego jerked. After a glance at me, he relaxed. âYou donât have a sex life.â
âYet,â I said, enjoying the tortured look on my brotherâs face.