Chapter 369: Owe Him A Dance
Defy The Alpha(s)
For a moment, Asher didnât speak. He just watched her lose herself to the fear, her breath quick and shallow, and her voice tight with guilt she didnât deserve. Violet was rarely the type to let her guard down, but right now, it was falling right in front of him.
Before he could say a word, she was already covering it up with a smile that didnât touch her eyes. "Okay, maybe Iâm thinking too much and this is stupid," Violet awkwardly cleared her throat. This was Asher, anyway, and he wasnât used to dealing with all this big emotional stuff.
To her surprise, Asher said, "Itâs not stupid."
"What?"
"Look at me."
Violet wouldnât. She felt so vulnerable right now and didnât want Asher to see her like that. Weak and emotional.
"Look at me, love." He turned her face gently.
Violet finally looked at him, and he stared back. He saw not just her beautiful golden eyes, but the girl who had turned his life upside down since the moment he saw her face on paper.
Without hesitation, Asher pulled her onto his lap like she weighed nothing and cradled her against his chest. Then he threaded his fingers through her hair, soothing her, and Violetâs eyes fluttered closed in appreciation.
Then Asher tilted her chin until their eyes met. "You didnât mess anything up. Lunaris Academy was already broken before you got here, Violet. You didnât cause the fire, you just stopped pretending the smoke wasnât choking everyone. I didnât even know what I was doing wrong until you called out my bullshit. Our bullshit," he emphasized not just his, but the other Cardinal Alphasâ. "Thanks to you, people like us, and Elsie, who were untouchable before? Now weâre accountable."
Violet blinked in surprise, lips parting, but he kept going.
"Youâre not the villain. You, Violet Purple, didnât get a manual on how to fix centuries of rot. Youâre doing something no one else had the courage to doâto stand up to it. Yeah, maybe itâs not perfect. Maybe you were impulsive in some areas. But guess what? No one ever changes a system by asking nicely."
His thumb brushed the corner of her mouth, softening the intensity.
"You need to trust yourself more, Violet. Your values, your instincts, and that passion that burns so brightly inside you. Lunaris Academy doesnât need a perfect reformer. It needs that raw, flawed girl with fire in her chest and a desperate need to make things better."
"Moreover," Asher said, his voice lower now, darker, "the scholarship students youâre worried about? Nothing is going to happen to them. Not because theyâre protected. But because theyâre useful. Iâve told you before, this is all politics. Lunaris is a toxic, elitist cesspool wrapped in tradition and hidden behind the mask of conscription."
"The president. The governors. The Alpha King. The council. Every last one of them benefits from keeping Lunaris afloat. Itâs not an academy, itâs a machine. And the Conscription is just glitter they throw over the rot. Makes them look generous to the public while covering their tracks and feeding on bloodlines."
"Iâve been in Lunaris longer than you, Violet, and trust me when I say that school isnât going down anytime soon. Theyâll toss a few comforting words to the press, spin it like change is coming. Elsie will probably pull off some tear-stained apology tour and wrap it all in a redemption arc. With the right PR manipulation, theyâll bury this scandal with another one, swap out Principal Jameson for a fresh face, and boom! One month later, everythingâs back to normal, and the monsters keep eating. Just quieter this time."
He gave a dry smile. "Viola."
Violet was dumbfounded. "That is both assuring and scary," she said, disappointed. "So that means my efforts were for nothing?"
Asher kissed her forehead slowly and reverently. "Iâm not saying your efforts were for nothing. But there are more bad people than good people in the world now, and even big deals like this get buried fast. Thatâs why we act now, while things are being shaken up. Youâve made a mark, honey. So let the world spin and the cowards panic. But donât you ever carry the blame for exposing the truth."
There was a beat of silence.
"And Violet?" Asher added, eyes dark with meaning, "If anyone ever tries to come for you, theyâll have to go through me first."
A thick silence settled between them. Violet stared at Asher. Not at his lips, nor his hands, nor his beautiful, strange eyes, but at him. At the boy who made promises she knew he would keep. And just like that, her heart cracked wide open.
"I love you," Violet whispered.
"What?" Asher felt like heâd heard wrong.
This time, her voice was louder. Bolder.
"I love you, Asher Nightingale Nightshade. I love every broken piece of you. Every twisted part that doesnât make sense. And every part of you thatâs so sweet it makes my heart ache. I love it all."
Violet was breathless by the time she finished, her heart pounding like sheâd run a thousand miles in those few seconds. She swallowed, unsure what heâd do with that truth.
But a slow smile lit up Asherâs face as he said, "I love you too, my purple queen. Iâve loved you since the day I read those words you wrote for me on that application."
Violet rolled her eyes. "Those werenât for you, Asher."
"Theyâre mine. And you still owe me a mean lap dance."
Violet couldnât stop the laughter that escaped her lips. Then she leaned in and whispered, "Maybe we can go somewhere tonight? Say... a club? We canât be cooped up here for two days and not have fun."
Asher understood exactly what she meant. "Iâm game," he said, that familiar glint of glee lighting up his eyes.
Then Violet closed the space between them and kissed him hard*l.
It wasnât gentle. It wasnât shy. It was everythingâgratitude, fear, relief, longing. A desperate, tear-soaked thank-you, wrapped in lips and tongue and trembling fingers.
Asher didnât hesitate. He kissed her back just as fiercely, pulling her closer like he wanted to fuse their souls. One hand tangled in her hair while the other gripped her waist, anchoring her to him.
Violet pulled back slightly, forehead resting against his, breath mingling with his.
"We should stop now," she whispered breathily.
"Yes, we should," Asher agreed without hesitation. Just one more push, and he wasnât sure theyâd find their way back from it.
"Breakfast?" he offered.
"Yes. Breakfast."