Chapter 24

When we walked in, Saras parents were watching some tv show about doctors and hospitals. Saras mom was a somewhat small petite woman. She had the same dirty blonde hair as Sara but her eyes were dark brown almost black. Her dad was tall and wore circular glasses. They were both very nice.

"Hi Mr. and Mrs. Lots." I said waving awkwardly.

"Hello dear it's nice to see you again." Saras mom said while getting up to give me a hug. Mr. Lots just smiled and waved at me. After a few minutes of small talk Sara said we were going to do homework in her room. We left them and started up the stairs.

When we got to her room she closed the door behind it and I immediately pushed her up against it. I kissed her on her lips first but slowly moved to her neck. She made a small noise that I could feel vibrate through her neck. I grabbed her leg and brought it up around me. I ended up picking her by the legs and carrying her over to the bed. Our lips never left each others. I played her down on the bed and crawled on top of her. I did a quick glance at the door know to make sure it was locked. I slowly pulled off Saras shirt and then she took off her bra. It was a sports bra and there was no way I could have taken that off in a sexy manner. I pulled mine off too. And started to kiss my way down her torso. I had started on her neck. I sucked her neck for a few seconds making sure to leave a mark. I could feel Saras hands moving up and down my body. I started to kiss down her body. I could feel goose bumps go down her body.

"Ave...Ave.. wait." Sara said breathlessly. I immediately stopped what I was doing and came back up to look her in the eyes.

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"I just...I can't." I understood. I didn't want to but I did. She knows I love Kris. Maybe I am just using her. Even if I'm not thats still how she feels.

"Thats okay. I, I'm sorry." I said. I got off of her and grabbed my shirt and started putting it on then my shoes.

"You don't have to go." She said it almost like she was pleading with me.

"Okay." I whispered. I turned around and when I looked at her, her eyes were big and pleading, and somewhat watery. I just smiled at her. I crawled back onto the bed and laid down next to her.

"When I saw you go down," I started, "Everything inside of me just, broke. Next thing I knew I was on top of her." She turned on her side to look at me. We stayed there for a second just looking at each other.

"I wont ever let her hurt you." It just came out of nowhere. I didn't think about it, I just said it. But I knew meant it. She just closed her eyes and kissed me. Just a soft kiss. We stayed like that, in bed cuddling and kissing every now and then until I had to leave.

When I left it was about 8:58 pm. I drove home the long way home so I could clear my head. I was passing by the high school when I got a call. I was expecting My mom or Sara but it was Kris. I rolled my eyes. I let it ring for a little bit while I decided whether or not to answer. I pushed the button on my steering wheel to answer the call and waited for the call to connect to the bluetooth on my car.

"Hello?" I said rather annoyed.

"Avery?" Kris said. I could tell she had been crying.

"Are you okay? Whats going on?" I asked, trying to keep the worry out of my voice. It was a weird feeling. I was so angry with her but it still killed me to know she was crying.

"I'm okay but can you come over? Please?" She was practically begging me.

"I'll be there in 10 minutes." I pushed the button on my steering wheel to end the call. For some reason I was angry. I was so pissed off, and I didn't really know why. But I still went straight to her house. I took the long way, I needed more time.

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I knocked on the door and held my breathe. I could hear rustling and then there was Kris standing in front of me. She was in some black nike shorts with a white t-shirt on. She must have been getting ready for bed because her hair was wet and she obviously didn't have a bra on.

"Whats going on Kris?" Before I even finished the sentence she was hugging me. I was in shock for a second but I quickly hugged her back.

"I'm sorry." She said. I didn't say anything. I just followed her up to her room. Once there she told me the same old story. Mack got pissed because she found out we were at team dinner together. Apparently Ana told her I was talking shit about her. Oh yeah if I hadn't mentioned Ana and Mack were friends. Ana was a prissy little shit with a big mouth. I sat on the bed and tried my hardest not to implode. How could she keep putting herself through this.

"Kris why do you put up with this shit?" I asked

"Because she needs me Avery. She goes through so much at home. It's not fair. If I leave I don't know what she'll do. She needs me."

"But what about you? What do you need?" I said almost yelling. "Kris this isn't good for you! You turned your back on your team... You turned your back on me." I yelled.

"I know Avery and I'm sorry. You know I love you." She said. I just stared at the a little flower on her bedspread.

"Avery, look at me." She said. I didn't want to. I was so frustrated with everything that I was starting to tear up.

"Please?" She asked, and so I did. I looked up at her and the next thing I knew her lips were on mine. I pulled back really quickly.

"Kris what are you doing?" I asked

"I'm sorry." Was all she said. On impulse I leaned into her and kissed her, hard. I pushed her back onto the bed and crawled on top of her. She tasted like strawberry. I had waited so long to kiss her. Our lips moved together but not in sync. It was messy and heated. I felt her hands on my waist as she pulled me closer. I straddled her and I could feel her hips moving under me. I had my left hand on her waist and the other on her breast. Sara had bigger boobs than her. I felt Kris' tongue in my mouth and the way it moved was different. I wasn't used to it. I didn't know if I liked it. I pulled back and stopped.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said before I got the hell out of there. I practically ran down the stairs and I honestly don't know if closed the front door. All I knew was that I couldn't do it. I got in my car and sped off. I turned the music up as loud as it would go. I screamed and cursed the whole way home.