Chapter 38

After I dropped Kris off at her house I called Sara. I needed to see her. I called her and asked if I could stop by. She said of course. As I drove to Saras I kept thinking about what I told Mack. I had been jealous when they first met, but all I ever wanted was for Kris to be happy. I didn't need for her to be mine. I just wanted to make sure she was happy and got everything she deserved. Because she deserves the absolute best, and if Mack had just done that, had just loved her right, I would have been there for both of them. No matter how I felt.

When I got to Saras I text her I was here. As I walked up to the door Sara opened it and leaned against the door post. She was in a tank top and some spandex. No matter what she was in she looked beautiful. I walked right up to her, put both my hands on her face and pulled her lips to mine. I kissed her softly and with love. I loved her so much, and I wanted to give her everything she deserved. I never wanted to hurt her.

"Woah babe, my parents are here." She said as she broke the kiss, but her forehead was still on mine.

"I love you Sara. I don't ever want to lose you." I said still holding her forehead to mine.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yeah I just wanted to tell you that."

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"You told her all that?" Sara asked. I just nodded my head. We were sitting on Saras bed. I was facing her with my legs crossed in front of me. Sara was in the same position.

"I just, I look at them and I think of everything that Kris has gone through and I just don't ever want to make you feel like that. I never want to put you through that." I ran my hand through my hair.

"Ave everything that happened in the past is exactly that. In the past." She said looking straight into my eyes.

"I know, but I just sometimes I think about the way you looked at me that night, and it kills me to know I did that to you. And then I see what Mack did to Kris and I just think how the hell could she be so heartless. It kills me to even know I hurt you, yet she would do it on purpose." I felt like I was going off the rails a bit, and maybe I was but it just hurt me. I just looked down at my socks.

"Avery I don't know where all this is coming from, but you only ever make me happy. I didn't know it bothered you that much. But you need to know that I love you and I always will. As for Mack and Kris I don't know what to say. I don't know why Mack is like that, but I know Kris has told you she doesn't have the best home life. You just have to forgive her. Not for her sake but for yours. I can see that this is killing you. But you need to just leave it in the past now." As she said this she put her hand on my chin and made me look at her.

"You know what I love about you Ave?" She asked. I just nodded my head no.

"I love how much you love everyone. I know you like to think you're this tough badass, and most of the time you are, but deep down you care a lot about everyone. Even Mack." I made a face when she said this.

"You wouldn't have told her what you did if you didn't care. You may not like it but you do. And I love that about you." I couldn't find the words to respond. She was right. I hated that.

"You're right." That was all I said. She just pulled me into her for a kiss.

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Sara and I were still talking when her mom walked in. She looked like she was going out. It was a Saturday night.

"Hi Avery how are you?" She asked. I had just realized that I hadn't actually seen her since I walked in over an hour ago.

"Hi Mrs. Lots. I'm good. Thank you for asking." I said back somewhat awkwardly. I still felt uncomfortable around her ever since Sara and I became a real thing.

"Sara your father and I were going to go out to eat. You guys are welcome to come if you'd like." She said very sweetly. I looked down at the Nike leggings and t-shirt I had on then back at Sara. She seemed to get the hint because she looked back at her mom and said

"I think we're good here, mom. Plus Averys not dressed." She laughed. I rolled my eyes and laughed a bit.

"Well okay then we'll be back in about an hour or two. No parties while I'm gone." Sara and I just laughed. When her parents had gone Sara gave me this devious little grin. I liked where this was going. We were still on her bed. Sara laid down on her and was propping herself up with her elbow.

"Come here." Was all she said. At that I crawled on top of her and placed my lips on her. The kiss started off soft and slow. Her hands were trailing up and down my back. I felt her hands slip under the large t-shirt I was wearing. Goose bumps immediately covered my skin. I ran my hand down her side, starting at her boob and ending on her butt. I squeezed it ever so slightly and she made a small noise that vibrated against my lips. I pulled her leg up so it was wrapping around me. As I started to kiss down Saras neck she said

"Wait Ave." it came out hushed and breathless.

"What?" I asked while still kissing her neck.

"Theres something I want to try." She said. I stopped kissing her neck and came up to her face.

"And what would that be?" I questioned

"Under my bed theres a box. Get it." She breathed out. I was so confused, but I did as I was told. I got off of her and leaned over the bed. With my body hanging off the bed I searched around for a box. I found a black shoe box under the bed and pulled it out. I sat up on the bed and put the box in between us. She gave me a little nod that meant 'open it'. As I took the lid off of the box I wanted to start laughing. Inside was a strap on. I just looked up at Sara and she gave me a smirk.

"Where the hell, did you even get this thing?" I asked laughing.

"Thats for me to know and you to wonder." She said smirking.

"Are you sure?" I asked

"Mhm." She hummed as she started kissing me again. Soon after she pulled off her tank top revealing her perfect breast. Next she slipped off her spandex and her panties. She was absolutely perfect. I took off my leggings and my shirt. Sara looked me up and down and just said

"Fuck me." I cocked my eyebrow and looked down at the box. I slipped my legs into the straps and Sara tightened them for me. I looked down at the thing sticking out between my legs. I felt ridiculous. Absolutely ridiculous. But I did as she told me. First she laid down on her back. She pulled me on top of her by the fake member. With my hands propping up I slowly leaned into her. She wrapped her legs around me and started kissing me. I carefully inserted the member into her. It went in fairly easily, but as it did I could hear Sara moan.

"Are you okay?" I asked worriedly

"I'm perfect." She said as she pulled my face to hers.

I started off slowly. I had never done this before, and I had no idea if I was even doing it right. As my lips moved with hers I could feel Saras moans vibrating through me. Sara ran her hands all over my body, giving me goose bumps everywhere they touched. Her hands landed on my lower back and she started pulling me close to her. I started to thrust just a little bit faster and I could feel Saras nails in my back. They were definitely going to leave a mark. As I kept pumping I could feel Sara pulling me into her even more. I started to kiss her neck, and as I did she licked my ear and whispered

"Harder."

I was so turned on. Her moans were so fucking loud. I pumped harder like she told me. As I did so she started to scream out my name. Her nails were leaving scratching in my back but I didn't care. I could tell she was getting close because her moans were getting closer together. When she finally came her back arched up and into my body and her fingers locked into my back. Her breathes were shallow and heavy. I pulled out of her and loosened the straps. I pulled them off my legs and laid down next to Sara. I tried to lay on my back but flinched so I turned over to my stomach. Sara was laying down with her eyes closed but when she felt me turn over she opened her eyes. When she saw my back she said

"Holy shit Avery did I make those scratches?" She asked running her fingers over them. I just laughed

"Yeah you did, but its okay. It was totally worth it." Sara leaned down and placed her lips on my back and kissed my back. Her lips were soft and wet. I could feel everywhere that she kissed me because it left a small bit of wetness on my back. When she came stopped I was already falling asleep. She laid on her side and started scratching my head. With that I was out. The last thing I saw was Saras beautiful face. I loved falling asleep next to her.