Chapter 58
Pregnant After One Night With The Lycan
Pregnant After One Night With The Lycan By Kellie Brown Chapter 58 Mind Link Tanyaâs POV:
Itâs a known verified fact, that a mama bear will do anything for her cubs. And in that very moment, Iâd never felt so much emotion in my life. Every instinctual motherly fiber within me is scorching with fierce intensity. My heart hammers against my chest as my weak senses heighten to their extremity and adrenalin kicks in.
âClaire! Claire!â I scream, darting from one side of the pathway to the other, the crowd parting for me as I desperately look for my child.
Title of the document No one would ever understand how much my daughter meant to me. After I chose to leave Marco, I was nothing. Caspian found me washed up by lake on the brink of death, and even after he saved me, I was a hopeless empty shell of my former self.
The loss of my love was so destructive to my brain and heart, every day after that felt like a chore. The weeks blurred as I aimlessly slept my worries away. And the only thing that kept me from ending it was knowing I had a responsibility to my child. (21 She kept me eating, I would only nourish my body with food and water because I knew she needed it.
Eventually I grew back the strength I lost when the due date grew closer. My mood shifted to one of high spirits as I started setting up the nursery and buying the baby clothes. And when she finally arrivedâ¦
Claire gave me a new lease on life. A new purpose. I felt truly alive again. She was my precious ball of joy. One that I couldnât dare to lose.
And so now I frantically scream her name in dear longing to find my child. Iâm so tunnel visioned by my efforts that I startle quickly when Marco grabs my arm. He tugs me close, baring down his gaze into mine. âWhere would she go?â
âMarco- we need⦠we need to find her!â
âTanya!â he snaps me out of my panicked protest. âWhere would Claire go?â Marco doesnât waste his time with comfort or sympathy, which I for once appreciate. He becomes the leader I know heâs capable of being, focused on the important task at hand.
I stammer at first, before finally being able to form a coherent sentence. âHer favorite candy store, the park, or the school. She also couldâve gone home.â
He nods firmly, before speaking aloud to the surrounding pack members. âEveryone! We need help looking for Claire. Sheâs five. Wavy black hair, and blue eyes. Spread out,â people nod their heads, all seeming willing to help in the search, and they head off in different directions. âRight, we will go check those places youâve mentioned,â he says to me, still holding my hand to keep me steady whilst I lead us to the candy store first.
Once we get there, I question the shop owner, who of course recognizes me, knowing my daughter loves his candies very much. He says he hasnât seen her but promises to keep a look out.
Marco and I thank him before heading to the park. We consistently call out to her as we walk up and down the vast expanse of gra*s*s. We even check the playground to see if she ended up there. But we have no luck either.
We donât find her at the school, and when I realize sheâs not at the house I find myself at my breaking point. I crumble down to the ground upon the steps in front my home, beginning to uncontrollably sob in utter despair.
It is then that I feel Marco lower himself beside me, embracing me in a soft hug, trying to soothe me.
âWe will find her Tanya. I promise, we wonât stop till we find her. She canât have gone far,â he says trying to rea*s*sure me.
However, before anything else can be said, within his embrace I suddenly feel Marcoâs body uncomfortably stiffen. I look up, and his expression is glazed over in some form of bewilderment. I glance in the direction heâs looking but nothingâs there. I look back at him as his brows furrow.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âItâs Claire.â
âWhat? Where!â
I jump to a stand, looking around, but I donât see her anywhere, I look back to Marco as he finally elaborates. âSheâs speaking through the mind link.â I blink, now just as surprised as he is.
âCome, I know where she is.â
He grabs my hand, and we rush off quickly. We run for a couple of minutes before we come to the edge of town. I see her long black waves flowing in the wind as her eyes seep with fear and confusion.
âClaire!â I call in a magnificent spell of relief. She runs eagerly into my arms and I squeeze her tightly in my embrace. âWhere did you go? I was so worried! We looked everywhere for you!â
âIâm so sorry mommy,â she sniffles, whispering in shame. âI didnât mean to worry you. The balloon Marco won for me slipped out of my hand. I had to chase it, but it was too fast. When I stopped running, I was lost. Iâm so sorry mummy! So so sorry!â she again leaps into my arms in tears, while I sigh, just relieved to have her back with me.
When all of us have finally calmed down we start making our way back home, Claireâs fingers tightly laced in mine. Weâre silent for a little while, which lets my thoughts drift to todayâs events. I canât help but think about the near confrontation between Mr. Barlow and Raphael.
And I remember seeing a black strand of smoke surrounding Mr. Barlowâs hands when Raphael threatened him. The smoke is so familiar, and I think about how it is very similar to the smoke coming from Dorianâs fingertips the day he tried to k*il*l me.
It canât be that the two of them are somehow related. It just canât be possibleâ¦
My line of thought is interrupted however as Marco speaks to my daughter. âClaire, how were you able to speak to me through the mind link?â
She shrugs in a childlike manner. âI just thought of you and mommy and kept calling out for you. I dunno⦠it mustâve just gone through somehow,â she says.
Marco still looks particularly confused and says to me. âOnly members of the same pack should be able to hear each other through the mind link. Is there any chance that Claire is part of the Ironclaw pack?â
Iâm rather stunned to say the least, and struggle to answer him, only to be interrupted as Caspian suddenly arrives. âHey,â he greets Claire and me. âSo sorry I couldnât make it to the family day event, got really caught up with pack business. But Iâm here to tell you news aboutâ¦â
Just then, he notices Marco, âWhy is he here?â And as he notices the open door of Marcoâs house, he realizes. âMarco lives next door to you now?â
I nod.
Upon learning this news, Caspian is still smiling, but I accidentally glance at his hands as theyâre tightly clenched into fists.
And with Caspianâs interruption, another of Marcoâs questions is once again left to hang in the air, left untouched among his forgotten memories.
Dorianâs POV:
My leather hiking boots perch on my table as I feel the need to stretch my legs. I sink my back into my leather chair, lounging within the comforts of my office as I fiddle with my badge. I focus on the dainty thing as I twiddle it in between my fingers, before repeatedly tossing it up into the air, and letting it fall back into the palm of my hand.
The badge resembles a coat of arms design, shaped like a medieval shield with two rearing Lycan wolves attached on either side. The badge is of a dark purple with the wolves painted black. On the shield itself are gold symbols.
After tossing the badge upwards again, it lands back down in my hand just as thereâs a knock at my door. âCome in.â
Two of my subordinates shuffle in, with their head bowed respectfully as I always expect. âWhat is it?â
âWe found him in the Blue Moon pack,â one utters.
Immediately I drop my boots off the table, pulling myself close against the table whilst shoving the badge into my pocket. I canât help the snarky smile from creeping onto my lips from the news.
âThe old man?â
They nod to confirm my conclusion. And I chuckle in greater excitement, itâs hysterical to me that heâs lived this long. âCourse heâs not dead. He isnât an easy k*il*l⦠but you see, it just makes this all the more fun.â
My subordinates donât really know how to react to my strange pleasure in this situation, but that doesnât matter to me. âItâs time we cause a bit of mayhem. Letâs send some trouble his way. Take this.â
One of them looks up and catches a bottled potion that I toss to him. âPour the poison into the Blue Moon packâs main water source. And be sure to be discreet.â
My minions nod their heads, before flitting out of the room as I dismiss them. Once theyâre gone, I settle my legs back up on the table, resting my back against the chair in blissful thought of how much fun I am about to have.