Chapter 229
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 229: The Truth
Edrick
I stayed up almost all night thinking about things.
Moana was right about Ella needing to know the truth about her mother. Especially if bad things
were about to happen, I felt as though I needed to finally tell her everything. And besides,
Moana was angry with me; maybe this would remind her that I wasnât all that bad, and that I was
trying my best.
âElla, can you come here, please?â
Ella sighed and pushed her chair back, causing it to scrape against the floor in an unpleasant
way. She was upset with me, too, because she didnât understand why we had to leave the
penthouse so suddenly. But nonetheless, she came over to me and sat in my lap.
I caught a glimpse of Moana standing in the kitchen. Her green eyes met mine, and as I held
Ella, I saw them soften as they looked at the two of us.
âElla, thereâs something that I havenât told you. And I think you deserve to know the truth.â
âWhat is it?â Ella asked, looking up at me with a pout on her face.
I took a sharp breath. I wasnât mentally prepared to have this conversation, but it needed to be
done.
âEllaâ¦â I saw Moana lingering in the doorway. It seemed as though she didnât want to make it too
obvious that she was listening, but if I was being honest, I wanted her here by my side for this. I just
hoped that Ella would understand why I kept the truth from her for so long⦠And I hoped that she
wouldnât resent me.
âDaddy? What is it?â Ella was getting impatient, and looked up at me with wide eyes.
I sighed. âI havenât been telling you the truth,â I finally said. âYour mom⦠Your real mom⦠She isnât
dead. Actually, sheâs alive. The reason why I told you all this time that your mom isnât alive anymore is
because she isnât very nice. See, when you were born, she didnât want you. Or me.â
Ellaâs eyes widened. âReally?â she asked quietly.
I nodded. âIt has nothing to do with you, Princess,â I said gently. âYour mom is someone who has a lot
of problems in her life. She doesnât feel things the way the rest of us do. When you were born, she only
did it because she wanted the nice life that I could give her, and nothing else.â
At this time, I could not only see Moana out of the corner of my eye standing in the kitchen doorway,
but I could see Selina and the maids, too.
But I kept going.
âWhen I realized that your mom was just using you and me to get money and a fancy life, I decided to
send her away. Thatâs why it was always just you and me. Iâm sorry I didnât tell you sooner, butâ¦â
âIs it because sometimes, adults donât have things all figured out?â
I felt my eyes go a little wide at Ellaâs wise words, and I nodded. âThatâs exactly it. When youâre little,
like you are, you think that youâll have everything figured out when you grow up. But you never do,
because thatâs just not how life works. And thatâs okay. Iâm just sorry that I didnât figure this out sooner.â
Ella was silent for a long time. She seemed to be processing. I heard a sniff from the doorway, and
looked up to see Selina dabbing at her eyes with her apron and scurrying away. Moana, however,
stood steadfast and just looked at me with what almost seemed like adoration on her face.
âDaddy?â Ella finally asked.
âYes, Princess?â
Ella took in a deep breath. âI think I already sort of knew that my real mommy was alive all this time.â
I felt my eyes go even wider. âWhat are you talking about, sweetheart?â I asked.
Ella simply shrugged. âI donât know. Sometimes, when Iâm dreaming at night, I have dreams about what
it was like when I was a baby, before I could remember things. And one time, I had a dream that you
and my real mommy were fighting, and you told her to leave and not come back and hurt us anymore.
Thatâs what you said. In my dream, at least.â
I was taken aback. That was exactly what I had said to Olivia years agoâ¦
âHere! Just take this money, and get out! I donât want you to hurt us anymore!â
Just hearing those words brought that whole memory rushing back like a train hitting me. I felt my heart
practically stop, and all I could do was look in shock up at Moana, whose eyes were just as wide as
mine.
I always knew that Ella would have stronger powers than the other kids. She was an Alpha, after all,
and it seemed now that she had the ability of Hindsight, or being able to see into the past.
Since she was so young, it was probably only showing itself in sporadic dreams like that. But maybe,
when she was older, it would manifest more solidly. Powers like that sometimes dissipated as kids got
older, but I could at least hold out hope.
But I kept going.
âWhen I realized that your mom was just using you and me to get money and a fancy life, I decided to
send her away. Thatâs why it was always just you and me. Iâm sorry I didnât tell you sooner, butâ¦â
I couldnât dwell on that right now, though. I just needed to know that Ella was okay with this,
and that she wouldnât resent me.
âWell?â I asked gently, brushing a strand of hair out of her eyes. âIs that okay with you? Is it
okay that your real mom is alive? Iâd understand if you want to meet her someday.â
Ella shrugged again. âMaybe,â she said. âI think Iâm okay not meeting her, though. Moana is my
real mommy now, and Iâm happy⦠When I first saw Moana, my wolf said, Thatâs our mommy,
and thatâs why Iâve always loved her so much.â
I looked up at Moana again. This time, there were tears in her green eyes. But she was smiling,
and I couldnât help but smile, too.
Moana didnât say a word. She just came over from the doorway. I stood, still holding Ella, and
pulled Moana into my other arm.
âI love you too, Ella,â Moana said with a tearful laugh as she pinched Ellaâs cheek. Ella giggled.
The three of us hugged for a long time. I buried my face in Moanaâs red hair, and felt the stress
melting away. During those moments, I felt as though no matter what was thrown at us next, we
could handle it if we were all together. And that was comforting.
When we finally pulled away, I set Ella down on the floor and then crouched down to her level.
âI really am sorry for not telling you the truth,â I said. âI know I always tell you that you should
always tell the truth. I guess I didnât follow my own rules.â
Ella nodded matter-of-factly. âThatâs okay. I forgive you. Just donât do it again, okay? Promise?â
Ella stuck her pinky finger out. I smiled and intertwined mine with hers. âI promise. Iâll never lie
to you again.â
After that, Ella ran off to play in the garden. I looked up at Moana, who was now standing by the
window. The smile that was on her face before had faded, and she was looking outside with a
wistful expression on her face.
I wanted to go to her, but I wasnât sure if she was in the right mood yet. All I could do was watch
her slender form as she touched her belly and sighed, looking out at the trees.