Chapter 277
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 277 The Bright Side
Logan
I couldnât shake the feeling of her lips against mine as I stood there on the balcony, the night air
cool against my skin. The city lights twinkled below, but their beauty was lost on me. All I could
think about was the kiss, the way Ella had reacted, the look of shock and confusion in her eyes.
It had happened so quickly, a moment of weakness, a lapse in judgment. One minute we were
talking, laughing, enjoying the serenity of the night, and the next, I was kissing her, my wolf
driving me forward, excitement and desire clouding my judgment.
But she hadnât wanted it. She had pulled away, her face pale, her eyes wide. âWhat was that,
Logan? What are you playing at?â she had asked, her voice trembling.
âI donât know,â I whispered, my heart pounding. âI just⦠I felt something, and I acted on it. Iâm
sorry, Ella.â
I replayed the moment in my mind, trying to make sense of it, trying to understand what had
driven me to act so impulsively. I knew she had been regretting our fake relationship, I had seen
it in her eyes, in the way she had carried herself throughout the evening. But the kiss, that had
been real, at least for me. And now, I had ruined everything.
âLogan,â my wolf spoke, interrupting my brooding. âYou know she liked the kiss.â âI know,â I
muttered, leaning against the railing. âBut sheâs hiding her true feelings. Why?â
âIsnât it obvious?â My wolfâs voice was soft, almost sympathetic. âSheâs afraid. Afraid of you, of
your family, of your life.â
I closed my eyes, a bitter taste in my mouth. âAnd she despises me. She despises everything I stand
for.â My wolf didnât reply, and I felt a strange sense of loneliness, as if even he had abandoned me.
âWhen I first planned on meeting her, I thought it would be easy,â I said, my voice breaking. âAn easy
way to upstage Harry, to get good business connections. But now⦠now that I know sheâs my fated
mate, everythingâs so much more complicated.â
âSheâs more than just a spoiled princess, isnât she?â my wolf said, his voice filled with understanding.
I nodded, feeling a strange mix of emotions. âSheâs so much more. She has a strong heart, stout
morals. I canât help but feel both attracted to and repelled by her. I want her, but I know I canât have her.
Not really. Not when she looks at me the way she does, with fear and disgust.â
âBut sheâs also curious,â my wolf said, his voice gentle. âSheâs drawn to you, just as youâre drawn to
her. You have to give her a chance to see the real you, the man behind the mask.â
I looked out over the city, my heart aching with longing. âI want to,â I said softly. âI want to show her that
Iâm not just a monster, that Iâm capable of love and kindness. But Iâm afraid. Afraid that sheâll never be
able to see past my family, past my life, past the darkness that surrounds me.â
âThen youâll have to prove her wrong,â my wolf said, his voice filled with conviction. âYouâll have to show
her that youâre more than your past, more than your family. Youâll have to show her that youâre worthy
of her love.â
I nodded, a new sense of determination filling me. âI will,â I said, my voice strong. âIâll do whatever it
takes.â
But as I walked away from the balcony, one thing lingered on my mind. Did I really want the heir to the
Morgan family to love me, or did I just want to use her for my own gain?
The evening had drawn to a close, the final round of drinks signaling the end of yet another tedious and
exhausting social affair. I was preparing to leave, my mind still reeling from the events of the night,
when Harry approached me, a sly smile playing on his lips.
âLogan,â he said, his voice dripping with insincerity, âI must say, your little girlfriend seems a bit out of
her depth tonight. You think sheâs going to be a problem?â
I looked at him with confusion, my heart. skipping a beat. âWhat the hell do you mean, Harry?â I
snapped, my voice sharp. He snickered, his eyes glinting with amusement.
âCome on, Logan, you canât be that naive. I can tell sheâs not comfortable with the âdark sideâ of our
family business. You had better be careful, little brother. Otherwise, your pretty lawyer might only cause
trouble for our entire family instead of bringing in any benefits. And we donât want that, do we?â
I felt a surge of anger, my fists clenching at my sides. He should know the strength of the Morgan
family. Ella came to help me instead of causing any trouble. How dare he talk about Ella like that?
He would definitely say the same thing to our father to make him doubt Ella and her family.
âItâs none of your business, Harry,â I growled, my voice low and dangerous. âI have everything under
control, so you can screw off. And I swear, if you try to pull anything, youâll live to regret it.â
Harry simply shrugged, his expression one of mock concern. He was completely unperturbed by my
threat.
âIf you say so, Logan. But remember, itâs your funeral.â He patted my shoulder, his touch making my
skin crawl, and then he sauntered off, leaving me standing there, my mind reeling.
I watched him go, my heart pounding in my chest, my thoughts a jumbled mess of anger and
confusion. Did he really think Ella was a threat? Did he really believe that she could bring down our
family?
I turned to look at Ella, my eyes finding hers across the room. She looked drawn and weary, the sparkle
in her eyes dimmed by the events of the night.
I felt a pang of guilt for a moment as I began to realize that I had dragged her along to something like
this when she already worked so hard, when she was already carrying the weight of her own
responsibilities.
I made my way over to her, my mind still spinning, my heart heavy with the weight of the nightâs
revelations.
âAre you ready to go?â I asked, my voice as gentle as I could make it. She looked up at me, her
eyes filled with a mixture of relief and exhaustion. âYes, Logan. I think Iâve had enough
excitement for one night.â
I smiled, trying to lighten the mood. âI donât blame you. These parties can be a bit much.â She
smiled back, but her smile didnât reach her eyes. âYou can say that again.â
We made our way to the door, the sounds of the party fading behind us, but the echoes of
Harryâs words lingered in my mind. They were a nagging reminder of the delicate and
dangerous game we were playing.
The drive back to the city was tense and awkward, the silence between us heavy with unspoken
words. I glanced over at her, her face still pale, her eyes distant.
âI know youâre regretting this, Ella,â I said, breaking the silence. âBut you have to look at the
bright side. By doing this, youâre free to achieve your goals.â
She looked at me, her eyes searching mine. âItâs fine,â she said softly, âso long as no one gets
hurt.â
I frowned, not entirely sure what she meant. âIâll make sure of that,â I promised, my voice filled
with determination.
She nodded, but she was quiet for the rest of the way home. As we pulled up to her apartment, I
watched her walk inside, her graceful figure disappearing into the shadows.
I couldnât help but check her out, my wolf appreciating the way she moved, the way she carried
herself. She looked stunning in that white dress, and I wanted to kiss her again.
But even as I drove away, I couldnât shake the feeling that I had made a grave mistake, that our
fake relationship had become something more, something dangerous and unpredictable.
And as the city lights faded into the distance, I was left with the sinking feeling that I had set
something in motion, something that could not be undone.