Chapter 279
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 279 Disrespect
Ella
The office hummed with the usual activity, but as I sat at my desk, the files for the new case spread out
in front of me, my mind kept drifting to Sarahâs words. They clung to me like a shadow, her insinuations
and her accusations haunting me.
I tried to focus on the documents in front of me, the complicated legal jargon and the details of the new
case with Logan. But my hands trembled slightly no matter how hard I tried to steady them, and I
couldnât shake the fear that had settled itself in the pit of my stomach.
What if Sarah was right? What if I was trapped? A pawn in a game that I didnât fully understand? A
game that I could never understand?
âElla,â a voice said, snapping me out of my thoughts, and I looked up to find Mr. Henderson standing
over my desk. âAre you okay? You look distracted.â
I forced a smile, willing myself to push Sarahâs words aside. âIâm fine,â I lied. âJust a lot on my mind.â
He frowned, his eyes searching my face from behind his wire-rimmed glasses. He still wore the fancy
Rolex on his wrist. âWell, I hope that whatâs on your mind is your case, and not trivial matters,â he said.
âThis new case with Mr. Barrett is of the utmost importance. I need you to be focused. Understand?â
âI understand, Mr. Henderson,â I assured him, hoping that my face didnât betray the churning in my
belly. âI promise.â
He nodded, seemingly satisfied, and moved on, leaving me alone with my thoughts once more.
And yet, even as I delved into the case and tried to focus my entire energy on it, I found my mind still
straying to Loganâs words, his actions, the way he conducted himself. Everything that he ever said or
did felt like a trick now. I was reading into everything, even down to the minor muscle movements in his
hands and wrists when he spoke to me.
Was he really just trying to help me with my career, or was there something more to it? Did he really
plan on âletting me goâ once this year was up?
I shook my head, frustrated with myself. I was letting Sarahâs words get to me, letting them plant seeds
of doubt in my mind.
Logan was not like that. He was different. He had been kind to me, respectful, even. But there was a
nagging voice in the back of my head that kept whispering, âWhat if?â
The day wore on, the minutes ticking by slowly, each one filled with doubt and uncertainty. I found
myself glancing at the clock, counting down the hours until I could leave, until I could escape the office
and the weight of my own thoughts.
I hardly got any work done. As I packed up my things at the end of the day, I had a new resolve within
me: I needed to figure out a way to make sure that this⦠this âarrangementâ with Logan wouldnât end in
dire circumstances.
I had to protect myself somehow. When I finally stepped out into the cool evening air, my heart skipped
a beat. There, waiting outside, were the same sleek black cars that I had become all too familiar with,
and standing beside them was Logan with a smirk on his face.
âGood evening, Miss Morgan,â he said as I approached. âYour chariot awaits you.â
âLogan!â I hissed, my voice sharper than I intended. âWhat are you doing here? I live within walking
distance. You donât need to be picking me up every single day.â
He just chuckled, his eyes twinkling with amusement. âItâs a dangerous city, Ella. Iâm just trying to help.â
I frowned, anger bubbling up inside me. âBy disrespecting my wishes? Is this how itâs going to be all
throughout this year? I donât want this to be another case where the woman is trapped and canât leave.â
His smile vanished, his eyes widening in confusion. âWhat are you talking about, Ella? Trapped?
Abused? Whatâs all this about?â
I blanched, realizing that I had spoken without thinking, my fear and anxiety spilling out in a rush of
words. But it was too late to take them back now, and a part of me didnât want to.
âIs it true?â I asked, my voice trembling. âWhat they say about the Mafia and the women who get
involved with them? That theyâre trapped, abused, unable to leave?â
Loganâs face paled, and he looked away, his jaw clenching. When he finally spoke, his voice was soft
and filled with regret. âIt is true, to an extent. But not all men are like that, Ella. Just some of them.â âBut
how do I know that youâre not like that?â I asked, my voice breaking. âHow can I trust you?â
âYou have to trust me, Ella,â he said, his voice filled with pain. âI would never do anything like that to
you. Iâm not like those men.â
I wanted to believe him. I wanted to trust him. But the fear and doubt were like a dark cloud, hanging
over me, obscuring everything else. It was only made worse by what I overheard at the dinner party
and Sarahâs words.
âBut your men kidnapped me, Logan!â I cried, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. âHow can I ever
trust you after that?â
He reached out, his hand gently touching my arm, his eyes filled with compassion. âThat was a
misunderstanding, Ella. You know that. You have to know that.â
I shook my head, tears blinding me. âI donât know anything anymore, Logan. I donât know who I can
trust, or whatâs real.â
He sighed, his shoulders slumping. âIâll prove it to you then, Ella. Iâll prove that you can trust me, that
Iâm not like those other men.â
âHow?â I demanded, my voice filled with desperation. âHow can you prove it to me?â He looked at me,
his eyes filled with determination. âYouâre a lawyer, Ella. Write up a legally binding contract for us. Make
it so that Iâll let you take me to court when this is all over if I donât let you leave. Iâll sign it, Ella. Iâll do
whatever it takes to make you believe in me.â
I looked at him, my mind a whirl of confusion and doubt. Could I really trust him? Was this just another
trick, another game?
But something in his eyes told me that he was sincere, that he was telling the truth. âIâll do it,â I said, my
voice barely above a whisper. âIâll write up the contract.â
He smiled, his eyes filled with relief. âThank you, Ella. Thank you for trusting me.â
âI donât trust you,â I said, my voice firm. âNot yet. But Iâm willing to give you a chance to prove yourself.â
He nodded, his eyes filled with understanding. âI know, Ella. And Iâll prove it to you. Iâll prove that you
can trust me.â
We shook hands, sealing the deal, and I looked into his eyes, searching for any hint of deception. But
all I saw was sincerity, determination, and a promise.
For the first time in days, I felt my wolf Emaâs presence relax. She said nothing, but I knew that she was
happy. And in a strange way, it made me feel better about my decision, too.
âOkay, Logan,â I said, my voice filled with resolve. âLetâs do this. Letâs make this contract, and letâs
make it ironclad. Iâll hold you to it, Logan. Iâll hold you to every word.â