Chapter 283
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 283 Unsaid Words
Ella
As we pulled up to the lookout point, the dazzling city lights sprawled out beneath us like a
twinkling tapestry.
The vastness of the view was breathtaking, and I felt a small shiver run down my spine, not
from the cold, but from the sheer beauty of it all. Logan parked the car and turned off the
ignition. The silence of the night was only punctuated by the faint hum of the city below.
âCome on,â he whispered, gesturing for me to follow. We clambered onto the hood of the car,
the cool metal pressing into my legs, and sat side by side, staring out at the shimmering
skyline.
The vast city lights stretched out before us, flickering in a rhythmic dance of night. It felt as if
we were suspended between two worlds-the serenity of the elevated viewpoint and the bustling
city below.
âIt looks so small from up here,â I murmured, my fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on
the cool metal of the car hood beneath us. âBut when Iâm in it, it feels endless.â
Logan chuckled softly, his eyes crinkling with amusement. âBig cities have that effect. What
was your home city like?â
I sighed, leaning back on my hands and letting the cool night air wash over me. âI was lucky, I quess, I
began, my mind drifting back to earlier days. âI grew up in a penthouse in a beautiful part of the city. I
had my own room, with this big bay window that overlooked a park.â
âYou had a park right next to your penthouse?â Logan asked. I nodded, smiling at the memory. âYes,
right across the street. We went there all of the time. Many afternoons were spent there, with Moana.
and my little sister. Weâd have picnics beneath the willow trees, chase butterflies, and just⦠be. Those
were simpler times.â
As I spoke, I remembered one particularly fond memory from my childhood, before Daisy was born and
before Moana and my dad got together. It was back when Moana was still my nanny. She took me
across the street to a little farmerâs market, and bought me a yellow stuffed duck.
I still had that duck. It was sitting on my bedside table back at my apartment. Logan seemed to absorb
my words, looking out at the distant horizon. After a moment, he turned to me, his gaze searching.
âElla, is it true what they said at that party about Moana?â
I knew what he was referring to. Taking a deep breath, I nodded. âYeah, she isnât my biological mom.
And, yes, she was originally my nanny.
My little sister was the product of a one night stand.â He waited, giving me the space to continue or not.
I appreciated that.
âBut,â I started, my voice growing soft, âI donât really care about biology. Moana has been more of a
mother to me than my biological mother ever was. Sheâs filled our home with love, warmth, and
laughter. Iâm so grateful she came into my and my fatherâs lives.â
A smile played on Loganâs lips. âShe must be someone special.â
âShe is,â I replied, my heart full of gratitude. âWe love each other dearly. Sheâs the reason I believe in
unconditional love. Sheâs my dadâs fated mate, you know.â
Logan was quiet for a moment, then his voice broke through the night, softer than Iâd ever heard it.
âYouâre very pretty when you talk about the past like that. When youâre genuinely happy.â
I could feel the warmth creep up my cheeks, making me thankful for the dim lighting. âThank you,â I
whispered, suddenly feeling shy.
Desperate for a change in topic, I turned my attention to the sleek machine we were perched on. âThis
is a really nice car,â I remarked, trailing my fingers along its smooth red surface. âHave you always had
a thing for cars?â
The serenity of the moment was palpable, yet it also held an underlying tension, like an unsaid secret
just waiting to be revealed.
âI guess you could say that,â Logan began, his voice contemplative. âAs soon as I was old enough, I
began saving up for my first car-this car. And as soon as I was able to drive, I bought it and never
looked back. Iâve always loved cars, ever since I was a kid. Theyâve been⦠an escape for me.â
I turned to look at him, intrigued. âAn escape from what?â
He hesitated, his jaw clenching slightly. âFrom my home life,â he murmured, sounding somewhat
apprehensive. I frowned, unsure if I should pry, but curiosity got the better of me. âWas it that bad? Your
home life, I mean?â
For a moment, Logan looked lost, his eyes distant. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, as if he
was sharing a heavy secret. âIt wasnât a good way to grow up,â he admitted. âAnd you know whatâs
funny? I sometimes resent people like you, just a little bit.â
I was taken aback. âWhat do you mean?â
He glanced at me, his blue eyes intense. âYou grew up with both-money and a loving family. I always
thought you get one or the other. But never both. I got the money part, sure, but the loving family? Not
so much.â
There was so much pain in his voice, so much vulnerability. âSometimes I think I would have
preferred growing up poor, but with two parents who genuinely loved me,â he confessed, and
there was an undeniable wistfulness in his voice.
I felt a pang in my heart. For all the teasing and the banter, I realized how little I truly knew about
Logan. I reached out instinctively, placing a comforting hand on his arm. âAre you in touch with
your mother?â I asked gently. âI havenât heard anything about her.â
His whole demeanor changed. There was a shadow in his eyes, a hardness that hadnât been
there a moment ago. âElla,â he said, his voice cold, âitâs getting late. I think itâs time I drive you
home.â
I blinked, taken aback. âDid I say something wrong?â
He didnât answer, instead sliding off the car and walking around to the driverâs side. âLetâs just.
stick to our new contract. You donât need to be âtrappedâ with someone like me,â he said, his
voice somewhat bitter. The word âmafiaâ hung unsaid in the air between us.
Silently, I followed him and got into the passenger seat. We drove in silence, the tension
between us thick and palpable. The city lights that had seemed so beautiful just moments ago
now felt cold and distant.
My mind raced, trying to process what had just transpired. Had I crossed a line by mentioning
his mother? I wanted to apologize, to clarify, but the stern set of his jaw told me that now wasnât
the right time.
We pulled up outside my apartment, and before I could say a word, Logan said, âGoodnight,
Ella,â his voice devoid of its usual warmth.
âLogan,â I began, desperate to clear the air, but he just shook his head.
âJust⦠take care of yourself, Ella.â
I watched him drive away, a mix of emotions swirling inside me-confusion, guilt, and a deep
sense of regret. I had so many questions, but for now, they would remain unanswered.