Chapter 328
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 328 Homesick
Ella
Sobs shook my body and tears blurred my vision as I cradled my chafed wrists, the ropes having left
their brutal imprint.
Each throb was a piercing reminder of the dark ordeal I had just survived. God, why did I take the
subway tonight? Why didnât I call an Uber, or even call Logan to take me home after the work party?
I wasnât sure how long I sat there. It wasnât until my legs felt stiff from sitting on the floor that I realized
that I needed to move.
Pushing through the pain, I rose shakily, the world seeming to tilt and blur around me. My reflection in
the living room mirror showed a woman with smeared mascara, disheveled hair, and eyes haunted by
terror.
The fear in my eyes was jarring, alien. This wasnât me, or at least, not the me I recognized.
Driven by a need to wash away the evidence of my attack, I shuffled to the bathroom. The sterile lights
bathed the room in a glaring. brightness, making my head throb more acutely. But I focused on the cool
water. streaming from the tap, letting its gentle. cascade rinse the abrasions on my wrists.
The water ran red, merging with the crimson imprints of the rough ropes. Gazing at the pattern it made
as it spiraled down the drain, I felt detached, numb, like I was floating outside of my body and watching
from a distance. The intense pain, not just in my wrists but a deep- seated ache in my skull, snapped
me back to reality.
âYou should have fought,â Emaâs voice growled within, fierce and primal. âI was so close to giving you
my power until he pulled out Daisyâs picture. But your fear held you back.â
Maybe Ema was right; maybe I should have fought, and maybe my fear of the masked men did hold
me back.
But the rational part of me, the human side, knew better. It would have been pointless, I responded
internally. Even with my rigorous training, confronting a group of Alphas single- handedly would have
been suicidal.
âThis was the best outcome,â I assured both her and myself out loud, âfor now, at least. I could be dead
right now, but Iâm not.â
My wolf bristled. âWe donât run. We donât back down. We are not weak.â
Her irritation was palpable, sending a flare of heat across my consciousness. But the reality was stark,
and the stakes were too high. If I challenged them and lost, the repercussions would be catastrophic
not just for me, but for Daisy. I could feel the weight of that responsibility pulling me down, drowning
me.
âLook,â I said, leaning on the bathroom sink. âI know you wanted to fight. But all that matters right now
is that weâre alive, and Daisy stays safe. I need to get out of this city. Now.â
The resolution was there, clear and unwavering.
âYouâre letting them win,â my wolf snapped, her voice dripping with contempt. âAfter everything youâve
worked for, everything youâve achieved.. Youâll let a bunch of thugs chase you away?â
Images flashed in my mind-of late nights at the office, of grueling cases, of courtroom victories, of the
respect I was finally garnering in the legal arena. But as potent as those images were, they were
instantly overshadowed by the chilling pictures of Daisy that those men had flaunted. The very thought
made my stomach clench with dread.
âItâs not worth it,â I argued back, my voice choked with emotion. âNot if Daisyâs safety is compromised.
Nothing will ever be worth trading her life for.â
There was a long silence from my wolf. When she finally spoke, her voice was subdued,
understanding. âYouâre right. Sheâs our family. Protecting her is our priority.â
A weary nod was my silent response. I turned off the tap, watching the last tendrils of water snake
down the drain, taking with them the remnants of the ordeal.
I was about to move, about to start this new chapter of fleeing and hiding, but first, I needed to check
on my family.
Picking up my phone, its familiar weight somewhat grounding, I dialed the familiar number. As the dial
tone droned, each ring spiked my anxiety, filling me with a sense of foreboding. I needed to hear their
voices, needed the reassurance that they were safe, untouched by the sinister forces that were now
dogging my every step.
The weight in my chest persisted, every heartbeat a painful reminder of the dangers that lurked in the
shadows. Still, as I waited for Moana to pick up, I willed myself to keep it together. Falling apart wasnât
an option-not when Daisyâs safety was at stake.
âHello?â My motherâs voice, always so warm and reassuring, flowed from the other end. âHey, Mom.â I
tried to infuse my voice with a casualness I didnât feel. âHowâs everything?â
âEverythingâs fine, darling,â Moana replied, the hint of concern in her voice unmistakable. âBut whatâs
this surprise call for? Is everything alright?â
âYeah. Everythingâs fine. Just checking in,â I lied. I couldnât bring myself to worry her with the truth. âItâs
been a while, thatâs all.â
There was a brief pause, filled with unspoken sentiments. âElla,â my motherâs voice softened, a
motherâs intuition keen as ever, âyouâve always been the strong one, but you donât always have to be. If
somethingâs bothering you, remember that you can always talk to me.â
Feeling a lump form in my throat, I quickly diverted the topic. âHowâs everyone? Is Daisy doing well in
school?â
Moana chuckled. âAlways looking out for her, arenât you? Sheâs doing great, a real firecracker that one.
She takes after you.â
Then, with a teasing lilt, she added, âAnd speaking of firecrackers, have you found any special
someones yet?â
I froze, my mind darting to Logan, the way his lips felt, how our wolves had intertwined. But I wasnât
ready for that conversation, not yet. Probably not ever. And especially not now, with the weight of the
dayâs events still fresh on my mind and on my skin.
âNo,â I replied, a little too quickly. âIâm not in a relationship, Mom.â
A knowing silence lingered for a moment. âAlright, honey. But just know, lifeâs too short to not cherish
the good moments and the good people.â
Swallowing hard, I shifted gears. âCan I talk to Daisy for a sec?â
Moana paused. âActually,â she said, sounding thoughtful, âsheâs not home right now. She went out with
her friends for ice cream a little while ago. But actually, now that I think about it, she was supposed to
be back by nowâ¦â
At Moanaâs words, I felt my stomach clench. Images of things that those men may have done to my
little sister filled my mind, causing me to grip the bathroom sink to keep myself from keeling over.
âMom, I-â
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice. âOh!â Moana said, laughing. âHere she is. Daisy, youâre late! I said
not to stay out past eight oâclock!â
In the background, I could hear Daisy chuckle. âAww, mom, itâs only eight-thirty. I was hungry, so I got a
second ice cream cone.â
Moana gasped. âA second one! Youâre gonna be sick later!â Soon, the sound of my sisterâs lively voice
replaced my motherâs, filling me with immense relief. âElla! How are you?â
âHey, Daze,â I said, warmth spreading through me at the sound of her voice. âListen, just a little sisterly
advice, okay? Maybe stay in for a few days. Watch some movies, binge a new show? I hear thereâs a
new series that you might like.â
Daisy groaned playfully. âYou sound like Mom. Iâm not a baby, El! And Iâve got plans with friends. Plus,
school and stuff.â
I wanted to beg her, to tell her about the men in the alley, about the photos they had of her. But I
couldnât. âI know, just⦠be careful, okay?â
Daisy laughed. âAlways am! Love you, sis!â
âLove you too.â Ending the call, the weight on my chest seemed to multiply tenfold. My resolve
hardened. I had to leave the city. It was the only way to ensure Daisyâs safety.
I started packing, pulling out a suitcase and tossing in essentials. My thoughts were a jumbled mess,
torn between leaving behind my life, the city, and Logan, and the pressing need to protect Daisy.
The sudden buzz of my apartmentâs intercom interrupted my whirlwind of emotions. My heart leaped to
my throat. Every fiber of my being screamed danger.
Grabbing a kitchen knife out of the holder, I approached the door cautiously, the dayâs events fresh in
my mind.