Chapter 333
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 333 Straight To The Heart
Ella
The shadows on the ceiling seemed to sway and dance as I lay on the plush bed, the soft linens
providing little comfort to my restless mind. Each tick of the ornate clock on the wall reverberated in my
ears, amplifying my rising anxiety.
But it was the silence that was the loudest of all, the quiet punctuated only by my shallow breaths.
âCanât sleep?â a familiar voice echoed in the depths of my mind, its tone soft and playful. Ema.
âHey, Ema,â I whispered out loud to the wolf within me, grateful for the company. She chuffed in
amusement. âYouâre thinking about him. I can tell.â
I sighed, turning onto my side, curling up as if shielding myself. âIâm not. Iâm just⦠restless.â
There was a pause, a stillness, before she responded. âDonât pretend that youâre not worried about
him.â
I rolled my eyes. âIâm not worried.â
She chuckled, a sound that reverberated through my core. âElla, after all these years, do you think you
can hide your feelings from me?â
âIâm justâ¦â I hesitated, searching for the right words, my heartbeats quickening. âHe could be out there
doing something dangerous right now. Heâs always involved in something risky.â
My wolf hummed, a gentle, soothing sound that seemed to wrap around me. âHeâs strong, Ella. And
smart. Logan knows how to handle himself.â
âThatâs what Iâm afraid of,â I whispered, my voice catching. âHe might push himself too far. What if
something happens?â
There was a soft sigh, one filled with understanding. âHeâs been living this life long before you came
into the picture. Trust him.â
Pulling the blankets up to my chin, I tried to push away the rising tide of worry. âI just wish he would
confide in me more. Maybe then I wouldnât be so afraid for him.â
The wolfâs voice grew tender, maternal almost. âHeâs trying to protect you, in his own way. But itâs okay
to be scared. It shows you care.â
I bit my lip, my eyes stinging with unshed tears. âI just wish I could be there with him, side by side. To
face the dangers together.â
A soft laugh emanated from within. âYour fierceness always did amuse me. But for now, try to rest. You
need your strength.â
âI canât,â I admitted, my fingers clutching the sheets. There was a beat of silence. âThen maybe you
should do something else. Distraction, can be a useful ally.â
Nodding to myself, I pushed the covers off and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. The cold
marble floor sent a shiver up my spine, grounding me. Taking a deep breath, I got to my feet and
padded softly towards the window.
Outside, the moon bathed the gardens in a silvery glow, painting everything in ethereal light. The world
seemed peaceful, untouched by the storm that raged within me.
Drawing the curtains back, I decided to take a walk. Maybe the night air would clear my mind, help
calm the whirlwind of emotions threatening to consume me.
The silence was almost stifling as I wandered around Loganâs mansion. The high ceilings and grandeur
of the rooms I passed seemed endless, a testament to Loganâs taste for luxury. Every turn revealed
ornate artwork, gilded mirrors, and the kind of furnishings one would see in glossy magazines. But for
all its opulence, the mansion felt devoid of warmth.
In a house as vast as this, one could easily get lost-both physically and metaphorically. My feet made
soft, echoing sounds on the marble floor as I strolled, occasionally stopping to admire a painting or a
delicate piece of sculpture.
Time seemed to lose its meaning, and before l knew it, my stomach emitted an audible growl, pulling
me out of my reverie.
âOf course,â I muttered to myself, âall this exploring made me hungry.â
With a newfound purpose, I began my search for the kitchen. The mansionâs labyrinthine design made
it a bit challenging, but I eventually stumbled upon a massive double door that opened to reveal an
even more impressive kitchen. The counters sparkled with cleanliness, and the steel appliances looked
straight out of a commercial.
I stood there for a moment, absorbing the size and splendor, before a gentle voice broke my thoughts.
âHello, dear. Lost, are we?â
I spun around to find Mrs. Wentworth standing by the doorway, a soft smile playing on her lips. Her
gray hair was neatly pulled into a bun, and there was a familiar warmth in her eyes that immediately
reminded me of Selina.
âOh, I⦠I was just looking for something to eat,â I admitted sheepishly.
Mrs. Wentworth chuckled, her eyes twinkling.
âWell, youâve come to the right place.â She motioned for me to sit at one of the stools by the kitchen
island. âWhy donât you let me whip up something for you?â
I hesitated for a moment, but the allure of a homemade meal was too hard to resist. âA sandwich would
be wonderful. Thank you.â
She set to work with practiced ease, pulling ingredients from the fridge and spreading condiments on
soft bread. As she worked, she started speaking, her voice soft and filled with memories. âYou know,
Iâve been with Loganâs family since he was a little boy. I watched him grow up, take his first steps, say
his first words.â
I leaned forward, intrigued. âHe mustâve been a handful.â
She chuckled. âOh, he was always a sweetheart. Always full of laughter and mischief. But that all
changed when his mother passed away.â
My heart ached at the thought of a young Logan losing his mother. âHow did he change?â
Mrs. Wentworth sighed, looking distant. âHe was always so happy, always with a smile on his face.
After the tragedy, he became so⦠serious. Itâs like a part of him was taken away with her.â
A somber silence hung between us, filled only by the soft rustling of her making the sandwich.
âBut lately,â she continued, her tone a bit brighter, âever since he met you, Iâve noticed that his smiles
are returning. Itâs as if a piece of the old Logan is back.â
I blinked, taken aback. âMe? I doubt I had any effect on him.â
Mrs. Wentworth handed me a plate with the sandwich and shook her head, her gaze sharp and
knowing. âDonât sell yourself short, dear. The way he looks at you, the way he talks about you⦠He
must really love you.â
My cheeks burned, the heat rising rapidly. I tried to laugh it off, but it came out a bit strained. âLove is a
strong word. Maybe itâs just infatuation.â
Mrs. Wentworth took the stool next to mine, her expression stern yet gentle. âElla, Iâve seen Logan with
many women over the years, but none like you. If he didnât truly care about you, he wouldnât have
brought you here, to his sanctuary, to keep you safe while heâs out handling his business.â
I stared down at the sandwich, lost in thought, the weight of her words settling around me. All this time,
I had convinced myself that our connection was fleeting, merely a result of circumstances. But Mrs.
Wentworthâs observations added a new layer of complexity to it all.
âThank you, Mrs. Wentworth,â I murmured, not just for the meal but for the unexpected insight into
Loganâs world.
She patted my hand, a smile spreading across her face. âEat up, dear. And remember, sometimes the
heart sees what the eyes cannot.â