Chapter 345
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 345 The Whole Truth And Nothing But The Truth
Ella
Loganâs blue eyes finally met mine, filled with an emotion that I couldnât fully read. Remorse, maybe.
And pain.
âElla, itâs not-â
âSave it,â I cut him off, a sudden surge of anger bursting through my veins. âJust save your breath,
Logan.â
He reached out, his fingertips almost grazing my arm, the air around us pulsating with a mix of tension
and unsaid truths. âElla, itâs not like that. I never-â
I shoved him away, my voice steeped in a concoction of anger, disbelief, and a hint of hurt. âLucky for
you, Iâm a woman of my word, otherwise Iâd be tearing up our contract right here, right now. Not just
because of what your brother just said, but because of your whole damn family.â
Loganâs features hardened, his piercing gaze locking onto mine. âWell, maybe you should. Leave, tear
up the damn contract. I wouldnât hold it against you.â
For the second time in the span of a week, Logan had offered me a way out, an easy way out, too. All I
had to do was say the word.
But did I want to?
âYou canât leave him,â Ema said, her voice filled with longing. âHe needs you. You need each other.â
I chewed my lip for a moment before realizing that my wolf was right: we needed each other. I would
never admit it, but it was true. Right now, in this hell of a city, in this den of vipers, we needed each
other. There was no way out.
âNo,â I said, turning to look away for a moment. âI wonât leave. Letâs finish this thing.â
His sigh of relief cut through the charged air, and a faint glimmer of amusement sparked within me.
âYou seem relieved. And to think, you were once so confident that Iâd never want to leave, even when
our contract ended.â
A smirk tugged at his lips, the faintest hint of his old self piercing through the guarded facade. âWell,
you just refused yet another clear shot at freedom, didnât you? So, whoâs really in the right here?â
I scoffed, shaking my head. The weight of Harryâs words still pressed down on my shoulders, filling me
with a sense of unease.
âHarry⦠he wasnât entirely lying,â Logan confessed after a few moments of silence. âI did lose it, I did
beat that guy up. But I never had him shot. I never found out who did it, and Iâve never been the same
since.â
âBut⦠how can I believe you?â I murmured, still wary of the situation.
âLet me explain everything, then.â His voice was hardly more than a whisper. âLet me tell you
everything. From the beginning.â
There was another silence. I eyed him, contemplating the proposition. We had been working with each
other long enough that I had gained some trust in him, but I still needed something, anything, to ease
my worries. Biting my lip in indecision, my gaze landed on an old, worn-out childrenâs book on the floor
beside me. Picking it up, I held it on the palm of my hand.
âHold up your hand, Logan. Like this.â I raised my right hand, fingers together with my palm facing
toward Logan, just like it was done in court.
His eyes, flickering with a mix of perplexity and intrigue, met mine. âWhat is this? What are you doing?â
âJust follow my lead,â I persisted, feeling the edges of the worn-out book under my fingers.
Reluctantly, his hand lifted, and I silently took his other hand and placed it on top of the book. Our eyes
met, his gaze slowly filling with recognition as mine remained steadfast.
âDo you swear, on this book of childrenâs stories, to tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth?â I
questioned, my voice steady yet soft, trying to bridge the abyss of unknown tales between us.
There was a pause. Loganâs eyes flickered with uncertainty, his gaze flickering down to the book
between us. Then, finally, he swallowed and nodded.
âI do.â
âSay it,â I urged.
Logan nodded. âI solemnly swear⦠That I, Logan Barrett, will tell the whole truth and nothing but the
truth.â
Our gazes met over the book, and I felt myself soften toward him. There was something genuine in his
face, something filled with pain and remembrance. I quickly pulled away, placing the book down on top
of the box and tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
âBegin.â
Logan took a deep breath and began.
âShe was my world. We were young and stupid, and I was hopelessly in love,â he confessed, a
bittersweet smile playing on his lips. âHell, I thought we would get married. I even bought a ring and
everything.â
âAnd then?â I urged.
Logan sighed, leaning against a desk with his arms folded across his chest. âShe started to change,â
he murmured. âSheâd go out with me, let me dote on her and buy her all kinds of stuff. Always asking
for money, fancy restaurants, new things. I was stupid and I did all of it.â
He paused, shaking his head. âI shouldâve known better,â he continued. âBut I was just⦠so stupid.
Even when I started getting suspicious, I let a lot slide.â
âShe was cheating on you,â I said. Logan nodded. âYep. For a long time, actually. I was just too blind to
see it.â
There was a long silence as Loganâs words sunk in. I pictured him as a younger man, his eyes bright
and full of love for this college girl. He doted on her, gave her everything she wanted, and she used
him.
âI did start following her,â he said, running a hand through his dark hair. âI shouldâve just let her go, but I
couldnât. So I started tracking her, paying attention to where she went and with whom. Then, one night,
she said she was going to a party with her girlfriends. Something innocent. But then, I found her at a
frat house, and she was withâ¦â
Logan paused, swallowing, and shook his head again. âIâll spare you the details. But I flew into a rage.
Beat the guy into a pulp. Gave him a black eye and a broken nose. I can still remember how she
screamed, begging me to stop⦠When I finally came to, and realized what I had done, I ran off.â
âThen what?â I asked quietly, picturing Logan with a gun in his hand. I didnât want to think of it. He said
that he never shot the guy, but⦠what if?
âThen, I ran to an alley somewhere,â he said solemnly. âPunched the walls until my hand was
shattered. Still have the scars.â He tugged his sleeve up to show his hand better. I hadnât realized it in
the past, but his knuckles were lined with jagged scars, and his middle and ring fingers were crooked
from not healing properly.
âTo punish yourself?â I asked.
Logan nodded. âA few days later was when I got the news that he had been shot. Of course, my ex
tried pinning it on me, but I had nothing to do with it. Since there was no evidence, nothing happened
after that. But now you know.â
A hush fell over the room, punctuated only by the sound of my own heavy breathing as Loganâs story
sunk in. The way he looked now, the way his blue eyes stared unblinkingly down at the floor, told me all
I needed to know.
âDo you⦠Think it wasâ¦â
âWho? Harry?â Logan asked. He shrugged. âMaybe. Probably. Hell, I donât know. It was so long ago. All
that matters is this: do you believe me?â
I paused for a few moments, biting my lip. Inside my mind, Ema spoke up. âHeâs telling the truth. You
know you can trust him.â
Of course I knew that. In a way, I knew from the start.
I nodded slowly, finally meeting Loganâs gaze.
âI do,â I murmured softly. âI trust you, Logan. Letâs go home.â