Chapter 358
His Nanny Mate
Chapter 358 Afraid of Dogs
Ella
I had to resist the urge to laugh as Loganâs face drained of color.
âDogs,â he had said. The irony was not lost on me. Dogs? This man, who could shift into a wolf, was
scared of dogs?
He shot me a sideways glance, as if he was sensing the disbelief radiating from my body. âI know what
youâre thinking, Ella. But please donât say it.â
âSay what?â I asked, pushing down the desire to smirk. It was mean of me, I knew that, but it was just
so⦠unexpected.
Logan sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose exasperatedly. âI know. How I can be a werewolf and
still be terrified of dogs. But itâs different, okay?â
I cocked my head, genuinely intrigued. âDifferent how?â
Logan was silent for a few moments, clearly debating whether or not to say anything before he finally
let out a deep breath and met my eyes. âItâs the little ones that Iâm especially afraid of.â
I couldnât hold it in anymore. A laugh burst out of my mouth before I had a chance to stop it,
immediately causing Loganâs face to flush a bright red. But I couldnât help myself anymore; this man,
well over six feet tall, an Alpha, and the son of a mafia boss, was afraid of small dogs?
âGo ahead and laugh,â he said, shaking his head. âItâs funny to you, but not to me.â
I swallowed and wiped the tears from my eyes, trying my best to compose myself for Loganâs sake. âIâm
sorry,â I finally said. âBut little dogs? How little are we talking? Like⦠chihuahuas?â
His frown deepened, but he couldnât mask the embarrassment coloring his cheeks. âYes, like
chihuahuas. I know how it sounds, but I have a good reason. I was attacked by one as a kid.â
By now, I was bordering on hysteria, but I managed to hide it well and mask it with concern. âYou were
attacked by a chihuahua?â
âI know how it sounds, Ella.â He sighed, his blue eyes flicking away, avoiding mine.
Feeling guilty, I took a deep breath, trying to smother the giggles that were still threatening to escape.
âIâm sorry,â I finally said. âI know I shouldnât laugh. Iâm sure it was traumatic.â
Loganâs eyes met mine. For a moment, there was something other than annoyance in his gaze.
Vulnerability, maybe? Was the mobsterâs tough guy persona melting away, even just a little?
âWhat was it like, if you donât mind me asking?â I found myself saying, as though the half-glass of wine
was filling me with a sense of newfound courage.
Logan paused for a few moments, then sighed. âIt actually tore up my face pretty good. I was playing
out in the backyard and I guess it got off the leash. Came at me like a wild animal. Blood everywhere,
and I had to get stitches. Look at this.â
When he finished speaking, he pointed toward a scar above his eye. I hadnât noticed it before, but now
that he had pointed it out, it was clear as day. A small, jagged line crossing through his eyebrow,
causing the hair there to split.
âIâm telling you, those things are vicious,â Logan said, shuddering slightly. âI donât mind big dogs quite
so much. Theyâre closer to wolves, you know? But little dogs? Ughâ¦â
Before I knew what I was doing, my fingers had reached up to touch the small scar just above his
eyebrow. It was subtle, but the rough texture was distinct under my fingertip. For a moment, our eyes
locked, and I realized the intimate space that had enveloped us both.
The partition was up. The cabin was hushed. The gap between us was mere inches.
âThe wine hit you or something?â His voice was a low murmur, tinged with something husky and
inviting, but it snapped me back to reality.
Feeling a surge of heat climb my neck and rush to my cheeks, I pulled my hand away before I could
embarrass myself further. âOf course not,â I lied, fumbling with the hem of my shirt.
âYour cheeks are a bit rosy, you know.â Logan smirked, catching my gaze for a fleeting moment. âThe
wine must have hit you. I didnât know you were such a lightweight.â
âIt hasnât,â I retorted, feeling my face heat up even more. The wine was suddenly this awkward third
party in our conversation. But the flush I felt was not from the wine; it was from the attention Logan was
giving me, the way he looked at me.
âItâs okay, you know,â he said softly, his fingers lightly touching the back of my hand. âYou can relax next
to me.â
Something inside me stirred-my wolf- whispering that I should get closer to him. The pull toward Logan
was almost magnetic in nature.
But I resisted, drawing my hand away, choosing to take another sip of wine instead.
We sat in a thick silence for a while, both of us seemingly lost in our thoughts. Then Logan broke the
silence. âSo, now that Iâve embarrassingly spilled my greatest fear, whatâs yours? Is it flying, or
something else?â
For a moment, I considered confirming his suspicion, just because it was easier. But as I looked into his
eyes, something told me to be honest.
âNo, actually,â I said slowly. âItâs not flying. My greatest fear is something happening to my family,
especially my little sister Daisy.â
I paused, taking a shaky breath as the words left my mouth. Logan was silent, clearly intrigued.
âWhen I was a kid,â I continued, âmy stepmother Moana was almost killed by my grandfather- on my
dadâs side. He wanted to kill her because sheâs the Golden Wolf. He saw her existence as a threat to
his manipulative ways. Knowing that my family could be harmed because of what they stand forâ¦thatâs
my biggest fear.â
Logan looked at me, his eyes softer, more understanding. âThat sounds like it must have been really
rough,â he said, genuine concern washing over his face. âDo you ever feel overshadowed by living in
the Golden Wolfâs shadow? Or your fatherâs, since heâs a high- profile CEO?â
I felt a sudden surge of defensiveness, but it quickly faded away. I had never thought of it in those
terms. âNo, I donât feel overshadowed. I love my parents. Theyâre the reason I am who I am today.â
As I said this, my hand instinctively went to my stuffed duck, clutching it tightly. I looked down at it,
feeling a warmth spread through me. Suddenly, I felt as though I was eight years old again. I could still
picture my stepmother on that day.
When I looked up, Logan was smiling softly at me, a genuine, heartfelt smile that made my insides
twist. There it was again-that pull. But I looked away quickly, unable to maintain eye contact any longer.
Logan sensed the shift. His eyes left mine, and he silently returned to his reading. My heart was
pounding in my chest, like a drum echoing the palpable tension between us.
And then, amidst the silence, with the warmth of the wine finally settling in, my eyelids grew heavy. I
found my head tilting sideways, ever so gradually, until it found a resting place on Loganâs shoulder.
Finally, I let myself go, lulled into a vulnerable but comforting sleep, both avoiding and surrendering to
the pull that I had felt ever since we boarded the plane.