Chapter 56
I will never be yours
Selena pov
Turning my head to look at him.
"Thinking about yourself! don't worry the bond will be broken before you get affected!" I say to him
only for him to hold a firm grip on my arm.
"That's not what I meant!" He says and looks intensely at me. I don't get what he is implying at.
"Then what do you mean?" I say to him, I see him about to open his mouth and say something
when Sari calls out that dinner is ready!
He let go of my arm but have his eyes locked with mine. He doesn't say anything and I give up on
this argument. Taking a moment to gather myself before walking out to the kitchen.
I have lost my hunger and right now I want to talk to Emma but I it's not the time right now she has
Cannon by her side.
I hear him walk behind me when I find everyone already sitting at the table. There are two places
left beside each other and I figure they have done it on purpose.
Standing and looking at them Kian's arm comes around my waist before he pulls me with him over
to the table.
Emma and Cannon are sitting close to each other and she looks at me, I know she is sad and we will
have to talk about it later.
Sitting down beside Kian I have lost my appetite and just pour myself a glass of water. Taking it to
my mouth and start drinking I see him scope up some food on my plate.
"Eat first! you need the strength and we will figure it out after!" He says and squeezes my thigh.
Looking at him when he starts to eat I pick up my fork and pop some meat in my mouth while I try
to sort my thoughts.
Everyone around the table is quiet and it's starting to get awkward when it's this silent. Finishing my
meal I sit back in my seat while waiting for the rest.
"Sari, have you heard anything more from your sister? When is she back?" I ask her, wanting to
know how things are going over there.
"She will be back tonight and give me a call tomorrow!" She says and look at me.
"Heard anything about the missing people?â I say and take a mouth of my water before placing the
glass down.
"No they are still missing!" She says when I feel Kians gaze on me.
"Who are missing?" He says and I turn my head to look at him. Sari fills him in on everything and I
look between them both.
"I want to know where they live! There are people missing from other packs as well and we are
trying to get to the bottom of it" Kian says and I rise from my seat. Taking my plate and walk over to
place it in the sink.
"Leave the dishes and I will come up to your office with some coffee!â Emma says and I head out of
the kitchen. Hearing several other get up and walk after me up to my office.
Coming inside I get over to my bookshelf and get the maps. Placing them on my big table with
seats all around it I start to unfold them.
Kian comes and stand by the table with his men.
"Can you point to the places people have been missing and what other information you can
remember even the smallest detail!" He says and I look up from the table at him before I turn and
look at Jessie. She has a grin on her lips and I can se she has a hard time keeping a straight face.
For months I have gathered information on where the rogues comes from and where they are
heading, from the start when we first saw them here. All my notes to every mark I have made on the
maps. I have several books with notes and folders with an investigating, something I guess Kian and
his men never expect me to have.
Turning around I take down my folders and books from the shelf, and place them all on the table in
several stacks before I take a seat beside Jessie. Looking at them I see surprise on their faces when
they start to go through some of my notes.
" you have gathered all this information?" Kian says and look ate me with some notes in his hands.
Sitting back in my seat I raise an eyebrow at him. He didn't think I could or what?
He keeps his eyes at me for a moment before he turn back his attention to the notes.
"This is going to take a long time to go through!" He says when Emma comes walking inside with
some coffee to us.
I take my cup and start sipping on it. I know how much notes I have been making under all this time
and it's easier to tell them most of it.
Jessie sits next to me and sips on her coffee when she mindlinks me.
"Mabie we should just let them read everything themselves since they think they know best, and we
can go and chill on the patio with some wine! I bet they would still be standing here in the morning
scratching their heads!" I chuckle out loud at her, only to feel Kians gaze on me and I turn my head
to look at him.
He stands there for a moment before he place the notes down on the table.
"How about you fill us in on everything instead!" He says and takes a seat with a cup in his hand and
Declan takes a seat beside him while Cannon is standing with Emma.
Looking at her I remember her words earlier and maybe this is what I need to do for the vision to
change.
Whatever is going on out there we can't handle it alone!
I sigh before I start to take out my first folder, I have ten different with all important information in
them.
"Here! These are numbered from the beginning to where we are now, every mark on the map holds
different information and where we have been following them, just look in every folder and you will
find the noteâ
I say and show him the map and the first folder.
He takes it and looks at it closely, Declan takes another map and starts to go through them when
Cannon comes over and do the same. I sit back in the chair with Jessie by my side, looking at them
when they have their hands full.
Emma leaves us and we take our time drinking our coffee and answering every question they have.
"It's starting to get late and we need to head out!" Jessie says and she is right. There haven't been
any more activities outside our borders for the rest of the day, but it's time Jessie and I take our
scout and search the area.
"Where are you going!" Kian asks when we get up on our feets.
"Border control! " I just state and put my cup down before following Jessie out of the room.
"Stop! You are not going out there without me!" He says and I roll my eyes at him but keep walking
when I hear him take quick steps and get in front of me.
"Get out of my way!" I growl at him. Tired of him coming here and trying to take over. I have had
enough.
"I have been doing this for years without you holding my hand!" I snap at him when he takes a step
closer to me and holds my jaw in a firm grip.