CHAPTER 120
A Love Reawakened The Alpha’s Regret
Chapter 120
Angelaâs POV
After what Mason told me, my spirit went down and I suddenly felt cold. Heâd left minutes ago and Iâd returned to the house to find Reina staring into space. I asked her what went wrong and she said, someone or something was hurt. I asked her what it was and she told me I smelled different.
She went back to her toys and continued staking them up. She didnât bother telling me more or even sparing me a glance.
I returned to Brittanyâs room that I had been using and laid on the bed. Each time Masonâs words came back to me, I would take a deep breath and pull at my hair. How was I supposed to help Krina when I was as clueless as a goldfish?
I didnât even know what gift she had until a few days ago. Now, we have to keep it a secret and make Reina keep it a secret as well. The thought of asking Reina to do such a thing made me sick. Wonât it be too much of a burden for a child? She was just six
years old!
As I made up my mind to talk to her tomorrow instead of avoiding the conversation, the door opened and Halle peeped in
âReina said I find you here,â
âAre you okay?â She asked gently. I shook my head.
âI have a banging headache and my chest feels tight,â
She sighed. âAs a doctor, I should prescribe some drugs and recommend some tests to rule out migraine and heart attack.â I almost interrupted ber. âbut as an old or former friend, Iâll prescribe this,â
She opened the door wide and revealed a bottle of alcohol.
âIâve heard it helps with heartbreaks, headaches, and sadness as well,â
I laughed. That scenario brought back memories, When we were still in high school, I would sneak alcohol from my dad and take it to school. We would stop at Halleâs house instead of guing home after classes and get drunk. Hours later, I would be finding a way to get rid of the smell so my mom wouldnât know Iâd been drinking
âGood old days,â
âGood old days,â
We both reflected at the same time. We laughed
âCome in,â
âThank you,â she walked in with two plastic cups as well and gave me one.
She opened the bottle and poured us some drink. I took a sip. The taste made me realize itâs been a while since I took alcohol. At first, I couldnât drink because I was pregnant and then, I couldnât drink because I was breastfeeding and then, I couldnât drink because it was only Reina and I, and I couldnât risk getting drunk and letting her out of my sight.
âMy drinking career died out a long time ago.â
âWas it by accident or natural death?â
I scrunched my
my nose. âI think it was both.â
She screeched like a banshee and that made me laugh.
âAre you drunk already?â
Smiling sadly, she turned to me. âI think Iâm a bitch, Angela,â
1 turned to her. âWhy would you say solâ
âI hurt Jude and that made me had a rethink of my life?
I frowned âWhoâs Jude!â
âMy mate,â
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My heart leaped with joy and I hit her lightly on her arm several times. âShut up! When? How? Where?
âDo you have time to listen today? Shouldnât we be talking about you!â She asked.
âGood news or bad news first. Iâll go with the good news and when the alcohol starts kicking in, weâll talk about my bad news. It wouldnât feel that bad by then.
âMy news is both good and bad,â
I gave her my infamous sideâeye. Then, start with the good newsâ
âSo, I found my mate. His name is Jude, heâs one of the warriors and heâs pretty nice,
âBut?â I asked cause I could feel it coming.
âSomething has been going on between Charles and I
Like a relationship?â
âNo! Charles doesnât want a relationship. He just wants it to be casual sex and I agree because Iâve been in love with him for as long as I could think
of,
âEven when we were friends,â
âEspecially when we were friends, she mumbled. She waited for me to say something but I shrugged, meaning I had nothing to say which was true. âAnd now that Jude is in the picture. In confused as to what to do. Yesterday. Jude and I had sex and it was magical. He hasnât marked me yet because I told him not to. Stupidly. I kissed Charles after and Jude saw it,â
What
âYouâre judging me
âWhy would I judge you? Yes, what you did was stupid but Iâm not judgingâ
âThatâs still judging.â I shook my head, disagreeing with her âNow, Iâve looked back at how I lived my life and I realized, Iâve been a bitch. To you, to Darius, to Jude, to almost everyone whoâd crossed my path except Charles.
Thummed
âLet me ask you a question, Halle. Do you truly love Charles or youâre just in love with the idea of him?â
She stared at me without an answer.
âAllow me to explain further, I was being too formal to be in my right senses. I was getting intoxicated little by little. Tve known you for a long time, Halle and I know your ideal man is one with royalty stuck to their forehead or one with something close to royalty and Charles is the picture perfect of exactly what you want.â
Her eyes became thick with tears. Tve thought about it and honestly, youâre not wrong, Angela. But, I think Iâm in love with him and also, with the idea of him,â
I took another sip of my drink. âLet me give you a scene thatâll happen sooner or later. Youâre here fighting your feelings for your mate. Lerâs assume in the long run, he gets tired of waiting and rejects you. He finds a second chance mate and moves on with his life. You and Charles continue your happy ever after. One day, Charles meets his mate. Do you really believe that Charles would ignore his mate for you? The same man who just wants to fuck you and not have a relationship with you.â
I asked.
She stared at the wall and
wall and I saw the tears falling down her face. I poured more drinks into our cups.
Iâm so stupid, Angela,â
I rubbed her back. âYouâre not stupid, youâre just stupidly and foolishly in love,
Isnât that the same thing?â She cried louder. âYour drunk ass is so brutal I want to slap youâ
âMy mate is a caveman. Heâs a real beast. If you slap me, hell stab you right back, here, I touched a spot on her chest âWould it hurt, since Charles already stabbed you there?â
She glared at me. I hate you
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âNo, you donât, laughed. âOkay, Iâm getting really drunk,
âWolves shouldnât get drunk so easily but this bitchy ass alcohol was made only for wolves.â
âI knew it,â
âAre you sad? About Brittany?â She asked,
âI donât think this pain will get better, Halle. I think I carry the burden with me for the rest of my life,â
âDonât let it shape you. One of the mistakes I made was letting my pain shape me. Overcome it, no matter how hard it gets. SHe advised.
âYou should also make up your mind and choose between both men with no regrets,â
She raised her cup at me. âLetâs get drunk and forget how pathetic we are right now,
To two sad drunk wonen,
âAnd the shenanigans to come,
âCheers, bitch,â