CHAPTER 79
A Love Reawakened The Alpha’s Regret
Chapter 79
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Angelaâs POV
âIâm gonna miss you, babe,â I k*ssed Reinaâs ch*ek as I dropped her off at my momâs. I shouldâve allowed her to stay with Darius but when I asked him this morning, he said he would be too busy to come home.
âHave fun, mama,â She waved.
I laughed.
âItâs a funeral, babe. Thereâs no fun in that. Iâll see you soon,â
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âGo now, Angela. Youâll be late for the reception,â my mom urged me. I quickly gave her a brief hug before hugging Reina again.
âThanks, Mom. Youâre doing me a great favor and I appreciate you,â
âNo, Angela. You did me a good deed by bringing this girl into my life. You saved me, Angela. Both you and your daughter,â
They went back into the house and I stood at the front porch staring at the door for a few seconds before finally leaving. My momâs words weighed on my heart and it got me emotional. My eyes were filled with tears but I didnât let it drop. While I was feeling like a stupid, useless daughter to her, she was seeing me in a different light.
As I approached the gates, the first thing I noticed was a sleek, black car that was parked by the side of the road. It was the same car I saw on my first day back in the pack, the same car Darius stepped out of.
Just like deja vu, Darius came down from the car dressed in a black suit, a white shirt, black pants, and of course, black sunglasses.
He looked so handsome and delectable at the same time. My mouth dropped open as I took in his 6ft4 gorgeousness. He looked like he came out of a Playboy magazine.
Our eyes met and I forced my feet to go meet him. Before I could ask what he was doing there, he asked, âIs my outfit appropriate enough for a funeral?â
Compared to the black gown, flannel jacket, and flat shoes I was wearing, he looked like a Greek god. He could wear newspaper like a homeless man and still look like a runway supermodel.
Wait! My head replayed his question and I was like, what?
âWhat? What funeral are you talking about?â
âThe same funeral youâre attending. Iâll be going with you,â
I glared at him. âNo! Youâre not going with me and thatâs final,â I argued.
âDonât be stubborn, Angela. I didnât tell you about my plan because I knew you were going to react this way,â
âI donât want you going with me, Darius. Why do you want to go? Do you even know who the woman is?â
He shrugged. âI donât care, Baby,â
As if what I said didnât matter, he turned and opened the door. âIâm not going in into that car when I know youâll be
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sitting beside me to attend the funeral,
He cocked his eyebrow. âGet your pretty a*s in or I haul your a*s into the car,â
I opened my mouth to say a word but stopped when I knew it was useless to try to argue with him.
I rolled my eyes at him as I obediently entered the back seat. Right before he closed the door, he leaned in and whispered. âRoll your eyes one more time, My Angel and I would finally find an excuse to spank your cute a*s,â
I smacked my lips together and had to control myself from rolling my eyes again.
âGood girl,â
Darius closed the door and within five seconds, he was beside me. He asked for the address of the funeral house and I gave the driver my phone so he could enter it into the carâs GPS.
As the journey started, I avoided Dariusâ gaze and refused to talk to him. He kept on staring at me so lovingly that I broke within ten minutes.
âWhy are you staring at me?â I asked him.
A smile crept to his lips. âbecause youâre beautiful,â
I rolled my eyes. âI know,â
âGood. I love how you know youâre perfect and beautiful. Youâre my girl,â
âWhy do you even want to go with me?â
âA few days away from the pack wouldnât be a bad idea,â
I gasped. âA few days?â
âLike a vacation. We can spend two days away in a different environment,â
I clicked my tongue and squeezed my face. âDo you even know the definition of a few days? I thought you were going to say a week or two,â
âFor now, letâs spend a day or two and after the entire Resistance problem is resolved, weâll spend a month anywhere you want,â
âPromise? Donât you fucking go back on your words,â
âIâm a gentleman, My Angel. I always stand by my words,â
He winked and I blushed. The prospect of going on a vacation with Darius was exciting.
âSo, whoâs this woman weâre attending her funeral?â
âHer name is Mrs. Owen and sheâs a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart who took me and Reina in when I had nowhere else to go. Right after the matter with my mentorâ¦â I paused. Darius squeezed my hand, assuring me it was fine. âI had to leave his shelter. I had nowhere else to go. This woman had only seen me around once or twice at the supermarket where I worked partâtime when I approached her and told her I needed a place to lay my head for the night. She allowed me into her home and didnât let me leave the next morning. She offered me a room in the backyard and helped me even after I had Reina. I had to leave when she got sick and her children took her to a nursing home and put the house for sale,â
âNow, Iâm jealous,â
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âOf what? Sheâs a woman,â I said, laughing.
âThat she got to witness Reinaâs birth and was there for you when you needed it the most. Whereas, I was a deadbeat,â
âYou didnât know, Darius,â
He smiled at me without saying a word back. The guilt was eating at him. I could see it on his face every day. I also wanted to forget the past but it wasnât easy for me. It was easier to forgive but not to forget. Even though I knew it wasnât entirely his fault, I was angry that I no longer had anyone to blame or get mad at.
Three hours later, we arrived at the funeral home.
As I walked in, I saw Mrs Owenâs pictures and it brought back a lot of fond memories.
Darius intertwined our fingers. âAre you okay baby?â
I gave him a curt nod.
I took a pen and wrote in the guest book:
âYour kindness and wisdom touched my heart in ways words cannot fully express. You were an extraordinary woman who brought light and joy to everyone around you. I will forever cherish the moments we shared. Rest in peace, my dear friend.
We found a place to sit at the back. Someone who looked utterly familiar walked up to me. âAngela, right?â
âYes,â
âIâm Bernard Owen. Itâs nice to finally meet you. My mom does speak kindly and warmly of you even till she took her last breath,â
âShe was an angel,â I told him.
âTrue. We all know that. She asked me to give this to you,â
He gave me a brown paper bag before heading back to his seat at the front.
I sat back down and opened the bag. It contained an Aquamarine stone and a little note. The tears I didnât know I had, fell down my face.
âWhatâs wrong?â
I showed him the note. She wanted me to overcome my fears and find happiness.
âIâm sure sheâs in a better place, looking down at you and happy,â
âShe better be,â
He was just as I rememberedâtall and lankyâbut now terrifying. I gripped the edge of my gown, my breaths shallow and rapid. Memories flooded my mind, and I wished desperately to be anywhere but there.
I wanted to disappear, to become invisible.
My past was now hunting me in the present and I suddenly felt suffocated.