Chapter 18

Chapter 18

I glanced at the mansion that Lucias took us to. It’s not the same mansion he locked me up. I thought he would take us there but he didn’t. He just came to a different mansion which is so beautiful. Since when did he own such beautiful mansions everywhere? He never brought me to these places when I was with him.

I really didn’t want to be alone with Lucias like this knowing what kind of man he is but at this point, I’m helpless because he’s carrying Luan with no intention of letting go. After all, I know that I can’t get Luan from him. Lucias opened the door and looked at me.

Seeing him looking at me, it made me feel both annoyed and crazy. Instead of staring at him, I walked past him and entered the mansion through the door. Let me speak with him and clear everything. I will ask him not to follow me and my son again.

“Come” Lucias said, walking through the staircase with Luan in his arms. I sighed and followed him. Then he opened the door of a room which was filled with toys. It was for a little child and seeing it made my heart even hurt. Did he make this for Luan? If he did it, he would know how to steal children’s hearts without any effort.

“Here you go, everything here is yours.” He put Luan in the middle of the room. and gave him a little pat.

The floor of the room was covered with a comfortable mattress. I didn’t feel it but can tell it with the way Luan’s feet sunk into the mattress. Even if he falls here, nothing will hurt him. I chewed my nether l*p looking at Luan’s happy expression. He looked so happy as she looked at Lucias and then at all the toys he had in the room. This boy always loves having so many toys and how can I expect him to be sad after stepping into toy paradise.

I leaned against the door frame of the room while my eyes scanned every single move of both father and son. They are alike. No need to think twice or look twice, both of them are alike. Luan is just simply the smaller version of Lucias. The more I watched them together, the more I felt my heart was aching. I don’t know what to say or do.

I don’t know how to face the future. Luan is still so small but he called the word ‘daddy‘ for the first time soon after he met Lucias. I don’t know if they both can feel some kind of strong bond between them. All I can sense is that I won’t be able to push Lucias away from our lives if Luan becomes closer to him.

After playing with Luan for a while, finally Lucias turned to me. He stepped

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towards me and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me away from the room. What is he going to do with me now? Luan had no intention of paying attention to us because all his attention was focused on the various toys in front of

him.

What a distraction! I didn’t argue with him but waited for him to say something. After all, he must have things to tell me, doesn’t he? Just like how he found me there and why he came to us. I really need to know that because he let me leave. two months ago and didn’t bother me but now he’s back with his arrogant dominance.

In the next second, he pushed me into a room and closed the door behind us. “Why did you close the door? Luan will look for me” I wanted to open the door but he didn’t let me. Staying in a room with this man and with the door closed, I don’t believe he wouldn’t let me stay like this without trying to press me beneath him.

My son is out there and there’s no way I’m going to let him do anything crazy here. I swept my cold gaze and Lucias but he was silently watching me. I don’t care what he thinks while looking at me, I just want to be free from this mess. I don’t want to continue this craziness.

“You don’t want him to see you n*ked, moaning and begging for more, right?” His words are shameless enough to boil my blood. I love this man and I don’t know how to measure that love, however it makes me so angry when he talks like that. Did he mean that he’s going to have S** with me here? Why am I even surprised? I can’t expect him to treat me better or talk to me calmly when he only wanted me for S**.

He did this years ago and then he did this to me two months ago and now he’s back. I don’t want my baby to see anything he shouldn’t see. I lowered my head without answering him.

“What do you want, Lucias?” I asked him again.

The moment the question sl*pped out of my mouth, he pushed me onto the bed and climbed to the top of me. So…. this is what he wants? My heart throbbed. I wanted to cry so loudly because he was such a selfish man who used me for his desire. I know that he can’t resist me because we are mates and our wolves need each other.

Having S** with me is the pleasurable thing he can gain in his life. So here he is, doing this to me and then ignoring me. I tried to push him away from me but I couldn’t! As always, I couldn’t do it. I would have pushed him on our wedding night and now it’s too late but I trusted him. That’s why everything happened.

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“I want you and him. You aren’t a dumb woman not to understand what I need!” Lucias moved away from me and sat up on the bed. Following his movements, It also sat up. He wants me and Luan? But how? How is he going to have us when he’s legally married to someone else. I don’t want to be his mistress when I am the woman who had the right to become his wife and Luna.

I will never put myself into that point where I have to become his mistress. I don’t want to please him in bed and then have his children just like all the mistresses out there do. If he’s thinking about doing something like that to me, I have to run away. from him again with Luan to somewhere he will never find us again.

“Are you going to marry me again? Name me as your Luna? And then name Luan as your legitimate child and the next Alpha?” This is what I wanted to know from him. If he’s going to divorce his new wife and marry me again, I will be with him. but if he can’t do it, I will not be with him. Why do I have to let myself suffer?

I’ve suffered enough and I was all alone. If he wants me to come with him and be with him, he will have to do this. I am not going to let him enter my life so easily this time. Because this time, I won’t be the only one to get hurt if he ever abandoned me, my son would also be hurt.

My words made Lucias look at me. His eyebrows twitched and his jaws clenched. He didn’t utter a word but stayed silent. Does this silence mean that he will not do anything I just asked right? This is the meaning of his silence? I sighed and got up from the bed. If he has no answer for what I just asked, I don’t think we have anything else to talk about. As I got up from the bed wanting to leave, he yanked me to him by my hand. What now? When I looked at him, he sighed and shook his head, confusing me to think about his answer.

“I will. But I need time for that. Give me some time” He muttered. Does he need time? For what? Why does he need time? In the first place, he didn’t have to marry that woman. He didn’t have to reject me and throw me from his life. Everything happened because of his own actions.

He caused all of these and now he’s asking me to give him time. Why should I give him time? He didn’t even give me a time to think or move when he rejected me on the spot as soon as I woke up and talked to him. After he did all the things he could hurt me, how can he ask me to give him time?

“Lucias… there’s no need. You rejected me because of her, didn’t you? If you did that, please don’t come after me again. Don’t come after me because I gave birth to your child. You can still have children with her. Just let me live peacefully. That is the only thing I want now” I don’t even want to continue this useless conversation. I already know where we stop this.

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We will stop this with me in tears and him in anger. That’s all. When he was locking me up in his house, we already had this conversation so many times. He can say that he wants me but he doesn’t know how to do it.

“You know nothing about the relationship she and I have, Emilina. So stop talking nonsense.” Nonsense? Why is he saying it’s nonsense? And how can I not know. about the relationship between a husband and a wife? Is he kidding me? I was also a married woman for one day and yeah…

I know what it was like to get married and live in the same house. Maybe I’m thinking or talking too much but I don’t blame myself for it and he can’t blame me either. He got married… he just casually got married after rejecting me. So what else can I talk about him and his new wife’s relationship?

“Well, it’s fine Lucias. I just wanted to talk about this. I hope you will not follow me and my son again. Please… don’t come after us. I don’t want him to grow up with you and then ask me difficult questions to answer. So it’s better if you could just stay away from us. And I don’t want you to try to fight for his custody either. He’s my son. I gave birth to him alone. I endured all the pain alone and I raised him until now. So you have no right to snatch him from me.”

My eyes were covered with tears. I’m scared thinking he would fight for Luan’s custody. If he ever won, his wife will be the step mother and my child and she will treat him badly. I don’t want it.

“Just like we didn’t meet each other for years and lived our lives without each other, please let’s continue it. Let’s just pretend that we didn’t meet again after you rejected me.” Lucias‘ eyes turned cold and sharp. I don’t know why he’s angry when all I say is the truth that we both should face.

“I am not becoming your mistress” I added one more line before turning to leave but once again, he stopped me. This time he stood up from the bed and gripped my face.

“Why can’t you f**king understand what I am saying? Why the fuck are you so dumb and stubborn, Emilina?” He growled. “Yes, I married another woman! And you know why? It was because I wanted to f**king save you!”