Chapter 28

Chapter 28

“Emilina, what’s wrong? You are acting weird” as soon as I walked out of the washroom after having a shower, Lucias pulled me to him.

He had already taken a shower and I think he used one of the guest rooms. I’m glad! I removed his hands from my b*dy and took a few steps away from him. I don’t want him to touch me anymore. I just don’t want him to pull me closer anymore. All I want from him is to stay away from my sight. Because my heart was bleeding non–stop and I don’t know when I will be okay. No… maybe I won’t be okay.

How can I be okay when I just got to know the man that I loved more than anything in this world was already tired of me and seeing me as an useless woman? A woman without power and a woman with various weaknesses, as well as a woman. who’s stupidly emotional… How can I forget those words? Did I ever expect him to say things like those to me? No… I never… I thought he valued me and loved me. I thought I was his everything.

“I‘ not… I’m just tired…” I said walking out of the room.

I don’t even want to sleep on the same bed as him anymore. As I came out, he followed me and yanked me to him by my hand once again. I blew a stressful sigh out and turned to him. His eyes were nervous and filled with worry. Not only that, they were confused. I stared at his beautiful blue eyes for a moment and then lowered my head. Looking at him gives nothing but pain. “What’s wrong with you? Where are you even going?” I again pulled my hand from his grip and kept the distance between us. Even his touch makes me feel sick.

“I’m going to Luan. Where can I even go at this hour? I’m tired and want to sleep. Please Lucias…” I said. I have no idea what kind of thoughts he’s having right now and I don’t care at all. I just want to separate myself from him and spend my life with the peace that I always wanted. Let me just have peace… I’m so tired of dealing with this man.

“Why do you want to go to Luan? You are supposed to sleep with me. If you are sleeping, you can sleep, I won’t touch you. If you are worried about it, don’t be… I won’t do anything. You can sleep. Go ahead” He said as he pulled me into the room and closed the door.

“The thing is that I don’t want to be closer to you, Lucias. I don’t want to! Stop forcing me! Let me be alone for a while. Please… either you touched me or not, I don’t care, I just want to be alone! That’s it” I don’t know where all these words came from but I know that those words hurt him. His eyebrows twitched. He

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eventually let go of my hand and stared at me. His eyes somewhat turned red showing me that I just made him sad and hurt. His expression brutally stabbed heart but I shouldn’t care about his emotions anymore. I shouldn’t care about him since he never did for me. He never cared about my feelings and emotions. Yes. he never did.

“Wh–what do you… mean?” His voice was hoarse.

His jaws clenched along with his fists. He’s confused because of my sudden behavior. I don’t blame him for that. Because when he left the house in the

morning, I was so good to him and I was happy with him but now I’m acting weird. just like he said.

“I mean that I want to be alone. Please… don’t follow me. Don’t look at me like this. Don’t give me that look either. I want to be alone.” I said as tears dripped down through my face, betraying my eyes. I didn’t want to cry but

I couldn’t help it. Seeing the painful expression on his face, ripping my heart to tiny pieces. Even after everything. I still feel this pain for him. I just don’t want… I want to leave. I want to leave so badly. Why did I even agree to be with him? I didn’t have to do it. But he threatened me by saying about Luan’s custody. That’s why I agreed to be with him.

“Why? What did I even do to you? Why are you changing your personality from time to time, Emilina?” What did he even do to me

Oh… he did nothing. He was so good and flawless. I was the one who did everything. I don’t want to argue. I need to sleep now. “You did nothing, Lucias. Can I go and sleep? I’m sorry” I made my way towards the door and he also didn’t stop me. I opened the door and left but then I heard him speaking.

“I think I deserve an explanation from you for the pain you just caused me” For the pain I just caused?

I clenched my jaws as the anger took over me. I felt the burning anger in me as I walked into the room and slapped hard across his face. I should’ve slapped him as soon as he came home tonight. My action stunned Lucias. He stood there like a frozen statue as he slowly moved his eyes to touch his cheek where my slap fell. His face was red and my hand was bruning.

“You deserve nothing! You don’t deserve me or my child! You chose her over me, so f**king go to her! Sleep with that b*tch, be with her! Have more children with her! I don’t want you anymore! I don’t even want to see you anymore Lucais! I will make up my mind thinking the man I loved is dead and I will make mind too. Just go! Go to your wife and be with her. After all, she’s carrying your

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child! No… that child must not be yours, it must be a man who you sent to her as a b*dy substitute. But still, I don’t f**king care… All I care is that to you. I was just a dumb, powerless, weak, emotional girl who’s blinded by love. ‘She might be my mate, but she’s no match for me. I will just banish her from my life eventually. I will just use her to please my wolf. He needs her, but not me!” Bastard! You deserve to die!” I slapped him hard again.

Lucias‘ eyes covered with tears as he stared at me with the same stunned

expression. Surprised? Of course, you should be!

“I… I’m so disappointed… disappointed about myself for loving a two faced bastard like you. No love left for you anymore… wish I could go back to the past and kill myself where I fell in love with you and met you. Thank you…. but I don’t need an explanation for the pain

didn’t speak much you caused me. I don’t deserve a liar’s explanation.” I

I just left the room, leaving him alone. I’m glad that I could say all the things to him rather than hiding everything inside of my heart and suffering for a night. When I entered Luan’s room, I leaned against the door and wiped my tears. I wanted to wash my face, so when I was about to enter the washroom inside of Laun’s room my eyes suddenly fell on the bed. The bed is empty. The bed is empty? Where’s Luan? My eyes swiftly found the wide opened window. Didn’t I close the window? I did! I closed the window… no…

“Luan… Luan….” I called his name walking around inside of the room but no response. My heart dropped. My mind went numb.

“LUAN! LUAN! No no no!!!” I screamed as I ran out of the room wanting to look for him.

My whole sanity disappeared as I ran out of the house in the middle of the night… my baby…. My baby.. did someone? No… please… my child. “Emilina!” I heard Lucias‘ voice but I completely ignored him. It was all because of him. Where’s my child….. Please… I need him back. I felt my chest was tightening and suffocating. I couldn’t even run faster. I don’t even know where I’m running.

“Luan… where are you… baby?” I found my voice was also lower. But then someone caught me, stopping me from running further. I turned and looked at Lucias. Isn’t this all because of this man? I suffered! I suffered because of him! And now my son is also suffering… What happened to my baby? Oh my moon goddess… Please don’t let me live if anything happens to him.

“Luan… Luan… wasn’t there..” I forced my words out looking into Lucias‘ pain filled eyes. I know that I should hate this man and leave him but at the same time, I

know that only he could find my son. He will be the one to get Luan back to me.

“I need… Please.. My baby…” I clutched his shirt and cried helplessly.

“I will… I will get him back. Don’t worry… I will not let anything happen to my son.” Lucias muttered, k*ssing my head. I didn’t even have the strength to push him. away so I just remained exhausted as he hugged me. All I could do was sob louder. Why is my life so miserable? Luan’s face is appearing in my mind and it’s killing me. If anything happens to him, I won’t live. I won’t live even for a second. He’s the only hope I have in my life. He’s my lifeline… I don’t want to lose him.

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