Chapter 6

Chapter 6

I opened my eyes. The sourness of my b*dy was something I couldn’t ignore and at the same time I felt the pain between my legs. I clutched the bedsheet tightly and turned my head to see Lucias was sitting

the bed while his whole attention was on the floor. I have no idea what he was looking at and I didn’t even bother to care about it because my heart was already bleeding from his actions earlier. He didn’t even listen to me when I said no.

As I sat up on the bed, covering myself with the sheet, my eyes again fell on him. There were a few scratches on his back which were caused by me. I’m glad at least I managed to make him feel the pain although it was not even comparable to what he had done to me. Feeling my movements behind him, he turned to me. It was hard to say what he was thinking at this moment but I can say that he was not in a good mood but at this point I have no intention to care about his mood. I just want to go to my son.

“You got what you want…. let me go now‘

Without minding the fact, how my words could anger him, I said that. He didn’t say anything but stare at me, however suddenly he moved closer to me as his hand gripped my chin. He’s hurting me. I know that he has no feelings for me but it hurts when he treats me like this. I have done nothing to him to treat me like this. What is this hatred or dislikeness?

“It’s not enough! I will let you go when you get pregnant and give birth to a child. If you can bear a child for a random fucker, why can’t you do the same with me?”

His words affected me crazily. I felt my heart being ripped apart. Just because I said I have a child with Jerral, he also wants a child from–me. Why is he so selfish and why is he treating me like trash? I slapped his hand away, controlling the tears in my eyes. I clearly know that I don’t deserve this kind of rudeness from him.

“Let me go… I’m not letting myself get pregnant by a man like you! I will not have your children!”

I tried to get up from the bed but I couldn’t do so with the weakness of my b*dy after being ravaged by him for hours. Soon after, I was pressed on the bed by him once again. He was fast and his actions were unpredictable. Pinning me on the bed, he chuckled. His eyes are staring at me as if he was ridiculing me for what I just uttered.

“How can you not get pregnant? I will fuck you everyday and you will be locked up in this room only with food and water. So how are you not letting yourself get

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pregnant? Can you stop it? Can you stop me? Don’t call me Lucias, if I can’t get you pregnant!”

Is he threatening me or just telling me? I don’t understand… How can he even think about locking me up here? He has no right to do something like that. He might be the greatest alpha but still what he’s doing is illegal!

“You have no right to do this to me and I can’t stay here! I need to go. How could you be so heartless, Lucias?”

I wanted him to listen to me and let me leave. I might have listened to him if I didn’t have a child. But I do… I already do so I need to leave. Staying with the man who threw me out of his life is the most unwanted thing in my life. He said nothing but got up from the bed. He was already wearing his pants so all he had to do was put his shirt on. Once he was done, he glanced at me.

“I have the right to do anything with you! I’m your husband and mate!”

His tone was scary and lacked warmth. With that sharp remark, he just left the room slamming the door shut. I didn’t even have the chance to say anything or open my mouth. I was left alone in the room with fear of failing to go to my son. I immediately got up from the bed and put my dress on as I ran towards the door ignoring the pain between my legs. I tried to unlock the door but it was locked. No. No No No…. Don’t do this to me..

“Lucias…. Open the door! Lucias… please… don’t do this to me! Open the door!”

I banged on the door as my heart cried out. I couldn’t control my emotions. All I could think about was my baby who would be left alone if I couldn’t go to him. T know Jerral will treat him better but he needs me. I am scared… I need to be with my baby. Please.. Don’t give me this pain. I waited for a moment but no word came from outside.

“Lucias! Open this door! How could you be so rude? How can you ever be a father if you don’t even understand how important a mother is to her child? How could you? Let me out! Let me go!! I beg you….” I cried and cried but I still got no answer from him.

“LUCIAS!!!! OPEN THIS DOOR! DON’T MAKE ME HATE YOU! I DON’T CARE….. I DON’T CARE… LET ME GO!” I screamed my lungs out as I banged the door using every bit of my strength. I just need to leave…

I’ve been crying and screaming for an hour but still no one spoke or opened the door for me leaving me completely motionless in the room. I laid on the floor staring at the ceiling above me through mu kl.

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blurred I can see the face of my baby. I am imagining him because that’s the only strength I have in this world.

I never thought Lucias could be this ruthless towards me. I thought he would at least listen to my words. It’s okay for him to sleep with me again because we are mates and have desires for each other but this… but he locked me up in a room. preventing me from going to my son.

“Why? Why so rude? Why… so rude to me? All I did was love you with…every piece of my soul. But… you are continuing to hurt… me”

A sob escaped from me as I began to cry again covering my face with my hands. I need to leave… It’s been hours since he took me here. It’s almost evening and my baby must be waiting for me. He needs me to feed him. He still drinks my milk and he needs me…

I remained in the same position until it turned dark outside. He’s not letting me go right? Then let me find a way to leave! I dragged myself towards the window and opened it. When I looked down from it, all I could see was pitch black and I’m in the third floor. I took a deep breath and glanced at the door of the room which was closed for hours. I have no choice…. I chewed my bottom l*p and slowly climbed on the window wanting to jump out.

‘Jump Emilina, I can protect you‘

With my wolf’s encouragement, I closed my eyes and let my lungs have new fresh air controlling my thoughts to do what I am going to do now. When I was about to jump, I was suddenly pulled back. My heart shuddered and my b*dy went numb the moment I was thrown onto the bed again..

When… When did he? When did he appear here? The door was also opened, I didn’t even hear. I glanced up at Lucias‘ murderous eyes. Why is he looking at me like that, when I should be the one to look at him like that.

“Let me go!”

I hissed at him getting up from the bed. He was clenching his jaws revealing how angry he was at me. He was angry at me? I don’t care! I don’t f**king care! I pushed him away and walked towards the door but he stopped me by yanking me to him. I tried to shove his hand but he held me tightly without letting me move from him. Anger and pain took over me as I swiftly turned to him and bit his shoulder making a painful groan escape from him. My sharp teeth sank into his skin as the him. My sharp teeth sank into his skin as the blood taste spread everywhere in my mouth.

“STOP PLAYING WITH MY LIFE! IT’S ENOUGH!” I slapped hard across his face

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‘ve never done something like this before.

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loved him dearly and no one will ever know how much my love is for him but his man… he hurts me. He has no warmth in his chest when he treats me. He has 10 feelings and he proved it now! All he wanted to do is fuck me. I was trapped in at ie for so long and now I understand everything clearly.

‘Lina…. You just hurt me…” suddenly his voice was broken and he looked deep into my eyes, stopping my heart from beating for a moment.

His voice… the way he looked at me…. everything reminded me of the kind man who made me believe that he loved me. A suffocating feeling lingered in my chest. while my eyes shed tears of losing the person I loved the most. I shook my head… he made me hurt him.. I never wanted this.. I never thought about hurting him. The nickname he used to call me had my heart clutched even tighter.

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…. Let me go please… Lucias… let me go!

I buried my face in his chest, hugging him tightly. The blood scent controlled my nose while my ears listened to his strong heartbeat. I love him. This fact won’t be changed… but at this point I need to go to my son. My son is my priority. As I hugged him, he also hugged me tightly. His arms were strong and hard to escape.

“You are not leaving me again. You will not go to that man! You are mine… you know it. If you don’t want to turn me to that beast… stay with me! You know that I will lose my sanity when it comes to you”

He mumbled, sliding his fingers through my hair. His warning made my legs tremble and my knees go numb. I know him… I know him more than anyone. And his words reminded me of some painful memories from our past.

“Lucias…. You are not a beast but if… you don’t let me go to my son… you will be one”

I looked up at him. His blue eyes glowed with savageness and anger. Instead of speaking he chose to press his l*ps on mine, beginning to do the same thing to me. So, I won’t be able to go to my baby today? My heart dropped and I closed my eyes accepting my fate.