Chapter 183 Stood Up
My Hockey Alpha
âDonât worry,â Luke said from across the table as he squeezed my hand gently. âWeâll find Enzo. I
promise.â
Lukeâs kind words were a comfort, but even so, I had no way of getting to Enzo. âI donât know anyone
who can open a portal,â I said, âand before you offer, Iâm not gonna let you lose your disguise again just
so you can do it for me. I know how happy it makes you to not have to hide yourself and to be able to
show expressions, so I wonât let you do it.â
Luke frowned and shook his head. âI could care less about looking like a human,â he insisted. âFinding
Enzo is more important. If everything you said about that Selena girl is true, then Enzo could be in
serious danger. How many days has it been now?â
âTwo,â I replied.
âEnzo would have come back by now if it was a simple matter of getting his dad and coming back. His
dadâs an Alpha; he can open portals on his own. They would have been here by now.â
My friendâs words, although well-meaning, hit me like a ton of bricks and instantly made me feel as
though I would cry again at any moment. âYou really think so?â I whimpered. âYou think Enzo is in
trouble?â
Luke shook his head again. âI canât be entirely sure. But we can find out. I promise; weâll be in and out
in no time, weâll find Enzo and his dad, and weâll come back.â
I sighed, thinking about this possibility. It was risky, but if my dreams about Enzo were true⦠If Selena
really was controlling him and somehow making him forget about me⦠Then I needed to find him.
Maybe, if I walked right up to the Alpha King and showed him to his face that I was his lost daughter,
then I could stop anything truly horrible from happening to Enzo. I just wished that I still had my wolf
here to help guide me. I couldnât even follow Enzoâs scent.
âAlright,â I finally said with a sigh. âLetâs do it.â
âGood.â Luke stood with a confident smile on his face. âFirst thing in the morning, at sunrise. Meet me
out in the woods behind the hockey arena. Wear something dark with a hood, and shoes you can run in
if you need to. Oh, and bring some supplies, just in case we need to travel a bit.â
I nodded. This was very sudden, and it was a lot to take in, but if it would help me bring Enzo home
safely, then I would do whatever it would take.
âCan I bring Lori and Jessica?â I asked then.
Luke paused, biting his lip, then shook his head once more. âI think itâs best if we keep it to a minimum,â
he said quietly. âIâm sorry.â
âItâs okay.â
I sighed as I watched Luke leave; he seemed so full of vigor, as though he was almost too confident
that this would work despite the fact that so many things could go wrong. But maybe, I thought to
myself as I finished cleaning up the kitchen, it wouldnât hurt to have such a positive outlook of my own.
â¦
That night, I explained everything to Lori and Jessica when I got home; we did promise, after all, that
we would no longer lie or hide anything from each other, and I wanted them to know what was
happening in case things didnât turn out as planned.
âYouâre doing what?â Lori asked, her voice practically a growl. âAre you insane?â
I sighed, staring down at the floor. My bag was already packed and sat by the door, waiting for me so I
could just get dressed and leave first thing in the morning.
âNina, itâs only been two days,â Jessica said, a bit more gently than Lori. âHeâll be okay. I think youâre
jumping the gun a bit here.â
I shook my head and finally met my friendsâ gazes. âNo,â I insisted. âSomething is wrong. I⦠I can
sense it, somehow. I keep having these dreams that feel like omens. I have to look for him.â
âAt least let us come with you, then,â Lori said with a frown as she folded her arms across her chest.
âI canât let you guys go,â I replied. âLuke and I need to be fast, and we need to get in and out without
being seen. We canât have too many people with us, and besides⦠If something happens, I need you
two here so you can tell the Fullmoons whatâs going on.â
There was a silence. I knew that my friends were royally pissed at me, but what could I do? Besides, I
did have Luke with me. He fought off Edward on his own, and he could open portals. Plus, he knew his
way around the werewolf realm well. I would be safe with him.
Finally, my friends seemed to understand.
âAlright,â Jessica said, sounding rather reluctant. âBut you have to swear that youâll come back. If you
donât, Iâll kill you.â
âAnd then Iâll kill you again,â Lori added, although there was a bit of a playful smirk on her face when I
looked up to meet her gaze.
I nodded and hugged my friends tightly. âThank you guys,â I said, blinking away the tears in my eyes. âI
love you both.â
â¦
Early the next morning, I made my way to the woods behind the hockey arena, just as Luke said. Lori
and Jessica came along to see me off and keep me company while I waited.
But, as it turned out, we wound up waiting for a lot longer than we expected. Before I knew it, it was
already an hour past the time that Luke was supposed to meet me. To top it all off, I had no way of
contacting him or knowing where he went. Had he gotten caught up with something? Did Myra or one
of the other Fullmoons catch him and make him stop before he could open the portal for me?
âUm⦠Are you sure heâs coming?â Jessica asked, glancing at the time on her phone. âItâs been a
while.â
I shifted my backpack on my shoulder and stood my ground. âHeâll come. He said he would.â
âYeah, butâ¦â Lori pushed herself off of the tree she was leaning on and came over to me. âMaybe he
had a change of heart. Or maybe he decided to go by himself so you wouldnât be in danger.â
Hot tears began to prick at the backs of my eyes. I pursed my lips and shook my head. âNo,â I insisted.
âHeâll come.â
Eventually, after another hour and a half of waiting, Lori and Jessica got tired of standing around for
nothing and said their goodbyes before leaving. I stood my ground, however, holding onto the shred of
hope that Luke would come and open the portal so we could find Enzo.
But he never came.
It was almost dark by the time I finally let go of that small shred of hope. Tears streamed down my
cheeks as I slowly made my way back toward my dorm, cursing Luke in my mind for getting me all
excited for nothing. Surely there had to be a reason for this. If not⦠Why would he stand me up like
that?
As I walked across the quad, feeling the tears dry on my cheeks and the hope leave my body, I
suddenly heard someone calling my name.
âNina!â
âLuke?â I whispered, jerking my head up excitedly.
But it wasnât Luke. It was Justin.
âHey, Nina!â Justin called, jogging up to me. âIâm glad I found you. I wanted to askâ Hey, is everything
okay? You look like youâve been crying.â
I blinked quickly and nodded, staring at the ground. âYeah,â I lied. âIâm fine. Whatâsââ
But before I could finish speaking, Justinâs arms suddenly wrapped around me. I stiffened for a
moment, feeling myself tense up beneath his touch.
And yet, for a brief moment, I couldnât help but relax into his arms as he comforted me there on the
quad