Chapter 197 Say My Name
My Hockey Alpha
After the new girl, Sadie, ran out with a wig in her hands, my friends and I lost ourselves laughing on
the bathroom floor. The ridiculousness of the situation made me temporarily forget about what I had
seen in the girlâs strangely familiar eyes, as well as what Justin had said to me earlier about taking our
relationship to the next step.
When Lori, Jessica and I finally regained control of ourselves, we stood from the bathroom floor and
decided to head back out to the dance. By the time we re-emerged, however, the dance was coming to
an end â not that I particularly minded. I was planning on going home, anyway.
I didnât see Sadie anywhere when I came out, which was a relief. I thought it was a little strange at first
that she was being so territorial over a dance that was out of my control, but I knew now that there was
something off about those two. I couldnât quite explain it, but I knew what I saw when I looked at both of
them; they both looked too familiar at times to let it go, and I needed to figure out what was going on
with them. That night, I decided that I would call the witch that Lori found and see if she could offer any
sort of help. Maybe she could help me see the full truth and reveal who these two new students were.
I knew that it was probably just my own wishful thinking, however, that got me hooked on the idea that
somehow these two new students were secretly Selena and Enzo in disguise. It simply didnât make
sense; if Enzo was here, he would have talked to me already. Even though I felt a strangely familiar
connection to the new boy when we danced together, I knew that the real Enzo would have said
something to me, something to ease my worries and let me know what was going on. That boy clearly
didnât know who I was.
But there was one possibility on my mind: what if Selena sent these two for some reason? It was
possible that they were set up to be a distraction, or even some kind of test. They could have been
spies that she sent to see if I was still trying to find Enzo. They also could have been Crescent spies,
which wouldnât surprise me considering the fact that Selena had worked with Crescents in the past.
Either way, the entire situation was fishy. I knew that my friends wouldnât believe me until I had solid
proof that something was awry, though, so I decided to wait and see what the witch would have to say
about it.
âSounds like theyâre gonna play one last song before the dance is over,â Jessica said as we
approached the auditorium. It was a slower song, and she took Loriâs hand. âLetâs go and dance.â
Lori shot me a concerned look. âAre you gonna be okay?â she asked.
I nodded and forced a smile. âIâll be fine. You guys go and have fun.â
I watched then as my friends disappeared into the auditorium, but I had no desire to dance anymore
that night. By then, the altercation with Sadie in the bathroom made me sober up, and I no longer felt in
the mood to party. However, when I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around to see Justin, I knew
what he was going to ask.
âWell?â he said, taking my hand. âDid you get a chance to think about it? We can go back to my place
right now, if you want.â
I froze for a moment, my heart racing in my chest. Justinâs sudden change of demeanor earlier was a
red flag, and it scared me a little. We werenât even dating again, and yet he had shown these subtle
signs of jealousy that made me uneasy. And now, he wanted to have sex?
âUmâ¦â I paused, swallowing, and gently pulled my hand away before shaking my head. âI donât think
so, Justin.â
Justinâs eyes narrowed. âWhy not?â he asked. âI thought youâve been giving me signs all night. In fact,
when I kissed you at the hockey game, I thought you liked it.â
âI⦠I donât know,â I muttered. âIâm just a bit confused right now. I need some time before I jump into
anything. Enzoââ
âOh, it always comes back to Enzo, doesnât it?â Justin snarled, his face darkening. âI shouldâve known
youâd never get over him.â
I was taken aback by Justinâs harsh words. âJustin, itâs only been a few weeksââ I began, but he
scoffed and cut me off.
âThree weeks is plenty of time to figure out that heâs not coming back,â Justin replied with a scowl.
âHow long will it take you to figure out that heâs gone for good? He probably realized that heâs sick of
you following him around like a lost puppy and decided to do everyone a favor and just disappear.â
I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing would come out. Justinâs cruel words struck me to my core.
Tears began to well up in my eyes, and I could only shake my head and take a few staggering steps
backwards as the tears began to spill out.
How could Justin say something so cruel? All this time, I thought that he was trying to change and be
better, but now I realized that it was all just a ruse to get me emotionally attached while I was still
grieving over Enzo⦠All so Justin could sleep with me. I felt disgusted, used, and heartbroken.
And Justin didnât even stay for another moment.
Without a word, he turned on his heel and stormed out, leaving me sobbing there in the middle of the
hallway.
I decided then that I couldnât be there any longer; Lori and Jessica would understand. I just needed to
go home and get some sleep⦠And in the morning, I would call that witch and have her open a portal
for me, no matter how much it cost. Even if I never returned, I knew now, more than ever, that I needed
to find Enzo.
Before I could make it out of the building, however, I felt another tap on my shoulder. I spun around,
expecting it to be Sadie, coming back for another fight â but it wasnât.
It was Eli.
I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and folded my arms across my chest. âDo you need
something?â I asked.
âAre you okay?â he replied, taking in my appearance with a furrowed brow. âWhy are you crying?â
âItâs none of your business,â I growled. Maybe I was a bit too harsh, but I didnât care at that moment. I
just wanted to go home, and I turned on my heel and began to walk again â but Eli followed.
âI have to ask you a question,â he said. âPlease.â He then stepped in front of me, blocking the door. I
froze and looked up at him slowly, feeling his concerned eyes focused unwaveringly on me.
âWhat is it?â I whispered.
Eli stared at the ground for a moment, chewing his lip, before he looked back up at me. âWhy were you
two saying my name so much just now?