Chapter 205
My Hockey Alpha
As I watched Enzo storm off into the party, I felt my heart sink. The screen door slammed shut behind
him and wobbled a bit on its frame, leaving me alone and shaking in the cold. Up until five seconds
earlier, I was certain that our plan was going to work.
But maybe I was too confident in that assumption, because it turned out that Enzo didnât remember me
after all. In fact, my attempts to make him remember not only proved to be futile, but also made him
angry with me and probably closed him off even more. Now, I was just the strange girl who cornered
him at a party. For all he knew, I could have been trying to drug him or something.
I couldnât explain it; somehow, after everything, he didnât remember me at all. Even as I looked at him
that night, begging him to reach into his mind and remember my face, my voice, my touch⦠He simply
looked at me like I was a complete stranger.
What had happened? How did it come to this? The last time we spoke, he had seemed as though he
knew who I was, or was at least beginning to know who I was. He even said himself that he knew I was
familiar. And yet, at the party, he looked at me like he had never spoken to me in his life.
As I stumbled down the dark street, I couldnât contain the sobs that escaped my lips. I felt my face twist
and contort into an excruciating grimace, and I clutched my stomach as I felt nausea wash over me
from a combination of the alcohol and my heartache.
I knew my friends were probably looking for me, but I was too drunk and heartbroken to care. Up until
now, I thought for sure that I would have Enzo back on my side, and now here I was staggering down
the street with an aching pain in my chest.
Part of me wondered if Selena put another spell on him. Maybe she strengthened the one she already
had on him; I couldnât know for sure. All I knew was that somehow, after Enzo had seemed to be
coming close to a breakthrough the last time I saw him, he was now back at square one. Surely she did
something to make him forget again. But would he ever be able to remember now? Or was this just
another hopeless endeavor?
Suddenly, I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I pulled it out and struggled to focus my eyes on the
screen in my drunken state.
It was Jessica.
âHey,â I answered. My tongue felt heavy and thick in my mouth from the alcohol.
âWhere did you go? Weâve been looking all over for you,â she replied, sounding agitated.
I swallowed. âHe didnât remember,â I whispered. âI needed to get out. Donât worry; Iâm just going home.â
âNinaâ¦â Jessica sounded even more agitated at this point. I knew that I did the wrong thing by taking
off like that, and I had worried all of my friends. âStay where you are. Youâre drunk. Weâre coming to get
you.â
âIâm fine,â I insisted, but Jessica didnât listen.
âJust tell us where you are, Nina.â
âOkay.â I swallowed again as I looked around. I was on a dark street full of closed businesses â
businesses that used to be open at this time of night, before the Crescents attacked. âIâm⦠Um⦠Iâm
on the corner of First and Washington.â
âAlright,â Jessica replied hastily. I could hear now what sounded like Lori and Matt in the background.
They sounded like they were outside, already on their way. âStay there. Weâll be there in a few
minutes.â