Chapter 291
My Hockey Alpha
Chapter 291: Every Occasion Ready For a Funeral
The next morning, Enzo and I woke early to go to my sisterâs funeral.
The Luna had no funeral. I couldnât decide if that made me feel good or bad, though. It seemed as
though she had no real family, no one who cared that she had died. Even my father seemed completely
unfazed by her death, and seemed more relieved than anything. I guessed that it was the mark of a
truly bad person, for someone to only have people be relieved by their passing.
Selenaâs funeral was small, too. As we arrived at the burial site, which was just a little ways behind the
mansion down a path in the woods, it was only the three of us: my father, Enzo, and myself. Aside from
us, there were only a few of my fatherâs guards and an older man in green overalls with a shovel in his
hand and dirt on his face. My father introduced him quietly as the groundskeeper for the mansion, but
didnât say his name. The groundskeeper said nothing.
My father had picked out a beautiful coffin for Selena. It was almost a cherry red color, with ornate
edges and a delicate wreath of flowers on the top. I had only been to a couple of funerals in my life, but
it was always shocking how small the coffins could be. Selenaâs was especially small, seeing as how
petite she was. If I had died alone with her, there would have been two small coffins.
As we paid our respects to my sister, the wind blew uncontrollably overhead and rustled the treetops.
The pointed peaks of the pine trees swayed in the violent wind, and even where we stood in the forest
below, my hair whipped around in my face. The sky was gray and overcast, and it was darkening by the
minute. It was certainly going to rain soon. I couldnât help but think that it was my sisterâs farewell; a
raging tempest, coarse winds and cold fingers. It was fitting for her, I thought.
My father, after a long time of silence, finally walked forward to stop beside her coffin. He laid his hand
on the wood and held it there for a while with his eyes closed. No one said anything, and neither did he.
There were no words of farewell, no grandiose speeches or anything of the sort.
A while later, my father finally stepped away from the coffin. He turned his back to us and turned his
face up to the sky; I could tell that he was hiding his tears. After all, he had lost not only his first wife,
but now one of his daughters. Now, it was just the two of us. No one was left in our family.
While my father stood stoically with his back turned, I walked up to Selenaâs coffin and placed my hand
on it. I adjusted the flowers, which had fallen crooked from the wind, and blinked back my own tears.
âIâm sorry that we never got to be friends,â I whispered, knowing that my words wouldnât be heard by
anyone except for myself over the wind. âBut⦠Thank you. Your sacrifice wonât be forgotten.â
As I finished speaking, a particularly strong gust of wind suddenly blew through the trees and sent the
flowers scattering to the ground. I had to stifle a laugh; of course she hated the flowers. I didnât bother
picking them up, and instead returned to Enzo, who just stared ahead silently at Selenaâs coffin. I was
sure that he had a million things floating through his head; he had, after all, known Selena for weeks
and had spent a lot of time with her, despite the fact that it wasnât of his own accord. But he didnât say
anything. He just put his arm around my shoulders as I stopped beside him.
After that, the groundskeeper sullenly walked over to the coffin. One of the guards helped him lower it
into the ground with ropes, and then the groundskeeper began to shovel dirt into the grave. That was
that; it was over. It was a short funeral, but I liked to imagine that Selena wouldnât have minded that.
But, at the end of the day, I didnât really know her. I only knew the version of my twin that the Luna
created.
My father didnât turn around until the coffin was already covered in a thin layer of moist dirt. By then, a
freezing rain had begun to fall and little crystals of ice were forming in my hair and in my eyelashes. He
walked over to me with his hands in his pockets, and lowered his gaze to meet mine. His eyes were
red.
âY-You said you have another question,â I said quietly.
He nodded, swallowed, licked his lips, and then nodded again. âYes. Are you going to stay, now?â
I glanced up at Enzo, who just stared back at me silently. âUm⦠I think so,â I replied. âFor now, at
leastâ¦â
My father shook his head. âI meant permanently,â he clarified, his voice low and gravelly and barely
audible over the howling wind. âI have this big mansion all to myself, and believe it or not, I wonât be
remarrying,â he said with a sardonic chuckle. âItâs going to be awfully lonely. You two can stay, if you
want. Iâd like to have you here. Both of you.â
As my father presented me with this proposition, my eyes widened in surprise. I looked up at Enzo
again, who seemed almost as shocked as I felt. I had intended on staying for a few days or so, but not
permanently⦠I had a home, a school, friends, a job to get back to. Living in the Alpha Kingâs mansion
had never even come close to crossing my mind. But at the same time, it felt safe here. It was
comforting to be near my father, and I wanted to get to know him.
âUm⦠I need to think about it,â I said, lowering my gaze to the ground. âIs that alright?â
âOf course.â My father nodded. âTake all of the time you need to decide.â
I looked up at Enzo then. His grip tightened around my shoulders, and there was a new sadness
behind his soft brown eyes. I realized at that very moment that this decision wasnât entirely my own to
make. Enzo was my mate, and we would need to make this decision together. And already, part of me
knew that Enzo wouldnât want to leave Mountainview; we still had too much to do there, and already I
had created an image in my head of the two of us living by the ocean together once everything was
really over, maybe even in his fatherâs home.
My father, without a word, patted me on the shoulder and began to walk back to the mansion. I looked
after him for a moment, watching as the guards filed out behind his large, hulking form. When I looked
back at my twin sisterâs grave, the groundskeeper was still shoveling dirt onto her coffin with beads of
sweat already forming on his wrinkled face. And I looked up at Enzo then, whose gaze hadnât wavered
from me for even a single moment.
âLetâs go for a walk,â I said.